Life is a hero, and death is a ghost. I still miss Xiang Yu and refuse to cross Dongjiang River. Who said that?

Li Qingzhao is remembered for her famous "slow voice". It is a sad beauty, especially the phrase "searching, lonely and sad", which has become her personal exclusive brand, unprecedented in the history of literature, and no one dares. Therefore, she is regarded as the embodiment of sadness. When we chewed her sadness and crossed the dust of history, she appeared in China's 3,000-year history of ancient literature. She was the only independent woman who reached the peak. And the interpretation of her is "what a sad sentence."

Or get up and write a love letter, and then go to the back garden to fight with your partner for a while.

Darling's daughter, the official's home, enjoyed a comfortable life and got a certain education, which is not surprising in the feudal society for thousands of years. Surprisingly, as usual, Li Qingzhao couldn't read at first, mastered needle embroidery, and then waited to get married. She has enjoyed all her father's books, and the juice of culture has watered her, which is not only beautiful externally, but also beautiful internally. She has mastered the rhythm of poetry as freely as fighting grass and swinging. And judging historical figures, there is a block in the chest and the atmosphere is like a rainbow.

The Anshi Rebellion between Kaiyuan and Tianbao in the Tang Dynasty and its pacification was an important event in the history of China, and there were many comments from later generations. Jie Yuan, a poet in the Tang Dynasty, wrote the famous Ode to the Renaissance of the Tang Dynasty and asked Yan Zhenqing, a great calligrapher, to carve the book on the wall. This kind of quilt is called a pair of unique ones. Contemporary with Li Qingzhao, Zhang Wenqian, one of the "Four Bachelor of Sumen", is a famous poet and a great man. He once wrote a poem for this monument, lamenting, "Two sons from heaven are in the future. The mountain is ten feet high and the cliff is pale. Who came into my room with this tablet computer made me dizzy at first sight. " This poem went to the boudoir, entered the embroiderer's home, and reached Li Qingzhao's ear. She immediately agreed with a poem: "Fifty years of achievements are like electric sweeping, and Huaqing Liuliu is in Xianyang Grass. I don't know how old I am in the pile of wine and meat. Hu Bing suddenly fell from the sky, but he was also a treacherous man. Walking in front of the Qinzheng Building, Zhuyu stepped on the fragrant dust. Whatever battle is invincible, it is said that litchi will die. Yao Gong Shunde is like heaven, using righteousness. It's really ugly to write inscriptions, and ghosts and gods grind cliffs. " Look at the momentum of this poem as if it were written by a girl. Describe the scene, evaluate the merits and demerits, lament the world, and don't let Li Bai and Xin Qiji, who are romantic and unrestrained. When Li Fuge Fei first saw this poem, he was very surprised. This poem spread to the outside world and caused a sensation among scholars. Li Jiayou's daughter has just grown up. The young girl Li Qingzhao quietly enjoys the beautiful wreath woven by pampering and talent.

When Li Qingzhao fell in love with all the happiness that a boudoir girl can get, her beautiful life just went up a storey still higher, leaving us a love classic. Her love is not like Romeo and Juliet in the west or butterfly lovers in the east. It is not the kind of sweetness that can only be enjoyed after going through hardships, but the starting point is very high. From the beginning, she fell into the honey pot, stood on the top of the mountain, and lived in the crystal official. Zhao Mingcheng, her husband, is a dashing teenager, and they are literary confidants and congenial. Zhao Mingcheng's father is also an official, and the two families are suitable. What is even more rare is that apart from the elegance of poetry, chess, calligraphy and painting of ordinary literati, they also have a more congenial professional combination point-epigraphy research. In the feudal era when free love was not allowed, they relied on the words of matchmakers and the wishes of their parents. It's a godsend that they can have a million-to-one love ending. Just as Lu You's Hairpin Phoenix left us with the sadness of love, Li Qingzhao left us with the other end of love-the sweetness of love. This love story, moved by Li Qingzhao's wonderful pen, has become the spiritual enjoyment of China people for thousands of years.

More importantly, Li Qingzhao is not an ordinary little woman who can only sigh a few words, but she practices literature in an empty room and makes this art to the extreme, so this most common way of expressing love has become a proposition creation competition between husband and wife and a record of their climbing the artistic peak.

This is a letter from the Prime Minister that Li Qingzhao sent to Zhao Mingcheng when he was not at home. Bitter love and stupid thoughts are expressed incisively and vividly by autumn wind and yellow flowers. After receiving this poem, Zhao Mingcheng Shi Zi was moved at first, and then excited by the artistic power of the poem, vowing to write a poem beyond his wife. He closed the door and thanked the guests. Three days later, he got fifty words. He mixed Li's words in it and asked his friends to comment. Unexpectedly, his friend said that only three are the best: "Don't let Tao die, the curtain rolls west wind, and people are thinner than yellow flowers." Zhao bi sighed. This story is very popular. You can imagine how the couple enjoyed the harmony and sweetness of piano and harp in their mutual love. This also makes all talented men and women who can't get the corresponding love quality feel a little sad. Li Qingzhao recalled that life in the preface to the Story of the Stone and said, "I will remember that after every meal, I will sit in class, which refers to the accumulation of book history, saying that what is on the first line of the first page of the volume, winning or losing is the order of drinking tea. Hold up a cup and laugh until the tea turns over, but you can't drink it. " This is so happy, so happy, so sweet. This honey-like life nourishes her elegant charm and vigorous artistic creation.

But God has long discovered Li Qingzhao's broader artistic talent. If she is only allowed to write a little "Leisure in My Heart Forever", China's history and literature will pass by her in vain. So the universe exploded, time and space stirred, and the new personality test and new proposition creation were pushed to Li Qingzhao together.

/kloc-after the prosperity of the song dynasty in 0/67, a nomadic people appeared in the north. The Jin people destroyed the Qionglou Jade Garden in Bianjing, the capital city, and took away the Emperor Hui and Qin. A.D. 1 127 Zhao Songcang fled to the south, which started a page of national humiliation in the history of China. Li Qingzhao's love nest in Qingzhou, Shandong Province also fell apart, and the family began a wandering life. In the second year of Du Nan, Zhao Mingcheng was appointed as the health magistrate. I don't want national humiliation at this time. One night, there was a riot in the city. As a local governor, Zhao Mingcheng did not take the lead in directing the riot, but secretly escaped from the city with a rope. He was later expelled from the court. Li Qingzhao is a weak woman, but she is very upright in this matter and is very ashamed of her husband's departure. After Zhao was dismissed, the couple continued to go into exile along the Yangtze River in the direction of Jiangxi. It is inevitable that there will be some embarrassment along the way, and the sum of fish and water will be lost. In wujiang town, Li Qingzhao learned that this was the place where Xiang Yu committed suicide after his defeat. She felt a surge of emotion surge, facing the vast river, she sang this eternal swan song:

Live and be a man among men; Die and become the soul in the soul. Today, people still miss Xiang Yu because he refused to live and returned to the East.

The husband listened to the sound of the stone behind him, ashamed on his face and deeply remorse in his heart. The following year, Zhao Mingcheng was recalled to Beijing to be reinstated, but died of a sudden illness.

People can't live without love, women like flowers can't live without love, and poetesss with rich feelings can't live without love. Just as her art tree thrived under the juice of love, God ruthlessly cut off her love. As soon as Li Qingzhao understood love, she was loved by her family. Now she is trapped in a dry river bed. How can she not worry?

After losing her home, Li Qingzhao began three hardships in her later years.

The first big ordeal is to divorce after remarriage and bear the pain of emotional life.

After Zhao Mingcheng's death, Li Qingzhao had no fixed place and was physically and mentally haggard. I soon married a man named Zhang Ruzhou. Why did Li Qingzhao remarry? There are different opinions in history. But one's determination to live is probably the main reason. This Zhang Ruzhou is also a polite gentleman at first contact. After marriage, Zhang took care of her, but she soon showed her true colors. It turned out that he wanted to possess the remaining cultural relics around Li Qingzhao. Li regards these things as life, and The Records of the Stone has not yet been compiled into a book. Of course not. In Zhang's view, since you and I are married, your body and everything you have belong to me and are at my disposal. What will you pursue independently? At first, they had a conflict in the control of cultural relics, and gradually found that their ambitions and interests were quite different. That's weird, strange bedfellows. Zhang Ruzhou was proud of having such a beautiful woman, and then she was angry because she couldn't capture her heart and control her behavior. Finally, he completely tore off the veil of the literati and punched each other. In front of the tent, under the red candle, Li Qingzhao looked at this small white face and was really angry. Once the sea was difficult for water, I was noble and did not bow my head. Li Qingzhao regards personality as more important than life, so she decided to break up with him. But in feudal society, it was difficult for women to get divorced. In desperation, Li Qingzhao embarked on a blind alley, larger foe, and reported Zhang Ruzhou's crime of bullying the monarch.

In A.D. 1 133, Emperor Gaozong suddenly thought of sending people to visit Huidi and Qin Shihuang all over the country to ask about the possibility of peace. But when I heard that I was going to enter the realm of tigers and wolves, no one dared to violate it for a while. Minister Han Xiaoyan volunteered to take a risk. Li Qingzhao cares about state affairs day and night. She was very excited, and her sadness suddenly turned into hope and pride, so she made a long poem as a gift. In the preface, she said, "Those who have a comfortable home belong to the Han Gong family. I'm in a hurry at home today, and my son is poor, so I dare not look at the public car dust. Poor and sick, but the immortal is not weak. When you see this big list, you can't talk nonsense. You can write a chapter on the past and write a poem to send a message. "At that time, she was a poor and sick woman, physically and mentally haggard, single and widowed, but still so concerned about state affairs. Needless to say, she has no position in the DPRK, and even in society, it is not her turn to discuss these things. But she still stood up and loudly praised Han Xiaoyu's awe-inspiring move: "I am willing to serve heaven and earth, and I am willing to serve the palace master. "Take the purple mud imperial edict and go straight to Huanglong City." "Stripping has been warmed by Hann, and it is not easy to leave Song." As a folk widow, she wants to send a few parting words: "where is the married woman?" She dedicated her blood to writing books and records. " "I don't ask for Sui Zhu, I don't ask for perfection, I just ask for new knowledge of local customs." "My children and grandchildren went south for a few years, drifted away and joined the army. If you want to send blood and tears to the mountains and rivers, go to the mountains and hang a cup of soil. "

There is a famous building named after Shen Yue's "Eight Poems" in the Southern and Northern Dynasties in Jinhua, Zhejiang. Li took refuge here, boarded the balcony and looked at the remaining half of the country. He couldn't help but sigh:

The eternal romantic eight wings, Jiangshan left behind. The water runs three thousand miles south, and the barometric river covers fourteen states.

We only look at the momentum of this poem, not like it was written by a wandering woman. Like a general who needs to recover lost territory or a courtier who is worried about his country and hurts his country. That year, I went to Jinhua to pay tribute to this famous building. Over time, this building has been squeezed into a deep alley by later folks, but it also stands out from the crowd and has a strong character. An old man who looks after the building is also a fan of Li Qingzhao. He told me several folk versions of Li Qingzhao's story and gave me several pages of newly collected handwritten Li Ci. I looked up at the dangerous building and looked down at the alley. I deeply feel that the poet's soul can't walk away and grow up in the world. During her stay in the Blonde Madhouse, Li Qingzhao also wrote a poem "The Ode to Motor". "Beating horses" was originally a gambling game at that time, but Li took advantage of this topic to play. In the article, he quoted a lot of allusions from famous ministers and generals in history, described the momentum of Jin Ge's iron horse waving the battlefield, and condemned the incompetence of the Song family. At the end of the article, I expressed my martyr's ambition in his later years:

Later generations' evaluation of Li Qingzhao often ends with her melancholy, but I don't know that in her heart, she always braved the spark of resistance and shouted for her ideals. She is worried because she can't see the way out! She disobeyed powerful people and did things against her will. She was originally related to Qin Gui, the powerful minister of the dynasty, and Qin Gui's wife was her second uncle's daughter and cousin. But Li Qingzhao has nothing to do with them, that is, at the most difficult time of her marriage, she would rather seek distant relatives than go to the Qin family. When the Qin government was established, she refused to attend the big banquet of relatives and friends. She is not satisfied with her "learning poetry with amazing sentences", but "wants to send her blood and tears to mountains and rivers". She hopes to recover lost ground and "go straight to Huanglong City with purple mud letters". But what did she see? It is the false prosperity of the capital of Qing 'an, the strange thing that the court suppressed people with lofty ideals and persecuted loyal officials, and the cry of blood and tears of leading soldiers and national righteous people. 1 14 1 year, that is, when Li Qingzhao was 58 years old, Yue Fei was imprisoned and killed by Qin Gui. This case shocked the capital and shook the whole country, and dark clouds enveloped the city, causing sorrow everywhere. Li Qingzhao was in a bad mood, and our poetess fell into deeper sadness.

The third great tribulation that Li Qingzhao encountered was loneliness beyond time and space.

The tragedy of Li Qingzhao is that she is a literate woman born in feudal times. As a woman, she was at the bottom of feudal society. As an intellectual, she is at the commanding height of social thought. She saw many things that others could not see, and pursued many realms that others did not pursue. This is the sadness of loneliness. It turns out that in the feudal society of 3,000 years, how many people come and go are living with peace of mind and drifting with the flow. You see, after the Northern Song Dynasty invaded south, there was another storm, which delayed 152 years! Although Lu You, a contemporary of Li Qingzhao, shouted angrily that "officials and officials have arranged for Zong Ze, but no one used Yue Fei." But aren't North Korean adults still officials and having parties? You see, despite the troubled times, how many literati have not folded fans, sang romantic songs, played chess and painted all their lives? You see, how many women, like the woman with grandchildren, don't learn any words, don't pursue any love, and don't live the same way? However, Li Qingzhao did not. As a commoner, she thinks about the responsibility of the public and the affairs of the country. As a woman, seek equality of personality and respect for courtship. No matter how she treats politics, studies, love and marriage, she will not go with the flow, and will inevitably have loneliness and unavoidable sorrow that transcends time and space. She bears a heavy cross, which is a combination of national difficulties, family difficulties, marriage difficulties and academic difficulties. All conflicts and hardships caused by feudal autocracy in politics, culture, morality, marriage and personality are reflected in her thin body like yellow flowers. In essence, Li Qingzhao not only pursues national integrity and political firmness, but also pursues extraordinary personality. She has always maintained a sober life standard and stubbornly maintained her moral integrity. When she was not in big trouble and her life was relatively stable, she had already seen her pursuit of high standards of personality. When Zhao Mingcheng was an official in Laizhou, she went to visit relatives. She was not very happy when she saw that there were not many books in the room. She wrote a poem saying, "There are a few books in the cold window, but the road is like this." When the world is in turmoil in the future, she will be more outstanding and clean. She stands on the high shelf of the century, traveling through time and space and overlooking all beings in the wild, so she has a special sense of loneliness: "Facing the high shelf, the mountains and Ye Ping are sparsely populated. The smoke is thin, and when the crow returns, it smells the dusk, and the fragrance is broken and the wine is clear. The west wind urges the phoenix tree to fall, and autumn is lonely. " There is a book called One Hundred Years of Solitude. Li Qingzhao has been lonely for thousands of years. Looking around, there are no similar women, and then there are no acquaintances around. This is also the reason why she has returned to the hero overlord for thousands of years to communicate. "I still miss Xiang Yu and refuse to cross Dongjiang." Also, she couldn't have known that one thousand years later, when the luck of feudal society was running out, there was another woman who knew her very well-Qiu Jin and Qiu Jin. Looking back on the dark night of 3 thousand years, they also lamented: "autumn rain and autumn wind are evil!" " If Li Qingzhao is a numb person like the girl named Sun or Sister Xianglin written by Lu Xun, forget it; If Li Qingzhao is Du Ernian who fought to death, forget it. It happened that she resisted the world with her heart and called with her pen. With great artistic talent, she weaves this melancholy mood carefully, turns sadness into beauty, and creates a treasure that people can remember endlessly. The special charm of Li Ci lies in its masculinity, persistence, firmness and tenacity, just like the author's personality. Although it is to express sadness, it is indeed a portrait with lofty aspirations, so it can be read for hundreds of years. Zheng Zhenduo commented in the History of China Literature: "She is original and independent of a group of poets. She is not influenced by other poets, and other poets seem to be unaffected by her. She is so tall that mediocre writers will never catch up with her. Countless poets and poets have written countless poems, telling the feelings left by in my heart forever; More than half of them speak on behalf of the heroine, and these poems are worthless before exposure. " Thus, the story of her life and the sadness in her heart turned into the beauty of desolation and tragedy, and she and her ci will always hang high in the starry sky of history.

With the progress of the times, many of Li Qingzhao's heart-wrenching things and feelings have been answered, but we occasionally look back at the storm thousands of years ago and always see the beautiful god standing in the autumn wind and yellow flowers.