The immortal bird-Sanmao
More than a year ago, a publication asked me to write a manuscript with the title: "What would you do if you only had three months to live?"
I've thought about it for a long time, but I haven't answered this exam paper yet.
When Jose heard this, he asked me curiously-"What would you do?"
I was kneading dough in the kitchen. I raised my hand covered with white powder, gently touched his hair and said slowly, "Fool, I won't die, because I want to make you a jiaozi!" "
Say that finish this sentence, Jose's eyes suddenly became hazy, his arm came up from behind me and hugged me, until Jiaozi came to the table.
"Are you crazy?" I asked him with a smile, and his eyes suddenly turned red. He smiled, too, and then sat down silently opposite me.
Later, I thought of this manuscript, and my answer was still so simple and stubborn: "I want to keep my home and protect my husband." A responsible person has no right to die. "
Although predicting death is my favorite way to end my life, I still refuse to die. There are three lives in this world that are related to my personal death, that is, my father, my mother and Jose. If any one of them is still alive for one day, I can't die, and even God can't take me away, because I won't, God knows.
A while ago, I was chatting with my parents in the middle of the night. I suddenly said, "If you choose to end your life by yourself, you have to understand, because in me, it will be a happier destination."
Hearing this, my mother burst into tears. She didn't dare to say a word to stimulate me, but murmured over and over again: "Try again, try again to live, not to give you a choice, but to try again."
My father is different. He sat in the dim light, his tone almost out of control. He said, "If you are so heartless, you will tell my father that he lives in hell, because since you said it today, I, my father, will live in fear every day. I don't know when I will suddenly lose my daughter. If you dare to do such a thing to ruin my life, then you are me. "
At this time, my tears flowed down like a waterfall. I sat on the bed and couldn't answer my father a word. There was silence in the room, and then my father stood up and walked out slowly. My mother's face, seen in my tears, seems to be cramping quietly.
For God's sake, I must be crazy to say that to my parents.
I understand once again that my life is so important in the hearts of those who love me. My thoughts make my parents who have experienced so many vicissitudes and lives almost collapse. In front of my daughter, they refused to defend me and let me stab the knife again and again, but I seem to do that only in front of my husband.
Many nights, many midnight dreams, I hid in the dark, thinking that Jose was almost crazy, lovesickness, slowly eating my body like a bug, until I became an empty hole. The night is so long and dark, and the rain outside the window is a tear in my heart that will never end.
I always think of Jose and always say to myself in my mind, "Thank God, I am still alive today, and I am also in pain. If I ask Jose to endure this long night for one minute, I will never agree. Fortunately, these are not his turn. If he lives like me, then I will fight with God and come back to change him. "
I'm still like this after losing Jose. What will happen to my parents and Jose if I leave today? I never doubted their love for me. Let parents lose their beloved daughter after working hard for half their lives, and then their comfort and happiness will be completely gone. Such a violent blow is beyond their endurance. Forcing Jose to lose his beloved wife who lives alone is cruel and unfair. Even if he lives in the future, what kind of scars will he have in his heart? If Jose doesn't smile for the rest of his life because of my disappearance, then I can't die.
These, and some, because my death will bring great pain and disaster to my parents and husband. Every time I think about it, I can't bear it, I can't bear it, I can't bear it, I can't bear it
After all, people who go first are happier, and those who stay are not the strong. However, in this heart-wrenching pain, I still want to say-"For love's sake, let me drink this farewell cup!"
I would like to be the last person to die in my parents' husband's life circle. If I go first and leave this cup of bitter wine I have tasted to my parents in the world, then I will die unsatisfied, because I know love, and how deep my love is, how long my care and reluctance will last.
Therefore, I have no choice but to be a temporary immortal bird. Although my wings are broken and my feathers are lost, I have nothing else to compare, but my broken heart is still my parents' treasure. No matter how painful it is, they won't let me die, and I won't have the idea of giving up on them again.
One day, in a place beyond our time and space, six arms will greet me gently and peacefully into eternity. At that time, I would cry and laugh at them-mom and dad and Jose, and then rush over without looking back.
This article was originally written for another topic, but I rejected the assumption that my life span is only three months. The hardships of life, the emptiness inside, and the heartbreak when I die are all borne by me alone!
Father, mother, Jose, I love you more than my own life. I asked God to see my sincerity and give me a long time in the world to protect my parents' happiness and old age. Then I won't disappear under this responsibility and take my own life.
Jose, you promised, you will wait for me over there. With your promise, I have hope.
Comments: She once said, "My life is rich, vivid, bumpy and happy, and I am very satisfied."
Sanmao, the olive tree in your dream, has fragrant white flowers and evergreen leaves, and your body and mind will never wander again. Home is like you, happy and peaceful.
It is because of the love and responsibility in my heart that I have real freedom.
2 About human nature-Liu Yong
As usual, before going to work, everyone arrived and got ready.
As usual, at 8: 50, Manager Wang pushed the door and came in, holding his head high, scurrying and running.
Went into his office, closed the door and left a few words in a hurry:
"Throw away electronic products and buy three commercial banks."
As usual, the whole office moved and everyone dialed the phone.
As usual, manager Wang was invited to dinner at noon. Thanks again to "Wang Tiezui".
Everyone brings wealth.
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"Manager Wang must have an inside story, otherwise how could he be so arrogant." Xiao Zhang toasted.
At that time, he pointed to manager Wang and said, "Just kidding! In the past two weeks, 100%
You guessed right. Without inside information, how is it possible? "
"yes! Yes! Right! " All three tables booed: "Speak quickly! Say it! Manager Wang,
You must be in the sky, right? "
"no! Wrong! " Manager Wang is still calm:
"This is called genius. It's simple! I watched the activities of legal persons and foreign investors the day before.
Yes, turn on the TV early in the morning to find out the closing price in the United States and count it with your fingers.
You will know: "
"alas! Strange, I watch it, too. Why don't I know? " Xiaoqiu is in the first place.
Yelling.
Manager Wang patted his horn, shook his shoulder and giggled and said, "That's what you said.
Oh, my god Tell you, I have a sixth sense since I was a child, and now I guess the stock market, mainly
You can't learn by your sixth sense. "
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However, as soon as the words were finished, the manager of Tianwang was absent-minded the next day.
"It is inevitable to guess wrong occasionally." Everyone still listens to him and follows him.
Buy.
However, for two weeks in a row, it was not only a god, but also a ghost. Manager Wang said
Which one goes up and which one comes down, it falls badly.
At noon, the celebration dinner was gone. In the morning, couples stared at the door, "Go to see the king."
The direction of division has changed. Under the leadership of Xiao Zhang, several colleagues began to set up self-help.
Yes, everyone will check the information online for statistics and bring it up early the next morning.
Your own opinions, combined with the opinions of most people, place an order!
Of course, there are others, that is, Xiaoqiu, who still listens to Mr. Wang. Wang Meitian
As soon as the manager came in, Xiaoqiu was forced to ask. Dig another treasure and go back.
Announce it to everyone.
Manager Wang's prediction is always contrary to the conclusion of the self-help meeting. At first, there was
People believed it, but after several compensations, they all listened to the self-help meeting instead.
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There was another celebration dinner, and everyone invited Manager Wang. He said with a straight face.
"I have something to do."
Inviting Xiaoqiu, Xiaoqiu lowered her head and said that she would rather have lunch.
For more than a month, I couldn't get up and talk to his college classmates.
Xiao Zhang finally knocked at the door and went in to explain the tactics of the self-help team to Manager Wang.
"We have been lucky recently." Xiao Zhang said diplomatically, "You'd better listen.
Listen to us! I'm afraid you have lost a lot of weight these days! "
Unexpectedly, manager Wang replied coldly, "I'll pay for it, and I won't borrow it from you."
Colleagues also privately advised Xiaoqiu not to place an order with his sixth manager, Manager Wang.
I'm not sure.
But Xiaoqiu didn't listen, and when everyone cheered at noon, he sat down.
Xiaoqiu in the corner kept her head down.
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Manager Wang finally collapsed. It is said that he owes more than two million yuan, and his creditors always go to the government.
The company quarreled, and he personally submitted his resignation to the general manager.
Xiaoqiu didn't collapse, but also rose to the palace and moved into the classics from his corner seat.
The secretary of the general manager of the management room confided in private because manager Wang pushed the boss very hard.
Recommend Xiaoqiu, saying Xiaoqiu knows the business best and is the most serious.
"This is not recommended by anyone, but I saw it with my own eyes." The general manager himself came down to do it.
To clarify: "I came down several times at noon and only saw Manager Wang and Xiaoqiu."
Stay alone in the office, have lunch and talk about things. "General manager clap small high:
"This can't be fake!"
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Xiaoqiu actually held a celebration dinner at home.
As soon as I entered the door, I was shocked. When did Xiaoqiu's family become so big?
"I recently bought a house next door, and I got through. It is more spacious and has a feng shui ratio.
Better! "Small high take you around between questions.
"My God!" MISS ZHOU asked Xiaoqiu's Italian furniture: "Xiaoqiu: You?"
If you don't follow Mr. Wang and pay so much money, bring your money.
Starting, are you okay? "
"Who said I was with him!" Xiaoqiu glared: "Did I say that I was with him? I got up.
First I listened to him, then I listened to you secretly! Otherwise, I will.
Send? "
Comments: Why did Xiao Zhang enter the mainstream from a marginal person and take a big position?
It's simple. He created empathy-sharing weal and woe with manager Wang and * * *
Realize.
Manager Wang said "buy electronics" and everyone went to buy "banks". Only Xiaoqiu said.
He also bought Electronic.
Think about it, from the moment you say it, is there any "objection", is there?
"Fight"?
"Look! Do you say that buying electronics will plummet, or are we good, us?
Banks have soared. "
"alas! We really deserve what comes around. We only blamed bad luck, but it turned out to be rising.
Electronics, only blame the collapse of American high technology yesterday. "
You said that the conscious * * * is not formed?
Stocks can best reflect human nature, because stocks are issued to the whole people.
Yes, everyone can buy stocks.
So from a small point of view, both of them are speculating in stocks. This man is right, and that man is speculating.
Wrong, of course, "this happy family is sad."
In a big way, you bought stocks today, and it rose sharply. It should be with those from
It doesn't matter who touches the stock. If you invite him to dinner for this, he should do it for you.
Happy. Right?
No! When your stock is soaring, you'd better not say it, because even if it doesn't exist at all.
People who touch stocks will feel uncomfortable when they hear about it.
Why?
Because you are open, it means he has fallen.
You must ask, "He doesn't play stocks!"
Yes! He doesn't play the stock market, but he will think that if he was with you yesterday.
Buy, he also earned. He bought it today, only after you earned it.
High price.
Besides, if you and he both have $2 million, you are in the stock market.
Quadrupling in a year, becoming 4 million; He put the money in the bank and only got 12.
In contrast, with an interest of 10,000 yuan, he was neither poor nor cold, and failed to catch up with the rich quickly.
Car, did you fall behind?
On the other hand, when the stock market falls, you might as well let people know that you are losing money.
Yes Because you lost, it means he earned, at least he will think: it's a good thing I didn't gamble.
Sea, or I'll be miserable.
He will be happy to hear your compensation, not gloating, but rejoicing.
His own choice of "not buying stocks" is correct. Besides, it also means that he is now
Yes, compared with yesterday's price, I bought it cheaply and made a profit.
When it comes to choice, in fact, we have been choosing all our lives, just like buying stocks.
One of us, with two hands and two legs, can't go every way, every way.
Of course, we must choose things, choose this, and it is impossible to choose that.
Sample.
A person who knows how to be a man must know that when you make the right choice,
Never show it to the wrong person.
Choose not only departments, schools, careers, but also husbands.
Two girls in the same class are equally beautiful, or two sisters with similar conditions.
Everyone chose a Mr. Right. Twenty years later, the situation is different, yours.
The husband took the right path, made a fortune and became everyone; Although her husband is not bad,
Just unlucky, still renting a house to borrow money. You'd better talk more when you meet her.
Your own suffering (even if you don't suffer, you should make up for it), and show less of your gains.
Meaning.
In this way, you will not hurt your friends and sisters. When you don't understand this,
Truth, it is likely that even brothers and sisters have become alienated, the more.
The conditions are similar, the farther away.
Why? Because of your success, compare her failure. At least, she
Think about it. She lost you. She may also say to her friends privately, "What's the good?"
Proud? Her (referring to you) husband chased me, and I still ignored it! She is picking on me.
The rest. "
Is it worth your anger?
3 About love
As long as you love enough
Author: Yi Shu
This is too long to paste to you, sorry.
Comments: Many things are not that we can't do, but that we don't want to do.
Many things are not that we don't tell him, but that we are afraid of losing everything.
Those so-called misses are not missed.
Cherish what you have.