Fragments of Ba Jin's "Home"

Ba Jin's Home 3 1 The next morning, Chueh-hsin went to his grandfather's room and invited him. Ann, my grandfather proudly told him that the marriage of the Feng family had been settled, and it was planned to be settled one day in two months, and he was told to go through the exchange of Geng posts first. Grandfather also turned over the almanac to him. He said a word and went out, just as Chueh-hui came in. Chueh-hui looked at him and smiled mysteriously.

No sooner had Chueh-hsin returned to his room than his grandfather sent Qian Sister-in-law to call him. He went into his grandfather's study and saw him cursing Chueh-hui angrily. Grandpa is sitting on the sofa in a white silk shirt and trousers. Mrs. Chen was wearing a light-colored crepe shirt with rounded corners and wide sleeves, her hair was completely combed, her face was covered with powder, and she sat on the arm of the sofa and rubbed her grandfather's back. Chueh-hui stood silently in front of his grandfather.

"The reverse! There is such a thing! You go and get my dick back! " When grandpa saw Chueh-hsin coming in, he lowered his face and said loudly to him, which puzzled Chueh-hsin.

Grandfather spoke and coughed loudly again. Aunt Chen came forward to rub his back and screamed at him, "Grandpa, why are you so angry?" . You see, at your age, it's not worth being angry with yourself for them! "

"He dare not listen to me? How dare he oppose me? " Grandfather took two breaths, then blushed and said intermittently, "He is not happy that I am engaged to him? That won't do! You must get him back for me and let me punish him! "

Chueh-hsin replied quietly. He had understood half of it.

"This is all taught by foreign schools. I told you not to send your children to foreign schools, but you never listened to me. How about now! Even the penis is not good, and he actually made it backwards. ..... I said, from now on, children of Gaos thought are not allowed to enter foreign schools! Did you hear that? " He coughed as he spoke.

"Okay, okay," Chueh-hsin promised. He stood there in fear, and every word from grandpa hit him on the head like thunder.

Chueh-hui stood next to Chueh-hsin, but his mood was completely different from Chueh-hsin's. Although he feels that the air oppresses people, he is not afraid. He is not afraid at all. He laughed to himself and thought, "The paper lantern is about to burst!" "

Grandfather's cough stopped and people looked tired, so they fell down and closed their eyes gradually. Mrs. Chen took a round fan and gently fanned it on his head to prevent flies from sticking to his face. Brother Chueh-hsin still stood before him respectfully, waiting for his orders. Later, Mrs. Chen made a gesture to invite them out, and they walked out of the room softly.

Chueh-hui walked out of his grandfather's room and was the first to speak. He said, "Big Brother, Second Brother has a letter for you. Come and read in my room. "

"What did you say to grandpa? Why didn't you tell me first, and then you told him? You are so stupid! " Chueh-hsin complained to Chueh-hui.

"Silly? I was just about to tell grandpa! I want him to know that we are' people' and we are not pigs and sheep that are slaughtered by others. "

Chueh-hsin knew that these words were addressed to him. His words sounded harsh and stinging, but he had to put up with them. He can't tell his own difficulties. He knew that even if he explained it sincerely, Chueh-hui would not believe him.

The two of them went into Chueh-hui's room, and Chueh-hui handed Chueh-min's letter to Chueh-hsin. Chueh-hsin hardly had the courage to read it, and finally finished reading it: "Big Brother, I did something that no one in my family ever dared to do. I ran away from my marriage. No one in my family cares about my future and my destiny, so I decided to go my own way alone, and I resolutely did so. I will fight the old forces to the end. If you don't cancel the marriage, I'll never come back. There is still room for redemption. I hope you can remember brotherhood and give me some help.

Chueh-min's day is XXX, at 3 pm. "

When Chueh-hsin read the letter, his face turned white, his hands trembled and the letter fell to the ground. "What can I do?" He muttered. Later, he said, "He is so ungrateful to me."

"What are you going to do? Now it's not a question of understanding or not, "Chueh-hui said seriously.

Chueh-hsin suddenly stood up, as if startled, and said briefly, "I'll call him back."

"You can't find him," Chueh-hui sneered.

"Can't find him?" Chueh-hsin vaguely read this sentence.

"No one knows his address."

"You must know his address, you must know! Tell me, where is he? Tell me quickly! " Chueh-hsin pleaded.

"I know, but I will never tell you!" Chueh-hui answered firmly.

"So you don't believe me?" Chueh-hsin said bitterly.

"Believe you, what's the use! Your "non-resistance" and your "bow" will only destroy the second brother. In short: you are too weak! " Chueh-hui said angrily, pacing the room.

"I must see him. You must tell me his address. "

"I can't say."

"In the future, you will always say, others will let you say, and grandpa will let you say!"

"I don't say! No one in our family will torture me, "Chueh-hui said proudly. At this time, he only felt the satisfaction of revenge for a short time, and did not think of the pain of others.

Chueh-hsin went out in despair. Soon he came back. He tried to discuss a specific method with Chueh-hui, but there was no result. He himself could not think of a compromise acceptable to both his grandfather and Chueh-min.

On this day, a small family meeting was held in Zhou's room. The participants were Zhou, Chueh-hsin, Shu Hua and Chueh-hui. Here's the situation: Chueh-hui stood alone, while several others stood aside. Everyone unanimously advised Chueh-hui to tell him Chueh-min's address and ask him to take Chueh-min back. They said many nice things and even allowed them to try to cancel the marriage slowly in the future, but Chueh-hui totally refused.

Chueh-hui has no news, and Chueh-min's conditions are unacceptable. Chueh-hsin and Zhou are very worried. They had to ask Keming for help, trying to delay the exchange of Geng Tie for a few more days, so as not to let the old people know. At the same time, send someone to inquire about Chueh-min's address.

Cjay, Fu Su and even Wende went out to inquire, but there was no result. Chueh-min hid himself so well that no one knew his address.

Ke Ming called Chueh-hui to the study to teach him a lesson, but it was useless. It is useless to gently enlighten them; No matter how sweet words and persuasion are, it is useless. Chueh-hui always prevaricates that he doesn't know.

Zhou and Chueh-hsin grabbed Chueh-hui and begged him to take Chueh-min back, saying that they could agree to anything as long as Chueh-min went home first and then discussed it slowly. Chueh-hui, on the other hand, made up his mind that he would never take Chueh-min home unless he got a reliable guarantee.

Zhou scolded Chueh-hui for a while, and finally burst into tears. Although she usually takes a laissez-faire attitude towards Chueh-min's brothers, she is also concerned about their future. Now the situation is serious, and she doesn't want to see an unfortunate ending and bear a bad name. She was dissatisfied with Chueh-hui's supercilious attitude, and even less with Chueh-min's rebellion against his parents and his means of escaping from marriage. However, she can't think of a solution to the problem.

Chueh-hsin is in a very difficult position and really doesn't know what to do. He wants to admit that Chueh-min's behavior is reasonable, but he can't help Chueh-min. Instead of helping, he wanted to help his grandfather oppress Chueh-min, so that Chueh-hui regarded him as an enemy. Can't find Chueh-min, can't cope with grandpa; Finding Chueh-min has nothing to do with Chueh-min. Besides, in fact, he can't get Chueh-min back. Chueh-min is his older brother, and he loves Chueh-min. After his father died, he gave his younger brother and sister to him to raise them instead of his father. Now that Chueh-min's affairs have developed to such a state, how can he be worthy of his father? Thinking of this, he had to hide in his room and shed tears with Jui-chueh.

Old people don't know these things. He only knows to obey his orders and take care of his face. As for other people's happiness, he won't care. All he knows is that he wants to be a new important person. He often loses his temper and scolds Chueh-hsin and Keming. Even Zhou was scolded.

But scolding is useless, and Chueh-min has no intention of giving in. Pressure is useless because no one can be found. The story spread all over the building. But the old man repeatedly told me not to tell anyone.

The days passed day by day. The old man is always angry. No one in Chueh-hsin's room laughed. Most people in the other room gloated in the dark.

One day, Chueh-hui met Chueh-min in a secret place and went home. With a bitter heart, he bid farewell to his struggling brother. He seems to have bid farewell to the whole bright world. Home, in his view, is just a desert, or rather, it is the base of the old forces and the stronghold of the enemy. Returning to such a home, he immediately ran to Chueh-hsin and said angrily to Chueh-hsin:

"Eldest brother, would you like to help the second brother? It's been a week. "

"What can I do?" Chueh-hsin spread out his hand in despair and said, Then he thought, "Now you are in a hurry."

"So you just let things drag on like this?"

"Drag! Grandpa said today that if he doesn't go home for half a month, he will be kicked out forever, and he declared in the newspaper that he is not the son of Gao's family. "Chueh-hsin said sadly. "

"Grandpa really has the heart to do this?" Chueh-hui cried out in pain, but he didn't lose heart.

"What's on your mind? Now he is angry! ..... and he intends to make a decision at the same time as the second sister's marriage. "

"Second sister's marriage? Who did grandpa promise the second sister to? "

"Don't you know? She promised the Chen family, but she hasn't changed her post yet. Chen Kejia's son. The three dads naturally agreed to this marriage. He is very familiar with Chen Kejia and is a colleague. "

The name of Chen Kejia, Chueh-hui, is too familiar. Lawyer Chen Kejia is also a second-class role of Confucianism. As we all know, Chen Beard is the lover of the second-class actor in Yuelai Tea Garden. He often takes Zhang Xiaotao in and out of his law firm. He has many affairs. Chueh-hui blushed with anger and shouted, "Can there be any good people in Beard Chen's family? I know that Chen Kejia's son had an affair with his father, and he was a girl. Later, the girl was pregnant before she was willing to take her in. "

"No, the second sister is promised to my brother. About that girl, I'm afraid it's a rumor outside, which is not necessarily reliable. But it's none of our business, someone else is in charge anyway. The person who is a matchmaker is Feng Leshan. "

"Has nothing to do with us? Do you have the heart to let second sister marry into that family? In other words, another lovely young man's life was ruined. The second sister must be reluctant! " Chueh-hui said angrily.

"She doesn't want to have what way? Anyway, someone else is in charge of her. "

"But she is so young, she is only sixteen years old this year!"

"Sixteen this year, seventeen next year, can also get married. Your sister-in-law came to the door, she was only eighteen! Moreover, if you are young and get married early, you can avoid resistance in the future! "

"However, without her consent, she decided her own destiny when she was young, which will make her regret for life in the future. Didn't they think of that? What a despicable act! " Chueh-hui began to curse.

Why are you so angry? Chueh-hsin said bitterly, "They only know how to obey their will, so your second brother's resistance is useless."

"It's no use? Did you say that? No wonder you won't help your second brother! "

"What can I do?" Chueh-hsin feels that he is the most unfortunate person in the world.

"Don't you remember how dad gave us to you when he died? Do you say that you are worthy of your father? " Chueh-hui scolded Chueh-hsin angrily.

Chueh-hsin didn't answer, and he began to sob.

"If I were in your position, I would never be as weak as you. I want to be my own master and refuse the Feng family's marriage for my second brother. I have to do this! "

"What about Grandpa?" It was a long time before Chueh-hsin looked up and said.

"Grandpa's time has passed. Do you want your second brother to sacrifice for grandpa's prejudice? "

Chueh-hsin buried his head again and said nothing.

"You are such a coward!" Chueh-hui scolded his brother like this and walked away.

Chueh-hui left, leaving Chueh-hsin alone in the house. The room looked very lonely and dark, and the air weighed heavily on him. His bow and non-resistance have lost their effectiveness and can no longer be reconciled with the reality of the extended family. He even sacrificed his happiness to satisfy everyone, but the result still didn't bring him peace and quiet. He took the initiative to take over the burden on his father's shoulders and made helping his brothers and sisters his life goal. He is willing to sacrifice everything for them. But as a result, he drove one brother away and was called a coward by another brother. What can he say to comfort himself? After thinking about it for a long time, he wrote a very sincere letter to Chueh-min. In the letter, he faithfully dissected his heart, described his predicament and sorrow, and described the friendship between their brothers. Finally, for the sake of his dead father, he asked Chueh-min to go home at once.

He found Chueh-hui and showed him the letter, asking Chueh-hui to give it to Chueh-min. Chueh-hui read the letter, shed tears, shook his head silently, and still put the letter in the envelope.

Chueh-min's reply, of course, came from Chueh-hui. The letter said, "I waited so long to receive such a letter from you. Honestly, how disappointed I am! ..... come back, come back, you said it again and again. ..... I am sitting in a small room at the moment, like a fugitive, and I dare not move. I am afraid that if I move, I will be taken back to death row. The condemned man is my family, and the executioner is my family. My family banded together to slaughter me, an orphan without parents. Nobody cares about my happiness and nobody loves me. Yes, you want me back. As soon as I come back, your problem will be solved, you can get peace, and you will see another victim. You are naturally happy, but from now on, I will sink into the sea of misery. ..... please give up your fantasy. I won't come back unless my conditions are accepted. I have nothing to miss in our family. I took away so many painful memories that it still hurts me. They often oppress me and reduce my courage to move forward. But I have love to support me. You may wonder why I have so much courage this time. Yes, even I didn't think of it before. Now I have love. I understand that I am not just fighting for myself, I am fighting for the happiness of two people, and I will fight for her happiness to the end. ..... Eldest brother, guess what I'm thinking at this moment? I miss my garden, my former playmates and my childhood. For the sake of my father and your brother, help me. Help me, even if it's not for me, you have to do it for her, and you have to help her for her happiness. At least think about her happiness, you should be moved. A cousin Mei is enough to make people sad. I hope you don't create a second cousin Mei. ……"

Chueh-hsin's tears rolled down his cheeks. He doesn't feel that he has fallen into the abyss. Surrounded by darkness, there is no light and hope. He just mumbled a few words: "He doesn't understand me, and no one does."

Chueh-hui looked at it with anger and pity. He not only read Chueh-min's letter first, but also wrote a few words for Chueh-min. He thought that this letter would definitely touch Chueh-hsin and make him summon up courage to help Chueh-min. But now he has heard such words. He wanted to blame Chueh-hsin, but what's the use of blaming him? Chueh-hsin has become such a person without his own will.

"This family has no hope at all, so forget it." Chueh-hui thought so. At this moment, he is not only not pessimistic about Chueh-min's affairs, but also has another kind of thought, which has just begun to sprout, but may grow rapidly.

These days, several people are leading a miserable life for Chueh-min. Chueh-min himself is no exception. He lives in the home of his classmate Huang Cunren. Although Huang Cunren is very kind and considerate to him, he hides in a small room all day, unable to move freely, to do what he wants, to meet the people he wants, and is always tortured by hope and fear. This kind of escape life is really embarrassing, and Chueh-min is a person who has no such experience.

Chueh-min waited. He has been waiting for good news all day. However, Chueh-hui brought him only bad news. Hope is getting darker every day, but it is not completely cut off, so he still has the courage to endure all this. At the same time, Chueh-hui kept encouraging him with words of final victory. Joan's love and image gave him great strength. He finally supported it. He never wanted to give in.

The piano really occupies his whole brain these days. He thinks about her all the time, and even during the day, he dreams about him and her. The more hopeless, the more he misses her; The more he thinks about her, the more he wants to see her. However, he can't go to her because his aunt is at home. Although I live very close, I can't meet or even communicate. When Chueh-hui came to see him, he wanted to write a letter to Chin and ask Chueh-hui to deliver it. However, when I mentioned pens, I felt I had too much to say. I don't know where to start, but I'm afraid I won't write in detail, which makes her more anxious. He decided to find a chance to interview her. This opportunity came quickly and was arranged by Chueh-hui. Actually, Chueh-hui doesn't mind. Knowing that his aunt was not at home, he took him to Chin.

Chueh-hui hid Chueh-min outside the door and went into the room to meet Chin himself. He proudly said to her, "Sister Qin, I brought you something nice."

Joan is wearing a white summer cloth coat and a book in her hand, lying on the bed as if she were going to fall asleep. Hearing Chueh-hui's voice, she quickly sat up, threw down her book, cut her hair and asked listlessly, "What's the good?" Her face looks yellow and thin, and her eyelids droop from time to time, as if she had not slept for several nights. "You have lost weight!" Chueh-hui forgot to answer her, but he couldn't help shouting.

"You won't come to see me these days!" Jean wry smile way. "What's the matter with the second cousin? Why didn't you even give me a message? " She stood up lazily.

"A few days? Didn't I come to see you the day before yesterday? You see, when I came here today, I was sweating all over. Don't you thank me? " Chueh-hui replied with a smile. He took out his handkerchief and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

Chin picked up a round fan with flowers on it and handed it to Chueh-hui. She continued to complain, "You must know how long I have lived here! Come on, what's wrong with him? " Her eyes were wide open, revealing melancholy and anxiety.

"He gave in," Chueh-hui didn't think of telling this lie when he came in, but a strong desire tempted him to tell it without thinking.

"He gave in?" She read it painfully and then said firmly, "I don't believe it!" " "This lie is not a serious blow to her in a short time.

She was right, because then another young man suddenly appeared in her room. Her eyes lit up at once. She let out a cry of surprise: "You!" Whether the word "you" means doubt, surprise, joy and blame, she has no time to tell. She accepted it almost gladly. But she suddenly stopped. She looked at him in despair, with many meanings in her eyes.

"Sister Qin, it's really me," said Chueh-min. He was really sad and happy, although he didn't cry or laugh, he cried with a smile. "I should have come to see you a long time ago, but I was afraid to see my aunt, so I waited until today."

"I knew you would come, I knew you would come," she said happily, tears running down her eyes. She looked at Chueh-hui reproachfully and said, "Third brother, you lied to me. I know you lied to me. I don't believe he will give in, I believe him. "

"Who is he? Who is he? " Chueh-hui's face showed a kind smile, and he couldn't find anything to answer her, so he laughed at her with this old saying.

She didn't blush. She proudly pointed to Chueh-min and said, "That's him!" She smiled with satisfaction. She looked at Chueh-min with loving eyes.

Chueh-hui didn't expect this, but he gave him a good impression. He smiled. He looked at Chueh-min. Chueh-min stood there proudly and felt like a hero because she praised him too much.

At this time, Chueh-hui realized how wrong his previous guess was. He thought that the meeting of these two people must be very sad, there will be tears, there will be crying, and there will be everything that a tragedy should have. Because this kind of thing is very common in their family. But now the fact is contrary to his guess. How these two people are supported by love and trust, and find hope and comfort in them, as if all obstacles can't separate them. They are bound together by an irresistible force. There is no sadness, no despair, only mutual trust, which is enough to despise all mutual trust. At this moment, Qin and Chueh-min did perform this love scene in front of his eyes. This scene is like a ray of light in the dark world, giving him a hope. He believes that Chueh-min will not give in without his encouragement in the future. Enthusiastic young people are so trusting! "Well, don't act again. You'd better say something quickly, how time flies, "Chueh-hui said to them with a smile; He asked again, "Do you want me to go out?" I thought to myself, "I can always find a reason to laugh at you."

They smiled at him, ignored him and didn't answer him, so they sat hand in hand by the bed and chatted intimately. Chueh-hui turned around on the desk and picked up a book to read. That's Ibsen's collection. It's wrinkled and sealed in some places. He read it carefully, only to know that Chin is reading enemy of the state carefully these days. He thought she might be looking for inspiration and comfort there. Thought of here, he couldn't help laughing. He turned to look at her. She is having a warm and intimate conversation with Chueh-min. The kind smile makes her face more beautiful, and it is no longer the haggard look before. He looked at her twice and envied his brother. So he turned around and? Fan is reading a book. After reading the first act of enemy of the state, he turned to look at her again, and she was still talking to him. He read the second act and then went to see her. Their words are not finished. He read the whole article and then went to see her. They are still talking happily.

"how about it? So many words! " Chueh-hui urged.

Chin looked up at him, smiled, and then turned to speak.

"Second brother, let's go. You have said enough. " After half an hour, Chueh-hui urged again.

Chueh-min was about to answer when Chin grabbed him and said, "Wait a little longer. It's still early, why bother! " She held Chueh-min's hand tightly, as if afraid that Chueh-min would go away.

"I must go back," Chueh-hui insisted on purpose.

"Then, please go home. I can't leave your feet in this cheap place," Chin said angrily. But when Chueh-hui really wanted to go outside, she and Chueh-min called him back together.

"Three elder brother, do you really want to go? Don't you even help me? " Chueh-min asked sincerely.

Chueh-hui smiled.

"I'm just joking with you, but you also snubbed me. Sister Qin, I've been here for so long, and you haven't asked me to sit down or talked to me. You forget me when you have a second brother. "

Both of them laughed. Chin laughed and argued, "I only have one mouth. How can I talk to two people at the same time? Third cousin, be obedient. Let me talk to my second cousin more today. If you have something to say, talk about it tomorrow. "Chin comforted Chueh-hui like a child.

"Don't lie to me like this. I am not as blessed as my second brother. "

"Third brother," Chueh-min gave a cry and was about to go on, but Chin stopped him. Chin scrambled to say, "Your mouth is really fierce. I can't beat you. I only asked if you like Xu Qianru. She is much better than me. She is a new woman! Do you want me to introduce you? " There was a sly smile on her face.

"I may like her, or I may not. What does this have to do with you? You don't need to introduce me. It's not that she doesn't know me, "said Chueh-hui playfully, who was very interested in this argument.

"You're right, I think so. Both are very new and fierce. " Chin didn't answer, and Chueh-min seemed to remember something. He smiled and nodded to Chin in agreement.

Chueh-hui naturally understood what they meant, smiled and waved and said, "I don't want to be like you." I can't act. " When he started, his first thought was, "I want you!" " "But the second idea came at once and drove away the first one. The idea is: "I ruined a girl's life, and I don't need love anymore." He just smiled, just with a wry smile.

The conversation between Chin and Chueh-min finally ended. Now they have to separate. Chueh-min really doesn't want to leave this room. He feels that not only she but also everything in this room is precious to him. He hesitated. He looked at her, and he thought of the small room, the lonely waiting life, and he didn't have the courage to go back there. However, Chueh-hui stood beside him. Chueh-hui's eager eyes reminded him that he knew he had to go back there. There is no other way. As if expecting to fall from the glorious sky into the dark abyss, he said with despair, sadness and some struggle, "I went." But his feet can't be lifted for a while. He wanted to say a few words to comfort her, but he couldn't find the right words at the moment, so he had to say, "Don't think about me." That's not what he meant. He wants her to miss him all the time.

Chin stood in front of Chueh-min and looked at him with wide eyes. She listened to him attentively, as if expecting him to have something unusual to say to her. But he didn't. She waited for a long time, but he only said two short sentences. She was disappointed. She was afraid that he would leave at once. She quickly stopped: "Don't go, wait a minute, I have something to say to you." She grabbed his sleeve.

He swallowed these words as if he had swallowed a good meal. He just looked at her excited face and looked into her eyes through his glasses. His lips moved slowly and he smiled and said the following words: "Don't worry, I won't leave." His smile was almost like crying, and Chueh-hui thought he was really crying.

Chin felt Chueh-min's gentle eyes touching her eyes and face, as if to say, "Say it, say it! No matter what you say, whether it is a word or a sentence, I will listen attentively. " She wanted to find something to comfort him forever so that he would never forget it, but she couldn't find anything worth listening to. She looked at him. She was in a hurry. She was afraid that he would turn away. She still clung to his sleeve. She no longer chooses words. She says what comes to her mind immediately, whether it is necessary or not, and whether it has anything to do with him or not.

"For example, money from our school, such as literature, literature and' Old Miss', will go to Beijing to study. They can't stand it in this environment. Their families also blamed them for not cutting their hair, "Chin began. She didn't explain to Chueh-min who Wen and the "old lady" were, as if he were already familiar with these names and nicknames. Chueh-min listened attentively and seemed interested.

"Money if I'm afraid I have to go. Her father was attacked for her extramarital affairs. He was indignant and said that he would resign from the negotiating department and move his daughter to Shanghai or Nanjing. " This is what Qin said, and Chueh-min still listened attentively.

"She was very ill recently. She vomits blood every day, but not much. She kept it from her mother, and she must not let me tell anyone that she didn't want to take medicine. She said that if she lives one more day, she will suffer one more day, and it is better to die early. Her mother was busy receiving visitors and playing cards all day, leaving her alone. On the contrary, the first wife often misses her, giving her medicine and sending things. I finally had a chance to tell her mother about her illness yesterday. Her mother is very anxious. Mei Jie may be right, but I can't watch her die. Don't tell big cousin. She told me never to let my big cousin know about her vomiting blood. " That's what A Cheng said. She suddenly noticed that Chueh-min's eyes were full of tears, which ran down his cheeks from behind his glasses. His lips moved slightly, as if to say something, but he couldn't. But she already knows. She wanted to say something else, but a nameless sadness suddenly attacked her and soon conquered her. She said a word or two and held back. She struggled and finally burst into tears: "I can't say any more!" " "So I stepped back, covered my face with my hand, and let my tears flow freely.

"Sister Qin, I'm leaving," Chueh-min said sadly. He really doesn't want to go, but he has to go at this time. He didn't expect their happy meeting to end in sad tears. But both of them cried. Many words and things ended in Lacrimosa, no matter how they pretended to be new and brave young people.

"Don't go! Don't go! " Chin released her hand from her face and reached out to pull Chueh-min, crying sadly.

Chueh-min was about to pounce on her when Chueh-hui grabbed his arm. He stopped and looked back at Chueh-hui silently. Chueh-hui didn't cry, but his dry eyes shone strongly. Chueh-hui turned to ask him to leave. He thought Chueh-hui meant well. He turned his head and comforted Chin with his sad voice: "Sister Chin, don't cry. I will come again. We live so close. I will definitely come to see you when I have the chance. ..... I'm going back, you take good care and wait for my good news. " He followed Chueh-hui out, leaving Chin alone in the dark room.

Jean saw them leave and chased them out. At the door of the main house, she stopped, leaned against the door frame and looked at their backs intently.