Ask yourself first, what do you love about him? Beautiful skin or his worthless soul. Girl, if you like him because he is handsome, I think you are wrong. You should read more books to enrich your emotional experience. True love has nothing to do with everything, just because it loves you and you like it. Now you are wise to delete friends, quit the group and throw away things that always make you think. As the saying goes, "getting on the pole is not a business". You gave such a passionate love to a person who knows nothing about love, and there is no happy ending at all. As for you, now you think you can't love anyone else. That's because you are still immersed in your past and haven't come out yet. Even if you meet the right person, you won't start the next relationship because you haven't come out yet.
Besides, in this life, no one will meet a few scum, whether male or female. When love is regarded as the life of the rest of my life, it is no longer a sweet romance floating on it. When two people began to discuss daily necessities, that was the real beginning.
So, girl, just let nature take its course when you meet unlucky people. Put away bad emotions and open your heart. Every day is sunny!