Colleague Xiao Nan, it's really scary to get the life script in his hand. Even the plot at eight o'clock can't be written so bloody, but it is her real life.
Before Xiao Nan went to work, her life was basically smooth, her parents were in good health, her brother was diligent and eager to learn, and there was no big expense at home, but she was not short of money.
This seemingly ordinary life, when spent like this every day, feels so rare and precious, but once lost, it will be even more precious.
Xiao Nan's quiet life ended in her second year of work.
That summer, the weather was extremely hot, and people were like fish thrown ashore. They have to open their mouths and breathe from time to time to avoid choking.
Xiao Nan's younger brother got rid of the pressure of college entrance examination, relaxed his requirements in college, indulged in playing games, and often played until midnight.
Before the accident, Xiao Nan's younger brother had been playing games for three consecutive nights. It's sultry, and his body is too tired. In the wee hours, he suddenly fainted.
Before being sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, the person was already dead.
Xiao Nan was busy at the station. She received a phone call from her father with tears in her eyes. She's confused.
She couldn't believe that the little tail, who was lively and active and liked to follow her since she was a child, was gone. She couldn't accept the reality and thought there must be some mistake.
But the cruel reality does not allow her to think about the East and the West. What Xiao Nan urgently needs is to appease her mother who fainted many times and accompany her parents to school to see her brother for the last time.
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Xiao Nan and his father packed up their sad feelings and went through various formalities. Xiao Nan's father, the big man, couldn't help but feel the painful blow from the white-haired man to the black-haired man and fell down.
Xiao Nan also wants to lie in the hospital bed, but there are too many things to deal with to lie down. If something happens to her again, the sky at home will completely collapse.
After dealing with his younger brother, Xiao Nan suddenly lost a few pounds, and the dark circles on his face were obvious, and the eye cream could not cover it.
She has to come to work on leave before she is well, and her burden is even heavier. She must work harder than before.
In this way, Xiao Nan worked overtime until it was dark, which was also a job to alleviate the pain of losing his brother.
But the pain in her heart has not been alleviated, and her father's eyes suddenly disappeared. Xiao Nan asked for leave again and took his father to see a doctor.
In a stranger's big city, Xiao Nan leaned against his mouth under his nose, talked kindly everywhere, asked people about the specific process of seeing a doctor, and hung up the expert number on the Internet all night to see his father.
After the doctor gave Xiaonan's father a series of eye examinations, according to the examination data, he told Xiaonan a cruel conclusion that she could not accept at the moment.
Her father's eyes don't need surgery. They are delicate organs of the body, and the consequences of any injury are serious enough to fly, not to mention aggravating his illness in a hurry.
The eye diseases that had the hope of being cured can only be treated conservatively by drugs, and the hope of complete recovery is zero. Her father is destined to live in a fuzzy world in the future.
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My father came home with eyes that were difficult to heal, and the family of three wept bitterly for the loss of their loved ones and their father's eye diseases.
They don't know that their sufferings are far more than these, and the greater test given by God is still on the road!
One and a half years after my brother left, Xiaonan's mother was diagnosed with cancer. Xiao nan was numb by one suffering after another, and she was so sad and miserable that she didn't care a little more.
In the days when the house leaks and it rains all night, Xiao Nan's heart is tempered to be extremely strong.
It seems that no matter what kind of suffering is imposed on her, it can't crush her. She is a fireman at home and a superman daughter of her parents.
Can someone share and carry the blow from the wind and rain in life together? Who wants to be strong alone? Xiao nan is also eager for someone to help her, but the reality can only be carried by herself.
Xiao Nan's mother is the lucky one in misfortune. The disease is found early, it is still in its early stage, it can be operated, and there is great hope for cure after operation.
Xiao Nan accompanied her mother for preoperative examination, paid for medicine before and after running in the hospital, and took care of her diet and daily life by herself. She was exhausted, haggard and ugly.
Before entering the operating room, the seriously ill mother took her daughter's hand, her voice choked and her mouth was hard to open.
After all, as a mother, she failed to be the strong backing of her daughter, but also dragged her down everywhere and became her burden.
Nannan, mom is sorry for you. Mom, I'm really sorry to drag you down again. If this operation is not successful, we will all die. Listen to your mother, you can't delay yourself for us. ?
I'd love to. ? Xiao Nan said firmly:? Mom, what are you talking about? The operation will be successful. How can I leave you and my father? Without you, I can't have a home and I can't be happy! ?
Xiao Nan endured the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes to comfort her mother and encourage her, hoping that she would have the confidence to overcome her illness and live a good life.
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The operation was very successful. When the family was still together, Xiao Nan felt very satisfied. Her persistence in gritting her teeth finally paid off. She changed from pretending to be strong to being really strong, and the blood and tears paid in the middle were worth it.
Not long ago, Xiao Nan put on a wedding dress and walked into the marriage hall with the man who didn't abandon his family background, loved her dearly and cared about her, and ushered in the warmest dawn in a bleak life.
Knowing the friends, relatives, colleagues and classmates Xiao Nan encountered, they were all impressed, admired and sighed by her strength in the face of continuous suffering.
Yes, if you can burst into tears, who wants to hide in the corner and sob silently? If someone can share it for Xiao Nan, who is willing to resist the wind and frost sword alone in fate?
But in this river where people are getting bigger and bigger, who is not swimming alone? We can't find any other way except to make ourselves strong, which is doomed to be difficult.
If you savor it carefully, you will find that life can always go a long way alone when you feel overwhelmed.
When you feel exhausted, you still grit your teeth and stick to it until you enter a bright future.
The story that happened to Xiao Nan made me understand that if you are not brave, no one will protect you from the wind and frost, and no one will help you move forward. Only on our own can we get out of the checkpoint set by fate.
Life is not easy. If you are not strong, no one can hold on for you.
In the end, your sufferings, tiredness, difficulties and tears will eventually become a gift of fate, making your life richer, more open, stronger and better.