On the day when the interview was rejected, I stood alone in the hot sun for 40 minutes.

On the afternoon of July 9th, 20021year, the second face was rejected. The moment I walked out of the building, tears could not stop flowing downwards. A man walked to the bus stop like a walking corpse and stood in the hot sun waiting for the bus. It's like losing his mind. When he always recovers, he has to wait for the bus to be closed and started. In this way, he waited for almost 40 minutes before getting on the bus.

On June, 2002 11,I left naked resignation, where I worked for five years, and the position of marketing manager that I worked hard for several years. I had the idea of resigning a long time ago, but I hesitated to say it. On the one hand, one of our media left at the end of 2020. Because I was familiar with this job, I took it first. When the new media just got used to it, the company's original launch business was finally suspended due to various considerations and faced with business transformation. Four of the eight people I took went to other business groups, but four didn't land, and I also talked to them. But they don't want to leave. Considering that they were lonely and embarrassed after I left, I think we should entrust a reliable person to rest assured. Now I think maybe I think too much. Who can't live without them? On the other hand, because I am 28 years old, I didn't get married until May Day. It's embarrassing to think about going out to find a job at this age, and the salary is ok. I don't have to work overtime, and my colleagues have a good relationship and are more comfortable. To sum up, they finally had a place to go until another renovation project landed (June 9). At that moment, I decided to leave my job. The leader talked to me for a long time, let me think about it, and analyzed the disadvantages of leaving. But at that moment, I didn't listen. I felt I had to push myself. Although I feel that the road ahead is full of difficulties, I still feel that I should be hard on myself. The handover took two days, and I went through the resignation formalities on the afternoon of June 1 1. I thought I finally liberated June 20 12-June 20265438+0.

2021June12-2021June 14 I had a pleasant three-day boss's day holiday. From June 15 to June 18, I prepared my resume and uploaded it to various recruitment websites. In short, every day, After reading the work content and company profile, I feel I don't want to go. In the meantime, there was also a leader of other departments. I was a leader in another company before and asked me to find him, but the treatment, position and work content were similar to before. On second thought, I refused.

I thought about my career plan countless times before leaving my job, thinking that I am not very short of money and have a little savings. Even if I find a low-paying one, it doesn't matter, as long as I can learn new technologies and skills. Actually, I don't really want to do this either. Since graduation, although I have changed my profession, there is little difference in my job content. Plus, I've been playing games for five years, and it's really difficult to do it now. I just want to turn around. Want to try overseas promotion or e-commerce promotion, after all, this is a bit like my previous position, and it may be faster to get started. After reading some relevant recruitment information, I found that those who earn more than 8k basically need work experience or grass-roots positions. I feel that my 28-year-old aunt is going to compete with the newly graduated college students, and my heart is a little shaken. I feel that I can't pass this hurdle! It's one thing to think in your heart, but it's another to really act!

From June 2 1 to June 25, during the five days of working day, I interviewed two companies, one was the director of a game company and the other was the internal position of Tencent. Both of them were directly hired by boss and found me. I feel that both companies are ok. I wanted to try, but I didn't expect both of them to be in the street. The first interview with the director, after going to the company, there is no registration information. The boss is a little nervous. He asked some very detailed questions and thought the answer was ok. Later, he asked me some questions about management and personal planning. The answer was not very good, and I was not prepared in advance. Talked for 50 minutes. Finally, the boss said that I would stop here first and said that I could go. I didn't let the personnel talk to me. I knew it was over! The second is Tencent's position, which adopts Tencent conference video interview. At that time, HR called me and said that the post was an effect advertising optimizer, and told me that there were three jobs: creativity, account management and docking with Party A, and the main way of promotion was creative director or very powerful pitcher. However, during the interview, the interviewer told me that my understanding was wrong. In fact, they mainly want to find a person who makes a placement strategy and think that my personal career plan does not match their position. Later, we talked some more and I asked him some questions. The interview time is very short, about 30 minutes. Finally, he said that the HR department would inform me, and the next day I received a text message saying that I failed in the interview. Then I made some written summaries of the questions asked in the interview. In the meantime, because I was a little anxious, I went to Tik Tok, searched a lot of topics about "What did you do after naked resignation" in the headlines, and saw many people start their own media, online stores or businesses, and then I tried it myself.

From June 26th to July 2nd, I opened Penguin, Toutiao, Tik Tok, Taobao Store, Pinduoduo Store and Idle Fish. Penguin has sent 4 videos and 10 articles so far, with cumulative reading 1023 and cumulative broadcast15, with a total revenue of 0.28. One of the articles exploded with more than 800 readings, and the other readings were all in ten digits. The four videos are basically three or four hundred broadcasts. The headline number is a bit messy because of the problem of binding the phone number, and it hasn't started yet. Up to now, Tik Tok has sent 35 videos, 382 likes and 82 fans. I don't know what the positioning is, but I see many videos of people sending out books. It feels quite simple, and there are many people watching it, so I just want to try it myself. At first, I thought everyone else was looking for real books to shoot videos. Later, I sent out the existing special software, which contained many templates for video of book lists. Simply copy the text and you can automatically generate some simple videos and make them. Later, I also tried oral broadcasting with pictures, and the effect was relatively general. None of them have more than 500 broadcasts, so it should still be my own content. Now it is basically to make a video of the book list with a fixed template every day to see the situation. I used to brush my own videos, but I wanted to watch them, but I didn't want to learn. Now when I want to learn, I find that Tik Tok teaches you how to do Tik Tok everywhere, including on-site teaching and video teaching, and many of them are precious mothers. I don't know how many of them can really do well. There are many people in these Tik Tok teaching live broadcast rooms, mostly thousands and tens of thousands. Many of them type words like "making friends" and "returning to customs" on the screen of WeChat official account, so that they can enrich themselves quickly by paying attention to each other, which is what they call group development. But at present, the value of these fans is not great, and the weight should not be high. Taobao shop was registered on 20 14, but it was left unattended and its back was frozen. Now it is directly unsealed, and the process is relatively simple. It is found that it can be delivered directly one by one, which is much more friendly to those stores that don't have their own supply and don't want to stock up. Maybe this function was also available in those years, but I didn't find it. As we all know, it is very important to choose products in e-commerce. At that time, I saw some popular products in Tik Tok, and found that there was little traffic after being put on the shelves. Later, some cultural and sports supplies with less competition were released. At present, the traffic is very small, and more study is needed. Idle fish bought a few idle items and a few consignment goods. At present, there is an inquiry about the idle goods, but the order has not been completed, mainly involving consignment, but some people on the idle fish want to pick them up themselves, which is more troublesome. At present, the flow of idle fish is larger than that of Taobao shop, so there is no need for margin, that is, the things above are cheaper, and the passenger flow is basically for the sake of cheapness.

On the weekend from July 3rd to July 4th, I registered my official WeChat account, where I shared my work and talked about my life. At present, I have posted three information flow advertisements. Compared with penguins and headlines, WeChat official accounts pay more attention to positioning and have certain requirements on quality, so it is more difficult.

From July 5 th to July 9 th, I spent most of my time at home from the media, occasionally submitted some resumes, and invested in positions such as launching strategist and promotion manager of OPPO, Aauto Quicker and Byte. There is no news at present. There are many other companies, but they are not very interested. On the afternoon of July 6, another company contacted me and asked me if I wanted to talk. This company frequently sent me messages on boss two days after my resignation, offering me the position of information flow optimizer. After reading it, I felt that I didn't want to go, so I left him alone. Later, he added my WeChat, saying that he asked my former colleague for my WeChat. My former colleague was in their company, and I couldn't refuse directly at that time, just say I was. I didn't expect him to come to me again these two days and ask me if I was finished. Let me have a chat. Considering that my former colleague is also in charge of this aspect, when I was in the same company, my level was higher than his. If I insist on not going, I may feel that I have some opinions about him, so I just want to chat casually and catch up. On the morning of July 7, I went to their company. The first person who interviewed me was his boss, and it was quite speculative to talk about some things. Later, he met with me with personnel and discussed related business issues, career planning issues and some work issues. The dialogue is also very good. Finally, he said that because they hired an information flow optimizer, I applied for the position of promotion manager. They couldn't decide, so they needed a boss. The interview lasted for 2 hours, close to the afternoon 1. I had lunch with my former colleagues and said goodbye happily. At noon on July 8, HR informed me to arrive at the company at 2 pm on July 9, that is, this afternoon. HR directly took me to the boss's office for an interview, introduced myself, asked me some questions, and basically didn't refute me. Every time he answers a question, he will nod his head to show his understanding. During this period, he said that he was 28 years old twice, and then he was a little embarrassed to say that he was 28 years old. After asking a few simple questions, he ended the conversation. To tell the truth, I was a little confused and didn't know what I couldn't do. Maybe the powerful boss was so angry that he became invisible! I want to talk about it again. The boss opened the door for me. I have to go. Then there is the first act, with grievances, confusion, regret, helplessness and anxiety.

At this point, my mood has calmed down a lot. Maybe I've said everything I've been hiding in my heart for a month. Maybe these words healed me. In short, I still have to move on, and my life will continue. I have lost 8 pounds this month. I didn't wear makeup before, but now I often wear makeup. Sometimes I think, I won't go to work and do nothing, and I won't starve to death in a short time. However, watching my parents still go to work every day, their work is harder than mine, and they also want to realize some wishes, but they are very frugal and unwilling to spend money, but I have no confidence that I will do it all. I was really upset at that time.

Here, I also hope that everyone will be rational and cautious about naked resignation. Try harder and learn more skills when you are young. On second thought, people who have sideline business can also do sideline business. The internet industry is changing too fast now. If the main business is not good, sideline business can also bring some income. It is always good to plan ahead.