In the first grade of primary school, I met a little girl in my class. She not only studies well, but also is beautiful. She is very tall, and her beauty attracts me, especially her fashion dress, which is mainly reflected in neat short hair and clean white sneakers. In the early 1980s, we all wore cloth shoes. People who can wear white sneakers have trendy parents unless their family conditions are good. She is as dazzling as the princess in our class. Compared with her, I'm a little like Xiaojiabiyu, because I have two long braids combed by my grandmother, and my grandmother showed me the lace-up shoes on them, so I envy her very much. I got 56 points in the first Chinese exam when I entered school, and she got 96 points. I have no idea what a score means in my concept, so I'm still happy to take it home to show off. Later, she told me that I failed in the exam with 60 points. She is the first in our class.
From then on, I secretly decided to learn from her. Why does she study well? Because she has a sister, a sister who studies well and a senior who taught her a lot before entering school, but I have none. She and I gradually became good friends, and she told me everything. She told me that she was tall because she was older than me, and she was late for school because she took care of her younger brothers and sisters at home. Her mother gave birth to so many younger sisters to take care of her sons. I gradually learned a lot about her, and I also secretly compared my study with her. After a semester, I was the first in my class. I don't know where she is. It may be that I have been taking care of my children at home, and learning has become the second most important thing.
In this way, we have been together for two years. In the third grade, a girl who failed in the class was her good friend. She is a fierce girl. She often likes to bully her classmates in groups. They belong to the same family, and Xiaohua's parents have a considerable position in the family. The girl who failed in the class always defended Xiaohua and instigated Xiaohua to bully her classmates. Because I don't have a strong family (our family is a single-family family), I still belong to the class of good students, and I won't curry favor with her and copy her homework. As a study committee member, I have to check her homework. Naturally, I became the target of her bullying after class. On the way from school or when I go to the toilet, she always scares me and threatens me. I didn't expect Xiaohua to alienate me because of her big size. In fact, they are the same. The brother of the repeat student is also in our class. He studies hard, but he is always no match for me. She instigated her brother to bully me. He didn't, and neither did Xiaohua. I still remember that boy in Kobanawa because they didn't scare me, although they alienated me.
It won't be good for her to be with me in the future. I only know that she worked hard, but she didn't get as high as me every time. In terms of personality, she belongs to the stable kind, and she is very shrewd. And I belong to the special kind, which is almost scared to cry by the cloudy sun, so the teacher said that I was relaxed and flexible when I studied, but she was rigid when she studied, which is what the teacher said. Because she alienated me from forming gangs with my peers, I wouldn't do those gang things, so I never paid attention to her again, so I spent the primary school stage with that beautiful girl.
I got promoted to junior high school with the first place, and she, I know her grades are not bad, also got promoted to junior high school, but she didn't go to school, because her mother gave her a younger brother, and she had to take care of him. As always, her sister went to the senior grade and got excellent grades, so she dropped out of school.
When I was in Grade One and Grade Three, a boy often rode a bike with me. He is full of energy and wears fashionable and clean clothes. I always like to see him. I often see it on my way after school. I think he noticed me, too. I remember him. In today's words, maybe he was handsome then. Many little girls know him. When someone talked about him, he heard that his family was also rich and his father was from a bank (I now know it was a credit union). That's all I know about him. I don't know when I haven't seen him or heard of him since, because I don't know his name at all and I'm not very interested in those things.
I'm graduating from the third grade. During the holiday, my mother and I went to Xiaohua's home to grind rice, because her home opened a small processing factory, and her home was far from ours. If my mother hadn't mentioned it, I would have forgotten her. My mother insisted on going, so I went. In fact, I'm still afraid of her. Being bullied by gangs really hurts my heart. I met a handsome guy instead of Xiaohua. Handsome boy helped me to grind the rice, and the movements were very skilled. He turned on the machine-poured rice-loaded rice-picked rice-collected chaff. It seems that he has worked in Xiaohua's house for a long time. He gave me a look and said nothing. I know he must know me, but he is a big boy and I am still a little girl. Xiaohua's mother told my mother that she was his son-in-law, not to mention Xiaohua's object, because Xiaohua's sister is still at school!
I heard that she was getting married, and the man she was going to marry turned out to be a handsome guy, which I have noticed. It's all so dramatic that I don't even want to know what's going on.
When I was in high school in the county, I saw Xiaohua on the way after school. She is wearing an enviable coat. She is always so fashionable and beautiful. She walked thoughtfully on the road in front of our school. I don't know what she is doing. I didn't meet her, because she was married and didn't know me, and because I was still an unfashionable high school student.
Ten years later, I heard something about her, saying that her mother was stubborn, handsome dad was retiring, and Xiaohua's mother insisted on transferring Xiaohua's account from the countryside to the town. All the money was given by Xiaohua's mother, and the handsome boy's father bought a building for the handsome boy in Kobanawa. Handsome guys drive outside to earn money, and bloom Jr. has a restaurant and a relatively stable life.
After I joined the work, I often deal with people in the bank for business reasons. I once met that handsome guy when I was having dinner with several leaders of ICBC. I know that he has been Xiaohua's husband for more than ten years. He drives for the head of the bank. I learned about him from them. He was recruited temporarily and his salary was very low. After dinner, we went to KTV. Maybe he recognized me as the little girl riding a bike behind his ass, the girl who went to Xiaohua's house to grind rice. We didn't sing and dance, but just sat there chatting, not as restrained as we thought when we were children. After all, we are all adults. He talked to me about his wife and children, and we talked a lot, as if we were going to finish all the things we had saved for nearly 20 years in an instant. I don't know if Xiaohua told him about our childhood, but I feel that he doesn't know that Xiaohua and I are classmates. He told me where Xiaohua opened a restaurant and invited me to visit him when I was free. On the one hand, I am glad to know the handsome guy I have long wanted to know, because not all the handsome guys in my memory are face to face; On the other hand, I remembered the location of Xiaohua Restaurant, and this information is the most important.
There is an opportunity, so I look for it. I just want to see' Is Xiaohua still so beautiful and trendy after 20 years? She will always be the object of my admiration, and there is an inexplicable impulse in my heart that urges me to see her. According to the address her husband gave me, I found it. It's a restaurant with a large business area, 40 to 50 square meters. The first thing I saw when I went in was not Xiaohua, but her mother. Her mother told me that she was most sorry for her second daughter Xiaohua in this life. She didn't go to school, so she helped Xiaohua manage the restaurant. Xiaohua's sister was admitted to the university, and Xiaohua was very wronged! Where is Xiaohua? I want to meet her. Her mother said she was cooking noodles in it. Little flowers are bitter. So I went to the back room. I see beautiful flowers in my mind. Her hand got stuck in the noodles. Can she have the strength to rub such a large pile of noodles? I was shocked. She is so fragile. The little flower in front of me was polished beyond recognition by life. Looks older than me 10 years old, taller without flat shoes. Her hair is no longer neat short hair, but a ball casually pulled up with cloth and crawled behind her head. Wrinkles have appeared on her face prematurely. When she saw me come in, she was surprised at first. She only said that we haven't spoken since we graduated from primary school, and she hasn't seen me again. She has a good memory. I didn't tell her that I had seen her. Then she washed her hands covered with noodles and asked me if I could drink water. She seems to be at a loss and very embarrassed. I saw her hands were thick and cracked, covered with something that could not be washed away. Anyway, you just did your job without saying a few words to me. I saw her embarrassment and went out for work. I don't want that once beautiful princess to lose her dignity in front of me.
That was the last time I saw her. Later, I heard that she gave birth to several girls to give incense to her husband's family. I don't know, and I don't know if she finally gave birth to a boy. She followed her mother.
In fact, her husband has been dead for a long time. I just heard about it. I feel sorry, not only because of the handsome guy, but also because of Xiaohua. I wonder if I can see her again.