I met Xiao Yi at an event and was attracted by her unique temperament at first sight. Just like some people's beauty lies not only in the body, but also in their personality, the first feeling should be a lovely and soft girl with a slim figure, which is really enviable.
We exchanged WeChat with each other and often saw photos of her travels to various cities and countries in the circle of friends. Later, I learned that "travel" was originally a way for her to heal.
Remember a circle of friends before her:
When I saw this place, I was shocked in an instant. I simply ask about the reality with a super gossip mentality. I really can't believe that the "high above" goddess has great suffering. Suddenly, tears soaked her eyes, but also wetted her slightly dry eyes.
(2)
In the vast sea of people, the meeting of any two people is destined to shine, and the fate in the dark has been pulling the right person.
The fate of Xiao Yi and Fu Xiao can be summarized as: The Adventures of the Bus. Peach blossoms are coming, and they can't be stopped.
Seven years ago, they were all sophomores at C University. Xiaoyi takes a part-time job every weekend, always takes the bus 12 on time, and chooses a window seat.
Fu Xiao happened to catch up with the rhythm of Xiao Yi, who is nine to five, takes the same bus and likes the window position.
A long-lost stranger, accidentally and quietly narrowed their distance.
When I came home from work that night, after a long journey and a hard day's work, Xiaoyi fell asleep. Suddenly, she felt someone patted her shoulder several times in a row. In her subconscious, she seems to have been lying on the bed in the dormitory and sleeping peacefully. She suddenly shivered, a handsome look came into view, rubbed her sleepy eyes to make sure she was not dreaming.
"That ... I'm sorry, it's almost the terminal. I don't know ... did you miss your stop? "
"I'm sorry, thank you. I went to that terminal, but fortunately I didn't miss it. " Xiaoyi awkwardly stroked her slightly dry bangs in front.
Just then, the announcement in the car began: the terminal has arrived, please take your carry-on luggage and ask all passengers to get off.
Xiaoyi said that before that time, she had never listened carefully to the complete conclusion, but the broadcast was extremely clear and there was an echo every time.
The car stopped, and they got off together and talked all the way. It turns out that they are all in the same school and grade, and often take the same bus at the same time, but it feels as if they have never seen it before.
Indeed, in this huge city, even two people sitting next to each other have little communication, let alone remember each other's looks.
Later, they often meet to go to work together on weekends, occasionally delaying for a while and a half, waiting patiently for each other, so that they can have a companion in the long and boring journey.
(3)
Xiaoyi said that Fu Xiao is a very caring boy, and almost always brings something delicious to share with her. She gradually began to have a good impression on him, a feeling of wanting people to rely on him.
After returning to the dormitory every night, they will chat on WeChat for a long time. From the initial "good night" to the later "a series of trivial matters", their relationship is undoubtedly a couple to outsiders.
But they all know that if there is not enough paper, no matter how ambiguous the relationship is, it is hooliganism.
In fact, apart from traveling on weekends, they never go out on a "date" alone, even for a light meal.
One night, Fu Xiao suddenly called Xiaoyi to the dormitory downstairs. Xiaoyi rushed downstairs to change clothes without saying anything. It was windy that night. Just out of the dormitory downstairs, she saw a familiar shadow waving around with the flash of her mobile phone. Her messy hair rippled in the wind and she burst out laughing.
"The wind is so strong, why did you call me down!"
"XiaoYi, I ... that"
"Dude, when did you learn to stutter? No, do you want to borrow money from me? To tell you the truth, I am poor and have no money to lend you. " Said with two hands to make a "no" symbol.
"Don't hit me when I tell you." Fu Xiao made a statement in advance.
"No, go ~"
Fuxiao handfuls of XiaoYi still in the fog fell into her arms. "I like you. Can you stay with me? "
Xiaoyi suddenly panicked and forgot that she was still being held. She froze and didn't respond for a long time.
"Say something, do you agree?" Fu Xiao suddenly came up to her and kept pushing.
(4)
Xiaoyi knew that this day would come, but she didn't know whether it was early or late, but she came after all. She raised her mouth and nodded frequently, letting tears of joy come to her eyes. Seeing this scene, Fu Xiao, who was originally very tall, jumped up happily, just like a child who just got a piece of candy.
Like ordinary college couples, they often accompany each other to class, and often go to dinner together to talk about each other's worries and their dreams. They even think that if they meet the right person, they will accompany them to see the world, just like the resignation letter that was particularly popular in previous years: the world is so big, I want to see it.
Now, they finally found a companion to travel with, but "the wallet is so small, they still can't leave."
According to the preliminary plan, they will go to some nearby places first and rent the cheapest youth travel. After three years of college, they will go to different places every holiday and appreciate different customs. From the bustling metropolis to the country roads, their computer hard drives are full of footprints.
In the year of graduation, they all stayed in the city where they had lived for four years. Both families paid down payment in advance and bought houses in this city. Although the area is small, the indoor environment is absolutely warm. Xiaoyi dresses the room to match the designer's style according to her own preferences.
In the first year of work, although the income is meager, they can always support each other. Although they also have the troubles of daily necessities, they also turn their lives into poems and distant places. Their footsteps have not stopped, and the mood of seeing the world has become more and more urgent.
From north to south, from west to east, the northeast in the cold snowy night, the hot sunshine in Sanya, the dusty natural desert and the golden beach ravaged by sea breeze, we are enjoying the changes of the four seasons and looking forward to the blue dream.
The hustle and bustle of big cities and the suffering of queuing into the subway are all forgotten by the "string" time enjoyed at night. Let's raise our glasses and have a drink. Life is geometric! It's also time to gather around the beautiful sea of flowers and show beautiful dancing like no one's watching, which is also refreshing.
(5)
According to Xiaoyi, one day two years ago, Fu Xiao suddenly quit his job. When he bought a plane ticket and went back to his hometown, he called Xiao Yi and said that he had left the city. Xiaoyi on the other end of the phone rushed to the toilet and burst into tears. She didn't expect that the person who had been with her for five years would abandon her so cruelly.
God knows how she spent that difficult time. The company gave her a holiday, and she shut herself in her room every day. The dark and closed space is full of joy and irony. Later, her good friend moved in with her and often helped to take care of her emotions and daily life.
From then on, she began to refuse anything related to Fu Xiao, such as travel and men. She hardly likes anyone who tries to get close to her, even her favorite trip is disgusting. But the past is always a scar that can never be erased, but it is also the deepest secret.
It is said that time is the best treatment. Xiaoyi, who is busy with her work all day, doesn't care about the so-called love and hate, but gradually understands that a woman must be independent in material and spirit and must never be attached to anyone. Otherwise, once you lose your pillar, you are likely to be on the verge of collapse.
That is, the year when Fu Xiao left her, on Xiaoyi's birthday, in the early hours of the morning, she suddenly received many strange blessings. From all the strange text messages, she felt as if she had received greetings from all over the world:
Happy birthday, xiaoyi. —— From Beijing at 00:00
Happy birthday, xiaoyi. —— From Shanghai at 00:00
Happy birthday, xiaoyi. —— From London 16:00
Happy birthday, xiaoyi. —— From new york 1 1:00.
Happy birthday, xiaoyi. -from ~ ~
She cried when she saw all the familiar cities and strange cities. She doesn't know what happened that night. The whole world is wishing her a happy birthday, except Fu Xiao.
She dialed the number of a city at random, and the first sentence was: Happy birthday. Please remember that Fu Xiao will always love you.
By the way, she burst into tears and kept asking what was going on. It turns out that all the blessings come from Fu Xiao's friends and friends of friends. They came from all over the world just to realize his last dream. At this time, Xiaoyi realized that Fu was seriously ill and left her because she was afraid that she would be dragged into trouble. Xiaoyi burst into tears and blamed herself for why Fu Xiao was so stupid. Finally, she realized that he really "left", not just left.
(6)
To tell the truth, when I heard this, I couldn't hold my breath any longer. Seeing her sobbing many times, I suddenly felt sorry for her.
Later, she came out slowly and learned to be strong and brave, because she knew that someone had been loving and protecting her, and that person was not with her, but always in her heart.
She quit her job, sold her memory house and started traveling alone, looking at flowers and the world while working part-time.
Wherever she goes, she will make postcards of her photos and send them to the next place she wants to go. She only needs to specify the address to a certain city, and the recipient will always be Fu Xiao's name, and then throw them into the mailbox on the roadside, at the mercy of the courier.
I don't know if I will suddenly receive a postcard from her from a city to pay dawn one day. If I can, I want to pass it on. I will pass on their love like a "drift bottle" until any time and any region in the world.