"I want to have a small house, be your little wife, carry the vegetable basket together and walk through the alley in front of the door. You don't need to wash the dishes after dinner, but you have to clean the table. There is a fat man. When you grow a white beard and sit in the old chair at home, you will think of this good day and my beautiful flowered skirt. "
My 5-year-old niece hummed this song from somewhere when she was changing Barbie's clothes. She hummed inexperience and I burst into tears. Once, I often hummed this song in front of Jiang, when I sweated and made sweet and sour pork ribs for him; While squatting in the bathroom, struggling to rub his yellow collar. I think we can really live to be old like this song.
We met in the autumn of 2007 and have been together for more than three years. He is handsome and humorous. At that time, he was 28 years old and worked as a project manager in a construction company. Because he had a lovelorn experience and was five years older than me, he made way for me everywhere and took care of me. Because of this, I have never been in the kitchen for more than 20 years. I slowly learned to cook, bought an oven and learned to make simple desserts. Just before his car accident, we visited several families and tried to build a home for love.
I will always remember that day, 2010165438+1October 20th. Because it is July 4th, some netizens exposed a group of photos of Fan Bingbing and Li. That day, the two of them dressed simply. Fan Bingbing wore a little blue dress, like a girl next door, with only a touch of makeup; Li Chen is wearing a simple white T-shirt and a baseball cap. Take a group photo generously after meeting the fans. After the Weibo was issued, netizens left messages: "This kind of Fan Bingbing and Chen Li are well matched!" On Saturday, Jiang went out to eat with friends at noon. We were supposed to have dinner together at night. I waited in his rental house until the early hours of the morning, and the electric cooker was steaming, warming my kelp sparerib soup. I usually have a lot of work and entertainment, and I often come back drunk. That night, I kept calling him to prevent him from getting drunk. From the beginning, say "go back at once" to not answering, and then turn off the phone. I was so angry that I left a note condemning him and went back to my home.
It was that night that drunk driving had an accident. In order to avoid the oncoming big truck, he drove into the guardrail of the road and hit the pier from the guardrail. Even people overturned their cars and the floats arrived at the bride's house. Friends began a "tough battle" against the bride's girlfriend. Her girlfriend has many problems. I say this question is "difficult" because I ignore her too much and know very little about her. I felt ashamed and tears filled my eyes. I went to the door and sincerely said to her, "I was too negligent to know what you like to eat and what you like to eat." Sorry, please forgive me. " I don't know what to say now to coax your girlfriend to open the door. At this moment, I have only one thing to say to you. I never said that. In fact, I should have said it long ago: I really love you, and I really want to spend the rest of my life with you. "The right leg comminuted fracture, knee can't bend.
The doctor said that he would have several operations. Even if the operation is successful, there is no guarantee that his leg will return to normal. A little limping is a good effect. Jiang didn't know the news until a month and a half later. He no longer has a smile and is temperamental. He often smiles for a while, and then throws what he has at hand far away. Once, I gave him a bath and accidentally put my foot in my mouth, complaining that he was too greedy for wine. He immediately pushed me away, clamoring for me to get out. I ran out crying, and he texted me again and again to apologize. After the second operation, he insisted on returning to his hometown in the northeast to recuperate and do rehabilitation training.
I call him every day to ask about his progress in recovery. Sometimes he talks to me more when he is in a good mood. When he was in a bad mood, his mother answered the phone and politely told me that he was teaching several children to draw. Gui Zhi would accompany him to the hospital in the city twice a week to recover. Gui Zhi is three years younger than Jiang. They used to be neighbors. Because of the separation of demolition, she is now a kindergarten teacher. Once or twice ... his mother always mentioned cassia twig to me, so a month later, I went to Jiang's hometown. First fly to Changchun, and then transfer to the town where Jiang's family is located twice. Outside the town bus station, I saw Gui Zhi riding an electric tricycle and carrying Jiang Lai to pick me up. In front of me, Gui Zhi wrapped a scarf around Jiang and told him to put on gloves. Shortly after the Spring Festival, the wind in the town is very cold at night. I looked at the shadow of the light. Let's go Tears in the eyes of those fuzzy red couplets on the door of a family could not help rolling down. Jiang asked me what was wrong, and I said, it's too cold for me to adapt, and I cried with cold. He smiled and reached out to dry my tears.
I stayed at Jiang's house for three days. His family told my guest Li Shen that it was midnight, but Yang Feng was unusually awake. He just stood at the window, which was half open. Although it is already spring, the weather is warm and cold, especially at this time in the morning, the cold wind is like a ghost getting into the window. Yang Feng shuddered and his forefinger touched the clock. He met the dancer Xiaolan in a karaoke hall in Wuxi, Jiangsu. Xiaolan was born in Sichuan. She was only 15 years old when she met Ajian. She is. Height 1000 meters, graceful figure. Shu Ping was born in a teacher's family in Beijing. Influenced by her family, she was good at observing and thinking since she was a child, especially interested in natural science. At the age of 26, she successfully obtained a doctorate in biology and entered a well-known research institute for scientific research. Charm and aura of Sichuan sister. The first time I saw Xiaolan, A Jian felt his heart thumped. He felt that he needed this delicate girl to fill his future life. Before going to work the next day, he quietly lit a rose in the shop and left an unsigned note: "Singing represents my love. Do you smell this lonely fragrance? " After singing the song that day, he sat by and quietly observed Xiaolan's reaction. The etiquette lady sent a big bunch of warm roses to Xiaolan. After she read the note, her eyes immediately shot at Ajian. At that moment, A Jian felt his blood boiling and intoxicated with the fragrance of love. After work, he asked Xiaolan out, and they chatted for a long time, but he never penetrated the thin layer of paper. In front of the beautiful Xiaolan, he felt ashamed. Finger, the cigarette that had already been annihilated slipped to the ground. Yang Feng put his hand on the curtain, and he realized that his hand was cramped and stiff. He suddenly remembered the hand that was as warm as silk, the hand that he couldn't do himself, but where are those hands now? And that once familiar face suddenly blurred in my mind. Yang Feng suddenly became nervous. He was afraid of getting lost, but the man got lost in a distant city. Said, "Speaking of which, I have to thank you." Having dinner together that day, after the phone rang, I found that you looked different. At that time, I pretended not to care. Later, I invited a private detective to follow you, and it turned out that you still had several boyfriends. Looks like I really underestimated you. I always thought that over the past few years, you have been following me wholeheartedly, so I want to divorce and give you a birthright. I didn't expect you to devote yourself wholeheartedly, cast a net in an all-round way, and keep in touch with several men at the same time. This money is your compensation. As for marriage, we all know that it is impossible. In the future, don't contact! "Angry. I pushed Jiang around the town. I am very firm about our future, but now I don't know where it is. Our conversation began to become cautious. I'm afraid to mention the past and make him sad. I'm afraid to ask him about his plans. If he can't recover and insists on staying in his hometown, will my request speed up the pace opposite us? Jiang is no longer the same person. He just asked me how my work and life were. If it doesn't matter, it will make us feel tired. After a month apart, it seems like years have passed. The pain feels like a year, cutting my heart bit by bit.
As far as the Jiang family is concerned, I have come from afar. How did I let go so soon? Whatever the conditions, try first. Our guest, his mother won't let * * do any housework, cook the food every day and ask me if it's to my taste. On the contrary, Gui Zhi flew around the Chiang family like a lark, making the Chiang family's parents all smiles.
When I came back from the bus stop, it was Gui Zhi who drove Jiang Lai off. I said, Gui Zhi, thank you for taking care of Cheng Jian ... I wanted to say "I will repay you with Cheng Jian in the future", but the words came to my mouth and I swallowed back, and my nose was sour. I don't know if we have a future. Did my love come to an abrupt end
On the way back, I sent a short message asking Jiang what his plans are in the future. He said, I don't know, once a day. If he can't recover, he might as well die. I asked: What about us? He didn't answer.
I still send text messages and call Jiang every day. His recovery is not optimistic, and his knee is still unable to bend. Then I went to the northeast. Jiang's mother told me with high spirits that Jiang went to Gui Zhi Kindergarten as a painting teacher: "It seems that this is all predestined. I thought he did nothing in college, but now he lives on it. " Simple mother Jiang is very happy. Seeing that Jiang's face began to smile, my heart was mixed. I really want to ask him, "What about us? What should we do? " But I can't talk.
On the day I left, I watched him go to work with Gui Zhi, and I cried in front of Jiang's mother. Mother Jiang said, "Let's go, son. This is all fate. His leg is hard to recover. He is too proud to go back to Nanjing with you. " I stood in his empty yard and didn't know where to go.
Finally, I couldn't help it. On the way back, I sometimes complain that my brother is too eccentric. He smiled apologetically: "I'm sorry, sister, Maner is narrow-minded. I invite you to dinner as compensation for being out of her sight? " Actually, I still asked Jiang, and his expression was very complicated. What should we do? Jiang simply replied: Break it up and forget me. My tears poured out again.
We had a long talk. I said I didn't want to be apart. Whatever he is, I want to be together. I even begged him to go back to Nanjing again and again. I will convince my parents that we will fight together. First he comforted me, and then he lost his temper hysterically: "I will never go back to that broken place again." Going back will only make me miserable. I am disabled. Do I want those friends to see my jokes? " Do you want them to see me become a cripple? "I was shocked and didn't know what to say.
I still called and texted him, but he didn't return and rarely answered my calls. Gui Zhi told me intermittently that she and Jiang wanted to open a bilingual kindergarten in the county. I asked Jiang, "Have you decided to be with Gui Zhi? We are divided like this? " 10, the popularity of "walking on thin ice" further pushed up the wave of "crossing" and gave Li Yi restaurants new attention. Later, many "green clothes" items were added to the store, and the changes in the market made Li Yixin's creativity flow continuously. Later, various businesses such as "renting out ancient costumes" and taking photos of ancient costumes in the store were added, and the income of the store was naturally high. He replied: "When I needed encouragement and recognition most, Gui Zhi was around; She took me to recover again and again, gave me confidence and courage, and even made me find the value of existence again. I won't go back to Nanjing, and you won't come to the Northeast. Let's be realistic. "
A "realistic point" stopped my tears. Perhaps, love is fragile. A car accident, let's return all the familiarity we have known for more than three years to strangers. It's not that I don't love anymore, but that I can't love anymore.
Now I am the same as Luo Meiqi, except that she no longer wants to be defeated by bad emotions. She got up and cooked dishes, all of which were borrowed from netizens on the micro-group. Finally, put deaf lemon slices and tomato slices, order salad dressing, insert a flower, and call Rowling in series and ask him to come over for dinner. As optimistic and cheerful as before, she experienced that secret love, but loneliness made her feel more mature. The Bible says that everything is tolerant, everything is believed, everything is hoped, everything is endured, and love will never stop. I will try to control my bad temper, so that I can meet the right person and be your little wife. I'll wash the dishes, you clean the table ... We'll grow old together, and when you grow a white beard, we'll snuggle up to each other and remember the good old days together.
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