20 1 1 several classmates and I came to Beijing to look for a job after our internship in our hospital. Because I didn't get the nurse qualification certificate, I could only find some small hospitals to submit resumes. Small hospitals have a large turnover of staff, so there are not a few nursing staff needed. Soon, we were hired by a hospice hospital.
In the spirit of coming out to exercise, we decided to give it a try here.
On the first day we came here, we made some rectification. The head nurse showed us around the whole hospital environment. There is a big yard behind the outpatient building of the hospital, and some nursing homes are scattered around it. In the middle is a three-story building. There is a towering poplar tree in front of the building, which blocks a lot of sunshine. The floor is a little old and there is no elevator.
There are a few sturdy old people living on the first floor, and there are many old people and children who can't take care of themselves in bed all day on the second and third floors.
As soon as I went upstairs, I heard a groan of pain from the room. The head nurse showed us around the room. Old people are curled up on the bed, skinny, with body pads or sponge pads on their bones. Several children were lying on the bed, humming songs. These people are so miserable that we students who have just left school have seen them. We were dumbfounded one by one.
"Are these children sick?" Yang Yang asked, driven by curiosity.
"This boy has cerebral palsy, that little girl has eye problems, that child has skin diseases ..." The head nurse casually pointed to these children and introduced them to us.
These children and old people are sent by their families, and they have nothing to support. Looking at them, No Country for Old Men, I was filled with thoughts and lamented that the world was not satisfactory.
Before we came to our senses, a little boy about one year old broke in. He was sitting in a children's walker. Maybe he seldom sees strangers. He smiled happily and rang the doorbell, as if welcoming us.
"What a lovely child!" I couldn't hold his cuteness, so I went to hug him. Unexpectedly, he giggled and ran away, hiding behind an old man in a wheelchair and sticking out his little head from time to time, hoping that we were still there.
"Are you the new little nurses?" A middle-aged uncle came out of a room, pointed to the little boy and said, "That child is called a tiger, paralyzed and unconscious."
The uncle surnamed Wang went out to work with his wife and stayed in this hospital for more than a year. Many things that we knew later were also heard from him.
Before we were recruited, there were only two nurses in the hospital, including the head nurse. Nurses are mainly responsible for the daily treatment of patients, while nursing workers do nursing and turning over.
There are many nurses in this hospital, but their nursing knowledge is quite lacking. Most of them just turn over and feed some bedridden old people and children mechanically according to hospital regulations.
Many old people got bedsores because they didn't turn over in time. On the first day of work, the head nurse took us to treat bedsores for the old people.
Pressure ulcers, also known as pressure ulcers and bedsores, are caused by persistent ischemia, hypoxia and malnutrition due to long-term compression of local tissues.
I opened the bedding of an old lady. The old lady is curled up with thin skin and thin bones, and there are deep pressure sores at bony protrusions such as sacrum and ischial tubercle. I cut off the necrotic tissue for the old lady according to the head nurse's instructions and disinfected it. The painful old lady grinned. I also broke out in a cold sweat.
The head nurse took several other nurses to other wards, but I stood there for a long time, staring at a place that was not instantaneous.
There is a photo on the table beside the old lady's bed. In the photo, she has a bright smile and a strong figure, which is in sharp contrast with her skinny and sick now.
There are so many old people in the hospital that it hurts me to watch them suffer every day. It is said that the father's kindness is higher than the mountain and the mother's kindness is deeper than the sea. How can their children have the heart to leave them here?
"Jingle bells ..." A series of bells brought me back to reality from my thoughts. In retrospect, I thought it was nothing. ! I saw him smiling, his eyes bent into a crack, one hand holding a lollipop high and his mouth humming. It turns out that this candy is actually for me. I was amused by his warmth and forgot my sadness for a moment.
The nurse Wang said that this tiger was brought here by his parents six months ago. Both parents are very young. The tiger is their first child, and the old people at home are overjoyed by the arrival of their grandson. Unexpectedly, when the child is eight months old, only one limb can move. Parents took their children to many hospitals and were told that the left side was paralyzed and could not be cured. The sudden bad news made the originally happy family lose the joy of the past.
Probably overwhelmed or to escape from reality, Tiger's parents sent him to this nursing home when he was less than one year old. Some people say this is a nursing home, but it is more like a hospice or hospice.
Because this hospital can not only receive a lot of expenses from patients' families, but also receive subsidies from the government and social caring people, it has always been open to disabled children or frail elderly people.
I am deeply touched by the tiger's life experience, but also pity its intelligence and understanding, and take special care of it.
Second,
That day, Tiger's parents came to see him with big bags of snacks. The tiger, who has always been lively and active, became stiff. Facing his biological parents, he cried and jumped on the nurse Aunt Li.
Tiger has been taken care of by Aunt Li and Jaco since he came to this hospital. They have no children. Seeing that the tiger is smart, I like him very much. He often buys clothes for tigers at his own expense, and tigers are also very close to them.
Although Aunt Li was distressed by the tiger, after all, her biological parents were here, and she couldn't bother herself, so she handed the tiger in her arms to his mother and turned and walked out.
"How many times have I said, don't cry in front of the children? I promised you everything. Come and see it once a month. " The man saw the woman crying and said with a worried face.
"He is your child, don't you feel bad?" The woman burst into tears, and then choked, "If your mother doesn't want to raise him, we can send him here."
"It can blame my mother? We don't have time to treat him at work, and my mother's energy is limited, what's more, the child is still disabled ... "The man cried more and more when he saw the woman, and his tone became impatient. "My mother also thought of us, leaving the child. How will we live in the future? We can't look at him all day. "
"Of course, your mother doesn't care. She hangs around your eldest brother's precious son all day. How can she manage my son? " The woman turned around and stopped answering the man.
The leader of our hospital asked me to come and talk to Tiger's parents. I don't want to hear them quarrel before entering the door. I stayed where I was, afraid to push the door. Aunt Li saw it, winked at me and let me sit next to me first.
I stayed in this hospital for a few days and met too many old people and children who were placed here. Family members probably know that living conditions here are limited, but they still have to put the elderly or children here. The reason is forced by life.
It is circulated on the Internet that people dare not rest, get sick or die in middle age. In fact, many people will have to face the choice of saving more lives even earlier, and some choices are forced.
Like Liu in the 20 1 ward, his wife died long ago, and he himself was seriously ill. His only son just came out to work, so he had no choice but to go to a nursing home. Looking at his weak father, his son cried his eyes red every time he came.
Like Li in Room 304, she was born in a noble family in Shanghai and lived a decent life when she was young. Later, her family went to Luo Zhong and followed her husband to Beijing, and her husband had an accident again. Her only son went to America, and she was helpless in her later years, so she had to come to a nursing home.
Like a tiger, it is not only a difficulty for a child to grow up, but also a test of being born in a family.
Aunt Li saw me become speechless and sent a message to Tiger's parents for me. She came over and patted me on the shoulder. "Han provided, what are you thinking?"
"No ... I didn't think of anything ..." I said lightly, but my eyes couldn't hide my loneliness.
Third,
Unconsciously, after a month, Aunt Li and his wife resigned and returned to their hometown in the south because of something at home. They left during the tiger's nap. The tiger slept soundly, but when they left, they cried their faces red.
We are distressed that the tiger is missing two people who care about him, so we simply take care of his food and clothing.
One day, while playing, the tiger fell down the stairs on the third floor with his walker. I was on duty and saw the tiger fall downstairs. I'm in a hurry. Call for help.
Uncle Wang, the nurse, heard my cry and rushed downstairs from the back room. He picked up the tiger and called out to him. At this time, the tiger's eyes turned up, his face was blue, and his two small hands were tightly clenched into fists.
Uncle Wang pressed the tiger's thumb hard with his right hand, but he didn't see any response from the tiger. Looking at the tiger, he doesn't cry or make trouble, and his face is blue. I was so scared that my legs went weak and I stumbled on the ground. I don't know what to do.
Such a big noise attracted many people from nursing homes to watch. Uncle Wang pointed to Yang Yang and told him to see a doctor quickly. The two doctors on duty that day trotted over with sphygmomanometer and stethoscope.
Dr. Liu flipped the tiger's eyelids and touched the tiger's carotid artery, so he called "120" to call an ambulance and said that the tiger had hit his head.
Dr. Liu and I followed the ambulance to the nearest 3A hospital. First, I followed the tiger to do various tests, and then I accompanied him to infusion. During this period, the tiger was in a coma. At first, there was some bleeding in his ears. After no bleeding, his whole body twitched. The doctor said that the tiger had a skull base fracture and a hematoma on his head. Suggest surgery.
Hospital leaders and tiger's parents rushed to the hospital. Tiger's father just arrived at the hospital and slapped me in the face without saying anything. The other party made me too strong, and I stumbled to the ground, my ears still buzzing.
"Why don't you watch the children on duty?" Tiger's father shouted angrily, and the school leader and tiger's mother came to Indiana to stop him from attacking me again.
I was speechless with scolding. Uncle Wang came to help me up and whispered to me, let me go back to rest. I have forgotten how I got back to the nursing home. I just heard a lot of people talking about it, which seemed to comfort me, but I didn't listen. I plunged into the lounge and never came out.
I was lying in bed, and Yangyang and Xiaonian came in to deliver my meal. I said I had no appetite and sent them away.
"Han provided, I don't blame you for this matter. When the hospital recruited us, we were only responsible for technical work. It's the job of a care worker to pour excrement and urine and look after children. Who let the hospital leaders go and recruit people? " Yang Yang sat next to me, afraid that I would be unhappy, and kept looking for words to explain me.
"That is, that is, this is a loophole in hospital management. It's bad luck to meet you today ... "Yang Yang took off-year to stop her from going on.
Seeing that I didn't make any noise for a long time, they left angrily. I hid under the covers and cried all night, for the sake of the tiger and for my own negligence.
Hearing Dr. Liu say that the tiger's operation was a success, my hanging heart was finally put down. I wanted to take Yang Yang and them to see the tiger, but Dr. Liu stopped me. He said that the tiger's family is still very excited and afraid it will be bad for us. After I left that day, I almost got into a fight with the hospital leaders. Maybe I will call you again in a few days.
Sure enough, the tiger family found us and asked the hospital for compensation.
That morning, before I had time to disinfect medical supplies, I saw Tiger Dad and an old lady holding a banner that read "Unhealthy hospital, killing young children", followed by several strong men, insisting that the hospital give an explanation.
Seeing that no one paid attention to her, the old lady sat on the ground and burst into tears, patting her thighs with both hands and yelling, "What nonsense hospital is killing my grandson, you scum scum ..."
It turns out that the old lady is a grandmother that the tiger has never seen before. The old lady was unequivocal and insisted on 200,000 yuan.
The tiger has not yet passed the critical period in his hospital bed, and his family is in a hurry to collect debts. It's really ironic to stage such a farce in the hospital.
The hospital leader knew that he was indefensible and found a lawyer to mediate. Finally, in addition to the tiger's medical expenses, they lost 10 million yuan to settle the matter, but the hospital leader proposed not to accept the tiger.
Afterwards, the hospital leaders talked to me, criticized me and asked us to be more careful at ordinary times.
Fourth,
I heard that the tiger has been safely discharged from the hospital. His parents took him back and raised him for a while. A few days ago, they took him back to the nursing home, but the hospital leaders refused to get involved in this muddy water again and refused to accept the tiger anyway.
We looked at it on the glass window for a long time, but the tiger was still so cute, smiling and his eyes bent into two cracks. He is too young to know that his parents will send him out again. Thinking about his future, we can't help feeling disappointed. Who can afford to give him a warm home? Let him have a wonderful childhood and a loving family like a normal child without being indifferent and dependent.
Tiger's parents took him out of the nursing home. Maybe his parents will put him in another shelter or stay with him to take care of him. I don't know.
I worked in a nursing home for five months, during which I gradually understood the helplessness of life. Sometimes we are as small as ants in front of life and have to make choices against our will. We are unwilling but helpless.
Time flies, and seven years slipped away unconsciously. I have my own family and a stable job, but I still think of tigers from time to time. He should be over eight years old now. Has he learned to walk with crutches? Is he as carefree as when he was a child? Every time I think of this place, I feel a surge of sadness. It is these emotions that spur me to make continuous efforts and progress on my own life path, and strive to make myself have enough ability to care for my loved ones around me.
Author: Han
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