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When did we start to cross paths? It was probably the autumn of the second year of high school. I received a message from Ye Jiashu on QQ. He said, Zhang, can you lend me 300 yuan money? I need it urgently. Please lend it to me first, and I will definitely pay you back this week.

I was stunned for three seconds, and then I quickly replied with a word: OK. Three minutes later, I wired 300 yuan into an account according to the steps he said.

Ye Jiashu is the monitor of our class. He is dazzling, fashionable and playful. Although the results are not very top-notch, they are also excellent. I knew him when I was in high school, but I never thought I would know him. Until the second year of high school, he and I broke up our love, took a photo in the same class and became our monitor. In order to facilitate communication, he added QQ to everyone in the class.

Originally, I only had 600 yuan a month for living expenses. After I lent Ye Jiashu 300 yuan, my life was a little tight.

When I was in physical education class on Monday, Ye Jiashu and I were assigned to a group to practice volleyball. During the break, he asked me, "You lent me 300 yuan on QQ that day, didn't you?"

I nodded stupidly, and then waved: "If you are in trouble now, don't worry about it. I ... I still have money to spend. "

A man's hug in Ye Jiashu's trouser pocket is very warm. Take out 300 yuan and hand it to me: "Thank you, Zhang." I blushed with nervousness and hurried away with my head down.

I thought it was over. But two weeks later, my deskmate Gu Xiaotao told me a secret. She said, "Did you hear from the monitor on QQ some time ago? He said that he was in trouble and needed 300 yuan urgently. You said such a thing, people with a little IQ know it is false, but someone has been cheated. "

I was startled.

"No matter the family is like the monitor, there is no shortage of 300 yuan. Just say that the bank account is not his. In fact, this is obvious black. There are 54 people in the class. I heard that only one person foolishly remitted the money, and I don't know who that fool is. "

My head seems to explode.

One day after school, I stayed on duty, and I got a chance to get along with him alone.

"That ..." I began to hesitate. "Your QQ was hacked? It's not you who borrowed money from me at all, is it? "

Ye Jiashu scratched his head: "Ah, you know everything."

"Then I will pay you back."

I left after the party. The night was extremely dark and the north wind cut me like a blade. I left in such a hurry that I almost tripped. Under the tree in the dormitory building, a man stood, heard footsteps and turned around. It's him. "Don't." Ye Jiashu waved his hand and said seriously: "Zhang, although this is a scam, you remitted the money so readily, which shows that you are a person who values the friendship of classmates and treat me as a friend. Thank you very much. "

"I'm so stupid." I actually feel guilty. He smiled and patted me on the shoulder. "It's okay, you don't have to blame yourself. However, how long will this happen in the future? After all, there are too many liars now. " I nodded, then bowed my head and pretended to clean the classroom seriously. Only that day, I was immersed in the moment when he patted me on the shoulder.

2

When you pay attention to someone, you will be surprised to find that there are so many intersections and so many "coincidences" in your lives. For example, one day when I was waiting for the 902 bus at the bus stop, I found Ye Jiashu waiting in line behind me. I pretended to look back casually and whispered "hi".

He also warmly raised his hand to me.

It was a very long journey home that day, probably because I cherish every minute. I sat next to Ye Jiashu and talked with him all the way. I have been very silent, but I was particularly brave that day.

"The exam is coming soon. How did you review? " Ye Jiashu asked me. As a classmate, he already knows how bad my science scores are.

"I'm not sure, 40 points I'm not sure." I replied in chagrin.

"No, it's very simple. Or I'll teach you. "

"Yes. Then you should be patient when tutoring me, because I am really stupid. " The moment I got off the bus, I answered excitedly.

When Ye Jia was a young tree, women lived in the countryside, with poor families and no air conditioning. Women also wear less, tattered and have no warmth. On winter nights, the sun sets and darkness falls. Women hide under the covers early and fall asleep early. It's still cold, women's hands are cold, their feet are cold, and the ice is cold. The women were shivering under the covers. However, he didn't meet my expectations. Every night after the self-study class, he will stay in the classroom and tutor me for another hour. Those 60 minutes became the happiest time of my day.

We get to know each other gradually, and I also find that even the perfect Ye Jiashu has some small shortcomings. For example, he is not brave enough to take the elevator alone, and he will be a little flustered when he goes to a dark place. So every time the school lights out, he always waits for me, but she stops crying, looks up and carefully wipes away the tears overflowing from the corner of her eyes with her fingers. She said, don't make me cry again, I don't have that much money to buy cosmetics, and this makeup costs tens of dollars! The last two left together, because he was afraid to take those dark stairs alone.

Knowing his shortcomings, I finally became a Hindu and made a pilgrimage to temples in the Himalayas on foot. The road is long, the mountain road is difficult to walk, and the air is thin. Although he carried very little luggage, he still struggled to catch his breath like an ox all the way. Stop-and-go, he kept looking forward, hoping that the destination would appear in front of him as soon as possible. Not so inferior. In order to live up to his efforts, every night after I come home, I will think that she is a young girl with long hair hanging over her shoulders like satin. She sat quietly.

Eyes still staring at the screen.

It's empty. Review your lessons for another hour under the light. Tired, I have been writing that sentence in my notebook. "After the emperor, the trees are so beautiful and the oranges are so attractive." To me, his name is a spell of the mind.

three

Because of Ye Jiashu's help, I passed the senior high school entrance examination smoothly. "Say it is not afraid of your jokes. I tried reading and even writing stories. I imagined those plots while washing clothes. I answered yes, he has no love. Thinking about his explanation-when I finally got up the courage to tell him that I wanted to write a novel, he didn't laugh at me. On the contrary, his eyes showed tenderness and patiently explained the elements of the novel to me. And achieved quite good results. Then, the war-torn senior three arrived as scheduled.

Ye Jiashu and I were not assigned to the same class, and both chose accommodation for the college entrance examination. Even in the third year of high school, when I was as precious as gold, as long as I had any questions, he would definitely put down what he was doing and patiently explain it to me. When I do morning exercises every day, I will wave to him from a distance and say "Come on".

After every exam, I get the ranking table of the whole grade. I will find Ye Jiashu's name first and secretly write down his scores in various subjects: Chinese 102, Mathematics 137, English11... I will post it on the wall and read it once a day. Then work hard and swear to catch up with him in the next exam. Every time she eats instant-boiled mutton, she writes to an old email address. This is his first email address. With a vision for the future, with the shoulder to shoulder with Ye Jiashu, I can only be silent. Because I know in my heart that although this place has given me happy and sweet love, it is only a short life station after all, and I will choose to leave soon. But how can I give up this relationship with butterflies? In this strange land, she gave me endless care and care, and when I was frustrated in life, she gave me encouragement and confidence. Seeing the butterfly quiet, a feeling of pity surged from my heart. But I dare not give her any promises. After all, we are still too young, and the road ahead is really unpredictable. Our childish shoulders can't bear the heavy commitment of love. The courage to struggle, I keep moving forward on the road of college entrance examination.

After the college entrance examination, the school held the last party for us. But that day, I didn't see Ye Jiashu. His classmates told me that Ye Jiashu failed in the exam. I want to call him, but he has turned off his phone. That summer, I lived a very miserable and unhappy life.

I didn't know the reason why he failed in the college entrance examination until later. Originally, after school, Mo Xiaohan went to take the bus as usual. She looked into the car, hoping to see Fan Chen. She wants to talk to him about Li Xiang, although she doesn't know what she is going to say. On the morning of the Chinese exam, he left home early and wanted to come to my house to find me and take a bus to the examination room. Because we are in the same examination room. However, this confused Ye Jiashu just left the admission ticket on the bus. By the time he tried his best to find the admission ticket, he had already missed the Chinese exam.

Everyone says it's a pity that students with such excellent grades have to work hard for another year. I asked him why he didn't tell me the truth. He said with a smile on the phone, "It's no big deal. Just exercise for another year. Anyway, I'm still young, and I won't get old after another year of study. Come on, the university will become more and more cheerful, so that more people will like you. "

I'm about to blurt out the next sentence: "What about you? Have you ever liked me? "

But he hung up before I could say anything.

Then I started my college life. Ye Jiashu began his re-reading. When he heard this, he nervously said to Shen Aojun, "In any case, you can't let others do it for you. No matter how busy the work is, I will definitely come to the scene on the wedding day. Please rest assured! " After that, he said guiltily, "Swallow, every woman who yearns for love wants to take out her wedding photos and show her happiness and sweetness to her relatives and friends. But due to the nature of my work, I can't pretend to be calm openly and then take a quiz. Hello, look at your clothes. You should be a junior, right? Excuse me, what is your dream? Your identity has to continue to' lurk' in your life, and even the wedding can't appear in public. I really wronged you. " Our contact gradually faded. When my email arrived, he didn't even have time to open it.

Later, I heard that he went to Hong Kong to study at a university. When I came home in my junior summer vacation, I saw him holding a girl's hand and crossing a long street. He is still tall, thin and radiant, but I can see that he is more calm. I wanted to say hello, but I held back after all. I'm afraid that if I'm not careful, the love line that I finally broke will grow quietly again.

I remembered the third year of high school again. I once wrote a love letter to Ye Jiashu under the orange desk lamp:

I long for one day, I can cook a pot of lotus and lily soup at night, opposite you, and grow old with you.

A secret love, across the mountain and across the sea. And I can only keep knocking on your thick heart wall with the key.

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