Life is also a roundabout sigh and helplessness in the rings of years!
Shine has always thought so. After the ups and downs, she walked alone under the street lamp with an umbrella, and her mood was wet.
Why choose heavy? Why bother? Let go of your arm! Simplify the sleepy life! Instead of being alone, it is better to snuggle up with an equally lonely soul, light each other up and warm each other.
So, Linger wants to have a lover. Linger wants to test whether she can accept someone who doesn't love herself to warm herself, and whether she can accept someone who doesn't love herself to care for herself.
Lao Gao is a friend that Linger met online more than a year ago. A person works in this city and has no other friends except colleagues. Computer is his most companion and a lonely soul. They talked a lot about life, work and love. It's just that every time something is said seriously, two people will take it back. The two people work very close, only 5 minutes away, but they have only met once in this more than a year. When Lao Gao passed Linger downstairs, they met in a hurry.
Halfway through the European Cup, Lao Gao said, let's gamble. Don't bet too much. The loser will give each other a small gift. Shine readily agreed. The two agreed that each bet should not exceed 50 RMB, and they would meet again at the end of the game and give each other small gifts.
Linger likes gambling a little. Whenever there is a big game, Linger can probably guess the result. This has little to do with Linger's understanding of football, but Linger believes in intuition and his luck.
The two gambled three times in a row. Lao Gao asked Linger to choose first out of men's courtesy. After three innings, Lao Gao lost every game. Full of energy, I have to choose my own team this time, and Linger smiled and agreed. Lao Gao had to accept the result of the game. Although he chose first, he still lost. He began to believe why Linger was called "Linger". Linger shouted "gift, gift, gift", but she didn't know that Lao Gao was cheating. She insisted on giving herself as a gift, but she couldn't help but accept it.
So when they met for the second time, they had a lot of tacit understanding and topics. Lao Gao was amused by Linger. Lao Gao said: I have never laughed so happily in these two years. The lingering smile is no longer a wet shop. It's been a long time since I sat down to eat and chat with a man so close. Most of the time, I am alone, with a cup of tea and a book. A meal is all the bets that Lao Gao owes shine. When saying goodbye, Lao Gao did not forget to say: You buy the gift yourself, and I will reimburse you if you buy it. Shining is all a joke.
The next day, Lao Gao escorted his elderly parents back to their hometown in the north. Lao Gao sends a text message to Linger every day, asking: Did you buy a gift? I have nothing, just a living person. Do you want it? Linger said: a big living person needs to find a big basket to hold it. Let me look for it first.
When Lao Gao came back, Linger went to pick him up and looked at Lao Gao from a distance. Shine just took one of the many luggage in the old master. Lao Gao was very dissatisfied and said, I haven't seen you for so long, and I don't even hug you. Shine smiled shyly. In the next few days, both of them were very happy, laughing and joking, like lovers in love.
Every weekend, the two cook together at Lao Gao's house. Laogao's dishes are of northern flavor, and Linger likes to make Hunan flavor. Cooking is always different, so I often deliberately laugh at each other. At this time, Lao Gao's roommate looked at the two people fighting and secretly smiled. Roommate said: You two are really like that.
Shine washes a bunch of clothes for two big men every week, and never feels hard. When Gao had something to go out, Linger cleaned the house and went home. Lao Gao said that Linger is virtuous, getting better and better, and becoming more and more considerate. Linger likes the feeling that someone loves her very much. Linger, who used to be stubborn, began to learn to be spoiled and learn to play a small temper, but she never went too far. Once, Lao Gao asked Linger to take an object from her bag: take it in my bag, and no one is an outsider. Linger said: Even if I were your wife, I can't just go through your bag. Lao Gao has more respect for Linger's love.
Lao Gao is a celibate, and so is Linger. One day, Lao Gao asked Linger: What are we together?
Shine thought for a moment, yes! What is this? Two people actually walk together for the same purpose. Because of loneliness; Because you can't find familiar shadows and hear familiar voices in big cities; Because lonely hearts are drowned in crowded streets.
Why do you ask such a question? Shine is high together, but is there a shoulder to lean on? Does anyone know how to love her? And Gao Yiqing is also for this reason. Is there love between two people? There is no need to ask this, and there is no need to delve into it. Think of it as a lonely hug!
Linger said: life is already very tired. Let's stop asking these tiring things, shall we?
Lao Gao agreed and never asked again.
But one day, Linger found herself jealous of heights. It was the day before Lao Gao's birthday, and they celebrated together, because Lao Gao's birthday must be reserved for friends. After dinner, Lao Gao kept getting calls. Shine sensitively heard a woman's name, and heard Gao Bang introduce that person to work. Call in one by one and call out one by one. Half an hour has passed. Linger began to be unhappy and silent. Lao Gao saw Linger's expression and immediately put away her mobile phone. She asked Ling He to go shopping together. In fact, Linger did not fall in love with the street. Shine felt a feeling of tightness in my heart, my god! I am jealous. How can it be! Since when do you like this person?
Shine went straight ahead, didn't talk to Lao Gao, didn't look back at Lao Gao, and went to a shopping mall to shine and went in. At this time, Lao Gao can't see the back. Linger walked in the mall for half an hour before coming out. Linger thought, if you can't see him when you come out, just go home by yourself. When going out, Shine looked around and she was disappointed. She didn't see the tall and burly figure, like fireworks after discharge, and her mood suddenly fell lonely. "How did you go to the bathroom for so long! I almost sent someone to salvage you. " Looking back, Linger was standing behind her, looking at herself in a silly way. Shine's heart is hot and her nose is a little sour. "Don't take it to heart, just tell me? I don't want to bore you to death. " Shine said the reason, and when she heard the explanation, she became suspicious.
In the later days, both of them got along well. Linger has always praised his high IQ, but he is not convinced, so he bought Go to play with Linger. After every game, Gao Gao was defeated, and Linger gloated. Lao Gao said: You are really not bragging, but you are quite clever. Linger said: Of course, you have to tell the truth.
Lao Gao always holds Linger's head in her arms when she sleeps. He was afraid of snoring and began to learn to adjust his breathing slowly. Lao Gao began to like Shine and always bought many gifts for Shine in the online mall. Although shine is not very useful, he is still full of joy.
Linger was ill and busy at work, so she sent Linger home to work. Shine can't sleep in the room, Gao's roommate is not there, and no one talks. She turned on the TV so loudly that she might feel that there are many people with her. However, I still feel lonely. Lao Gao is still working overtime, calling to say that I will be late. Linger is standing on the balcony. It's raining. Looking at the alley downstairs, only a few dim street lamps stood there alone, like myself standing by the window. Shine shed tears, the original soul lonely unbearable pain. Linger left a note saying: I went home, nothing, just don't want to be alone.
Life goes on, and two people are still together like this. Just never, Lao Gao never promised to shine, never held the hand of shine. In the street where cars are coming and going, I just block the passing cars with my body and never cross the road by Linger's hand. Shine never hold high hand. In the hearts of two people, holding hands is actually a lifelong commitment, and they are never allowed to make such a commitment. Such a story is happening in many corners of this city!
Commitment is the heaviest shackle of the original miserable life, so why lock it up!