Recalling the past-an unbearable experience

Recalling the past-an unbearable experience

Recently, I read Teacher Lu's blog every day. I like her writing style, her knowledge, her cultivation and thoughts. Reading her blog post often makes me feel deep in my heart and brings me back to the deja vu. Yesterday, I read her "Who * * * Me, Drunken Moon", and the loneliness between the lines of the article made my thoughts suddenly return to Shangqiao No.2 Middle School more than 20 years ago.

The past is like smoke and wind, so I don't want to mention it too much. It's just that I'm the only student who has been sent from Grade One to Grade Three in more than 20 years. I really can't help but mention it. This year's students are excellent primary school graduates selected from more than half of the towns and villages (students from Dayan and Geleqiao are all junior high schools in our village). At that time, the principal of No.2 Middle School and my tutor, Mr. Yang, gave me such a lesson, and I knew that I was also facing great resistance and pressure. So I have no choice but to prove to those people that Mr. Yang's choice is correct.

Three years later, all 63 students in this class were admitted to high school or normal school (normal school was still very popular at that time), among which 16 students were officially admitted to Yancheng No.1 Middle School (there was only one key high school in Yancheng at that time, and there was no No.2 Middle School) (equivalent to the current Hongzhi class or talent rocket class). Three years later, most students in high school were admitted to more than two universities, of which more than 20 students were admitted. These are unprecedented records in the history of Shangqiao education. It was not until the second year after the bridge was built that I transferred there and broke this record.

How I miss my class! Mao, the monitor who was only 13 years old when he was admitted to the small class, has now graduated from the law department of Peking University and is doing well in Shenzhen. Yang Yongzhi, the same age as Mao, graduated from Minzu University of China and stayed in the postgraduate entrance examination as a teacher. Zhao Shufen, who asked me to take the initiative to find the principal to take a part-time geography class in the second grade because she couldn't cry in the first grade of geography, is now teaching in xidian university; Li Shuhua, a graduate of Nankai University, is currently teaching at Henan University of Technology; No matter who comes first, he will always be the second Zhang Jianhua; There are also Wang, Sun Suyun, Liu Xiao, Wang Liuzhou, Sun Junyong, Sun Dawei, Li, Guo, Zhang Fang and Li Wentong ... In short, the success rate of students in this class is the highest in history, and it is also the one who keeps in touch with me the most.

? In the past three years, Shangqiao No.2 Middle School has actually changed three principals. During the summer vacation of 1994, the new principal Zhen resisted great pressure and did not dissolve the class, but I sent him to the third grade. This made the old teachers who had sent the graduating class to the extreme, and finally broke out when I started teaching the third grade, embarrassing the principal and finding fault with me. Even abusive language insulted me ... 1995 After the results of the senior high school entrance examination came out, two teachers were rated as excellent teachers at the provincial and municipal levels and promoted to vice principals. I had nothing but grievances. Of course, I never thought about fame and fortune, but at least there should be fair treatment, right? I have made countless efforts and sweat for this class. Even in the third year of this class, I can go all out. My new wife and I have no children this year ... but I have made such brilliant achievements that I didn't even say a word of affirmation in the end. What makes me even more unbearable is that although I am still teaching Grade Three after the summer vacation, I am the only teacher in the school who has no office. Even so, my class in the last year of No.2 Middle School is still the best of the four classes (the fast class has been cancelled, and all are parallel classes). Even if there are all kinds of grievances, I endure them with tears and just want to be worthy of the students. 1996 senior high school entrance examination, four students in my class, Tian Hongkai, Sun Jiangtao, Li Chunjuan and Hu Liping, were admitted to a senior one and a small class, which is the largest among the four classes, and the number of students admitted to normal schools and high schools is also the largest. However, I still got nothing, even though I promised. What is this? I don't know, I really don't know!

"Liangyuan is good, but it is not the place where I stay for a long time." 1996 during the summer vacation, I heard that Shangqiao No.1 Middle School has been built and is ready to enroll students after the summer vacation. I decided to find the then school district director, Mr. Wang, and asked me to transfer from No.2 Middle School. It's best to let me go back to Manjuji School, even to other most remote primary schools, as long as I'm not in No.2 Middle School. Director Wang thought about it and finally promised me that my wife and I would go to the newly-built No.1 Middle School.

? My little colleague, Mr. Li Wei, read my book Remembering the Past (II) and commented: "As long as you insist on doing what you think you should do, don't complain, and you are not tired, all the sadness and grievances will make your contribution more meaningful and practical." Looking back at this article "Who * * * Me, Drunken Moon" written by Teacher Lu today, I think how lonely I was at that time! Fortunately, in this world, besides dark things, there are true feelings, kindness, beauty and sunshine! More than 20 years have passed, and now I enjoy my work and life and feel full and happy every day! Just when I was young, it was like a fleeting time. Looking back now, it gave me not only grievances and pains, but also these things, which made me grow up in my life experience.