No matter what I try to do, in your eyes, I always envy others; No matter what I do, in your eyes, it is not me who is calm and responsible; No matter what I have achieved, in your mouth, it is so cheap that it is not worth mentioning. Thank you for your company for so many years, thank you for your persecution for so many years, thank you for your contempt, and let me become so excellent that I will never look down on you again!
Chenxi said that before I met her, my biggest dream in my life was to take my parents outside when I saved enough money. I can't let their knowledge of the outside world stay in dictation and daydreaming all their lives. However, after I met her, I realized how simple it was to be outside.
Living in an empty Shan Yu, behind the misty sea of clouds, is like "my sister wears a veil when she takes a shower". The stream gushed from the altar of the abyss at the foot like a fright. On the other side of the dense canyon, the peaks surrounded by white clouds are winding and indigo, and get along with the hazy sky, showing harmony, nature and tranquility. The valley is hundreds of miles, and the Qifeng is 3000. And these are all said by outsiders!
Dawn is a child in the mountains. Before he walked out of the mountain, everything outside was learned orally from his parents, villagers and people who walked out of the mountain to visit relatives. He has a strong reaction to the outside world and can't wait to see it. When he told his parents this bold idea, he couldn't help clenching his fist, because children in the mountains basically farm with their parents when they grow up. Generally, few parents will let their children go out to wander, so Chenxi is worried that their parents will disagree.
Obviously, the worry of the morning light is unnecessary. After thinking for a while, his parents agreed and said, you are the first child in our family to walk out of the mountain. Don't disgrace our ancestors. Remember to take the old couple out for a walk that day and show us the outside world!
At dawn, I jumped up with excitement. My hands trembling involuntarily clung to my parents' clothes. I will try my best to mix human beings and come back. Then I will take you out and never return to this desolate mountain.
On the day when Dawn left, all the villagers who heard that Dawn was coming out of the mountain gathered in front of his house. Some people brought dry food, some people stuffed some savings for Chenxi, and some people told Chenxi how to take a safe route out of the mountain or how to save themselves after being injured. These, the morning light is heard in my heart, and tears keep spinning in my eyes. I don't know how long it took, but I finally slipped like a silk thread at the moment of turning around.
Dawn went out as she wished, and the outside world was really wonderful. At home, everything is desolate except the endless mountains. Here are green mountains and green waters, pleasant scenery, developed transportation, people wearing all kinds of clothes on the road, and sprinklers that spray water. The morning is full of curiosity. Facing the heavy temptation, he was confused because he didn't know what he was going to do in this bustling and colorful city.
Dawn said, I got a serious illness when no one was around, and fell asleep before I knew her. People who thought they could use it for a lifetime just wanted to use themselves, but they didn't expect to fulfill themselves! Life is really dramatic. What you expect, what you want, may be just what others despise.
Her name is Wen Jia. She is a sex worker in this city. She went back late that day because she worked overtime. She happened to meet the unconscious morning light on the road. At that time, she thought she was drunk and fell asleep on the road. I guess she is afraid of death. Wen Jia dragged the morning light to the roadside. During this process, Wen Jia felt that the morning light was particularly hot and she was not drunk. Her work also touched many drunken guests. So she was familiar with the state of drinking, and then she touched Wen Jia's head. The high temperature made her understand that the young man had a high fever, so she called 120 and called an ambulance.
The first thing I saw when I woke up in the morning was the dazzling white wall. Because he just woke up and his brain was still in a mess, just as he was thinking, a soft voice floated over. Are you awake?
Dawn turned his head and saw a beautiful face in Zhang Rou. Suddenly, her heart slowed down three times. Wen Jia looked at his obsession and smiled, but this was the first time that Wen Jia smiled happily. Very sweet!
Before Chenxi was discharged from the hospital, Wen Jia always took care of him and asked some questions, such as why Chenxi told her everything when she fainted alone on the road. Maybe it's because she has just entered the society and doesn't understand the viciousness of people's hearts, because we don't know whether the beauty of this moment will become a wolf in sheep's clothing in the next moment!
After Dawn was discharged from the hospital, Wen Jia decorated it with Dawn. She is really a child in the mountains. Although her skin is a little black, it doesn't affect the wild beauty of her mountain people at all. On the contrary, black adds a mature and steady set-up to her handsomeness.
Wen Jia rented a house with two bedrooms and one living room. Anyway, she can't live alone, just let Chenxi live in her own house. In this way, they "live together". Wen Jia tells Chen Xi about the current social situation and national laws and regulations after work every day, and she is still looking for a job that suits her. Because Wen Jia is good-looking, the guests he receives are basically executives or officials, so he has a wide network of contacts. Finally, according to Chenxi's own situation, Wen Jia asked him to be a security guard first, get familiar with the society, and then let him change to other jobs when he was no longer so different.
She thinks he is the rock of her life. When she is not in this business, she plans to go home with him and live a good life with her savings over the years. And he, at first, just regarded her as a big sister. Later, after getting along, I found that although I was a little younger, I was quite good in other aspects, so I fell in love with her!
She can arrange a job for him, but he doesn't know what the person he likes does. He only knows to go out late every day and come back with a pungent smell of wine. Every time he asks her what she did in the morning, she always talks about the company's entertainment, but he just chooses to trust her unconditionally every morning because he loves her.
She changed jobs for him again and again, and he would work harder every time he changed jobs, because he knew that only hard work could be worthy of her. Dawn is a child who walks out of the mountain. She has a strong physique and strong perseverance. She works overtime until late at night every day, and her performance has broken through again and again. His boss will praise him publicly at every meeting, and she will change his job every time he wants a promotion and a raise. Once again, I was assigned a new job. Chenxi couldn't help asking why you change my job every time my career just started to improve. She said, your social experience is too little, and your social class now is too low. Only when you are appreciated in a company and the boss entrusts you with an important task can you explain whether your current position is consolidated. Every job change is to make you better adapt to society and lay the foundation for a better life in the future. Your actions make me very happy and make me feel that my investment in you is not wrong. In the future, you will definitely make my life better. So this may be the last time to help you change your job, because I can only help you here, and all my resources stop here. From now on, it's up to you
Chenxi nodded vaguely, but when he heard about their future life, his enthusiasm was even stronger. He promised in his heart that he would give her a master's life and not let her live this late-night life again. Chenxi had planned in her mind when to get married, when to have children, and when to take her parents out of the mountains to live with him.
It seems that all the plans are progressing steadily according to the calculation of Chenxi, but suddenly one day, Wen Jia told him that she didn't want to go to work and wanted to be a full-time wife at home. Without thinking about it, Chenxi readily agreed, because looking at her distorted expression after coming back every day, although he did it on purpose, he was helpless and could only give care. Letting her quit her job and stay at home is Dawn's dream, so this time she spoke. Later, Wen Jia really waited for dawn to go home every day, and then ate, washed and rested together. However, not long after this day, when she spent all her previous savings, Wen Jia began to complain that Chenxi's salary was too low to meet her maintenance needs except for her daily expenses. She complained every day and complained endlessly, which made the morning light tremble like never before. Is this really the girl I think I can accompany her for life?
Dawn just had an idea and told herself in her heart that she might just lose herself for a while, and it would be fine after a while. However, the tolerance of the morning light did not make Wen Jia reflect, but more and more cheered him up. He says every day who is good, who is rich and who is who. ......
Dawn just got home and was about to tell her the good news of promotion and salary increase when she heard such a monologue. The previous work was really not sunny, and all I did was dirty underground body trading. But since I met you, I feel that you are a gift from God to save my Prince Charming. But your career is really chilling. You can keep my food and clothing, but you can't satisfy my realistic heart, so I still take my old job. Chenxi, I am sorry!
At dawn, I knocked at the door and went back to my room. We ate together, and we were speechless. It's just that one of our eyes is more indifferent and less naive. A look is a little more ashamed and a little less calm! After that night, Chenxi never came home. She eats and lives in the attic next to the company every day, and the rent is 200 yuan a month. Wen Jia seems to understand something, but at first she will care where he is and why he didn't come back. Later, she never heard from him.
Three years later, this is the eighth year of Liming's career. Now, he is calm and calm, and his aura is higher. He is unsmiling and keeps away from women. He went all out to complete all the tasks assigned to him by his boss. Later, he sent off the general manager of the company and took office with the support of employees. In the first year, he used his management experience and marketing strategy in recent years to make the company successfully earn the first bucket of gold.
Later, when his business partner asked him to discuss business cooperation, he met Wen Jia again. When he saw her, she was being held by an old man. Because of the dim light, she didn't see what she was doing, only that their behavior was unsightly. When she was seated, she didn't expect the old man to be one of the joint venture partners. Without the so-called anger in the morning, her eyes are no longer so-called contempt, but more respect and admiration. After the end, Chenxi quickly walked out of the hotel, dialed her phone and took her back to the small house where they both lived.
The morning light spoke first!
Thank you: no matter what I try to do, in your eyes, I will always admire others; No matter what I do, in your eyes, it is not me who is calm and responsible; No matter what I have achieved, in your mouth, it is so cheap that it is not worth mentioning. Thank you for your company for so many years, thank you for your persecution for so many years, thank you for your contempt, and let me become so excellent that I will never look down on you again!
Thank you for everything. Maybe you gave me this opportunity. It all comes from my own struggle. On my way to success, I don't seem to get any encouragement from you, only the initial and extra blow. Of course, I really appreciate you, whether it's good or bad, for making me better and making you disdain now!
I'll give you a sum of money tomorrow and save it so that you can live for a lifetime. Don't do such work again. This is not a charity for you, just to thank you for your help when I have no choice but to see you being played. Although we are not married, we have lived together after all. I don't want you to be sick for the rest of your life.
Later, Chenxi picked up her parents in the mountains, got married and had children. But he never forgot his benefactor.
When the road ahead of us is unknown, please try your best to package yourself and make yourself look like a lollipop, not a cotton candy. Only by making yourself better and constantly working hard towards the strong can we resist the enemy and the danger, draw a satisfactory end to our life, give our parents a complete account and give our family a yowza guarantee!
A "thank you" is for everyone. Please read it patiently!
thank you
Thank you for helping me clean up the mess, no matter how much trouble I had.
I am grateful to the person who helped me when I was at my worst. Thank the person who cried with me instead of giving me a tissue when I cried. Thank the person who forced me to try again when I said I had given up millions of times. Thank you for applauding me in an empty corner. Thank you for calling me bully, but you were the first to show up when I needed it most. Thank the person who shed tears and wiped your tears when you were crying. Thank you for your stubbornness and stupidity. I'm not as good as you! Thank you and thank me. I believe that even if we go our separate ways, there will always be those two stars holding hands in the most beautiful night sky.