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The secret of summer. The budding "love begins with the moment when a woman prints a sentence in our poetic memory." After reading this sentence, Xia Xiaozhuo suddenly thought of the sentence "I think Xinle is the person I want to hide from" that popped up when chatting with my close friend Su Tian a few days ago. Is this a poetic memory? Thomas thought that Teresa was a child who was put in a resin-coated basket and floated with the water. Compared with the baby in the resin basket, this is, er, too poetic ... however, the other one is completely different! The understanding of Xia Xiaozhuo and Xinle began with an exam, and it was only after another exam that they became familiar with it. This uncreative acquaintance seems romantic to Su Tian, but it is an important hint to Xiao Zhuo. Xiao Zhuo's own thought of "an acquaintance engraved in fate" is disgusting, but it is still faintly sweet. The progress of the excellent class is slightly faster than that of the parallel class, so at first, the students in the two excellent classes are arranged alphabetically. Now that I think about it, Xiao Zhuo thinks that the first time he bypassed Xinle's desk and pretended not to sweep it, it can definitely be described as "amazing"! Under the general trend of frogs and dinosaurs jumping around in the cram school, the existence of Xinle undoubtedly fulfilled the idiom "stand out from the crowd" written by the Chinese teacher on the blackboard. From then on, Xiao Zhuo fell in love with exams and equated the Chinese teacher with a "fatalistic designer". In this way, from the summer when I entered school, I gradually became familiar with it. At the end of her freshman year, Xiao Zhuo tried to recall the exam number that accompanied her for two and a half years in high school, but only the number "2005 is the most important year of admission" remained in her confused mind. It seems to end with "38", so Xinle is "2005*****37", or "2005*****". I thought this string of numbers would never be forgotten. There are so many thrilling exams and rankings, and every time I trace them back and forth in the column of admission ticket number with 2B pencil, I will pray silently. I'm afraid I made the most pious prayer in my life, and I didn't pass by kowtowing to various gods in Wutai Mountain. At the farewell party, Xiao Zhuo even made fun of Su Tian. So, how can you forget that string of numbers that you know by heart, that string of magical numbers that you associate with Xinle? How could you forget! However, time is really such an insurmountable distance, so many "thoughts" and "lifetime" can easily become fleeting talk. The smallness in front of nature and the universe can be accepted rationally, but it is extremely difficult to bow down in front of time and society. Not satisfied, not satisfied. So I was left behind and didn't want to be forgotten. In the second year of senior high school, the school began to organize placement examinations, and selected the top 40 students from two excellent classes according to their grades to reorganize the classes. Before the first Chinese exam, everyone naturally pretended to be relaxed and talked and laughed. Xiao Zhuo is really relaxed at the moment. Chinese has always been her subject, and a composition can easily be thrown to others for more than ten points. "Who said that China people can't be separated!" Destiny designers often take Xiao Zhuo as an example to be complacent. I won the first prize in many national competitions. From primary school, almost every composition has to go to the podium as a model essay. On the contrary, the reading level is not so good, the voice is not turbulent, and even there has been a dilemma that the teacher pulled him down in the middle of reading and replaced him with someone else to read for himself. However, Su Tian said that she likes the way Xiao Zhuo reads articles, which is quiet, smart and distressing. Hearing these words, Xiao Zhuo thanked Su Tian and lamented that bosom friends were hard to find. I don't like to make a speech in front of a sitting audience, and I hate gossip among girls, but I still become a gentle girl in the eyes of my classmates. Later, Xiao Zhuo felt that this was the biggest difference between her and Su Tian. Xinle is too extreme. She never attends classes. She watches math in physics class, chemistry in math class, and cut class plays games in chemistry class, but she can still make others fall behind in these three subjects. Wear roller skates for the second time, and you can brake skillfully. But at the same time, both Chinese and English are quite poor, arrogant, selfish and all kinds of negative comments. I don't like speeches, and I don't like insincere greetings. Xiao Zhuo put away all the edges and corners and lived obediently. He can't be as maverick as he thinks. Xinle released the loneliness hidden in Xiao Zhuo's eyes in the most extreme way, which is why Xiao Zhuo decided to like Xinle after many years. The world has existed for so long, and every generation is making this new rule. After a century of accumulation, it has become what it is now. The complex stock supports the world in a complicated way. Xiao Zhuo tried to adapt himself to this society, but he often reminded himself to stick to his original simplicity and courage. In her own words, she bent down and became conscious. However, Xinle easily got rid of this bizarre society and indulged in her own world. It is unrealistic but persistent and cold enough for girls to fall. That Chinese exam was recognized by Xia Xiaozhuo as the beginning of a subtle change in her feelings with Xinle. "Xia Xiaozhuo." "Huh?" "How do you pronounce this word?" It's probably the handwriting left by a smart girl with the pain of youth, blue iris. Xinle pointed a pen at the third kite. "Yuan, as I learned in junior high school, those who fly kites in the sky will feel at ease," he added after a pause. "Iris is a kind of flower, and the flower language of blue iris is unpredictable love and death in life." When I was complacent about my cleverness, I looked up and looked at the ribbon in Xinle's eyes with appreciation. "Not bad." Xiao Zhuo thought the conversation that day was like a prophecy. Regarding the flower language of iris, the real flower language of blue iris is: free and broken passion in fate, exquisite charm, but fragile and perishable. I am talking about: unpredictable love and death in life. Thought it was love, but in the end it was just a passion that passed away in a hurry. I even predicted the fate of this relationship at the beginning of the story. The final placement result was that Xiao Zhuo in Class A was excellent and Xinle in Class B was excellent. After that, the development of things became a little confusing in Xiao Zhuo's memory, but he still clearly remembered those scenes. I blushed on the railing and asked my QQ number. The corridor began to be awkward. One night, I made an excuse for my classmates to send me a pack of litchi-flavored jelly, explaining that I had nothing to do with Miss L. After Xiao Zhuo left T, I forced the video when chatting on QQ. More and more frequent text messages sent me an article about the difference between love and liking, and then I finally sent a poor confession message one night. "My inbox is full of your name. I don't know if you are right? " "After reading my message, except for the memo information, it will be deleted. Don't keep it all, so others will think that I have a special relationship with you. " Although it is already a deer bumping into each other, it still pretends to be dull and serious. "I just want to have a special relationship with you. I like you. " The reason why I refused the new music so quickly that day was entirely out of instinct: "the girl's reserve!" " When these five words popped out of Xiaozhuo's mouth, Su Tian was completely sprayed. Xiao Zhuo was sprayed with rice grains. In Xiao Zhuo's own words, she "grew up like a weed". I like to stay at home reading, drawing and playing by myself since I was a child. Xiao Zhuo who is kind, sensitive, not afraid of harm, and strives to be strong and independent. For more than ten years, Su Tian is just a friend. Accustomed to living alone, waiting for love and warmth, but afraid of having and losing. It is extremely difficult for her to let go of her reserve and admit her love for Xinle. The day after he refused Xinle, Xiao Zhuo began to regret it. Handsome and smart, the key is to meet someone who likes you ... you should promise him! In this way, you can have a love affair before your eighteenth birthday. Someone who has been in love for a long time. I feel very energetic when I think about it! Shortly after the confession incident, the results of the college entrance examination were announced, and Xinle's results were not satisfactory as expected by the "Destiny Designer" and decided to repeat. Xiao Zhuo left college six months ago. After the college entrance examination, they attended many parties, and they pretended that nothing had happened. Xinle even taught Xiao Zhuo to play billiards one-on-one. After a beautiful and short summer vacation, Xiao Zhuo went to T City and Xinle went there to study. Two people send text messages from time to time. When Xinle asked Xiao Zhuo if she had a boyfriend, Xiao Zhuo's heart was filled with sweetness. When I came home during the winter vacation, I washed my books and wanted to see Xiao Zhuo on the pretext of returning them. Xiao Zhuo, who gained 4 pounds, was afraid of losing her image, so she just found a reason to prevaricate. In the second semester, especially on the eve of the college entrance examination, Xiao Zhuo often sent text messages to encourage Xinle, and Xinle replied with complaints and envy, so Xiao Zhuo tried to enlighten him. Secretly ask him which school he wants to enroll in, hoping to be in a city. The repressed emotional nerves began to sprout, quietly sneaked into the heart that had been fiercely fought, and thrived like sunflowers in June. Soon the college entrance examination is over, and the summer vacation is another wonderful party. "You should come and say hello to me first ..." With such a little girl, she pretended not to see it. The opportunity to strike up a conversation never came. In actual combat, I couldn't help pretending to look back and inadvertently saw him: "Ah, Xinle, come on, let's have a drink!" " "Xiao Zhuo tried to appear casual." I can't. I get drunk after one drink. ""have a drink! " "Oh, I really can't drink! "-my heart would have been wronged. Why should I take the initiative? Isn't it someone I like? At least someone I like. Xinle wears sunglasses and Harbin can't say a word. ..... "S city, the results are very rubbish and I can't go to B city. "-don't want to come to t city? Xiao Zhuo bit his lip to sober himself up, and then quickly answered the phone. Well, it doesn't matter ... "At last, he tried to summon up courage." Let's play billiards later! " "I told them to sing KTV." "Oh ..." You see, time is such a wonderful thing. At this time last year, I was obviously an itchy person who didn't contact for an hour, and then I turned into such a cold face. Does "like" fade with the accumulation of time? Deep and shallow likes and sorrows quietly swept through youth and made an elegant curtain call. Thin love hangs down with the curtain, and 1 of "pa" disappears into the air.