After 0/0 years in Shenzhen/KLOC, he still has nothing. He once pinned his hopes for life on his feelings, but his girlfriend-
Azhuo is 3 1 year old this year. He came to Shenzhen 10 and has a Shenzhen hukou. People who don't know the situation think that Azhuo is lucky. After all, he is an old Shenzhen. However, Azhuo said that since he came to Shenzhen 10, it seems that he has been doing two things constantly-endlessly looking for a job and begging his girlfriend not to leave him.
Azhuo's hometown is Shaoguan, Guangdong. 1993 After graduating from technical school, I was assigned to a company in Zhongshan. However, Azhuo doesn't want to work in Zhongshan. He knew that Shenzhen was developing rapidly at that time, and several of his relatives were developing well in Shenzhen. Therefore, he is bent on coming to Shenzhen. With the help of relatives, a private company admitted him, and Azhuo became a Shenzhen native.
A Zhuo believes that he was unlucky after coming to Shenzhen, and the unit that worked first closed down in a few days. No choice but to look for a job everywhere. In Shenzhen, it is really hard to find a job with a technical school diploma. He searched for a long time and a unit took him in. However, less than a month later, he was fired. These two experiences made him feel that the competition in Shenzhen was cruel. However, Azhuo was only 22 years old at that time, and youth was capital. He didn't give up hope. Later, under the introduction of relatives, he finally got a relatively stable job.
At that time, Azhuo's monthly income was about 2,000 yuan, which was quite satisfactory for Azhuo who graduated from technical school. What makes Azhuo most happy is that he signed a four-year labor contract with the company, which indicates that Azhuo has a stable job in Shenzhen.
With a job, Azhuo began to want to have a girlfriend. He is introverted and has no experience in dealing with girls. He asked a friend to introduce him to his girlfriend. My friend works in a paging station, where there are many paging girls. Seeing that he seemed to be doing well, his friend took him to the company. In the company, his friend pointed to two photos of girls posted in the company. One of the more beautiful girls' mate selection conditions is to have a house, money and a Shenzhen hukou, which Azhuo obviously does not meet. Another girl named Jing is good-looking, but short, only 147 cm, but she has no requirements. Azhuo's height is about 170 cm. He thinks Jing is really too short. But on second thought, Azhuo felt that his condition was poor and it was good to have a girlfriend, so he agreed to meet Ah Jing.
1One day in February, 997, A Zhuo dated A Jing for the first time. He didn't expect Jing to be so thin and dark. Seeing Jing, Azhuo was disappointed and didn't want her. However, Azhuo is too old to make out with women. He was ruthless and decided to associate with Jing.
Jing has a crush on Azhuo. After the first meeting, she took the initiative to ask Azhuo to go out to play. Azhuo invited Jing to a cinema in the east gate to see a movie. For him, love began. Although A Jing is not satisfactory, the feeling of love still makes A Zhuo feel extremely sweet. Shortly after the date, Azhuo took Jing to his sister's place. My sister didn't say anything when she saw Jing so thin, and her face was full of disappointment.
When both of them are working smoothly, the date between Azhuo and Jing has been very smooth. At one time, they wanted to get married, but A Jing asked A Zhuo to buy a house in Shenzhen. At that time, Azhuo had only tens of thousands of dollars in savings, and he dared not take all the money out to buy a house, so his marriage had to be dragged down.
1May, 999, A Jing told Azhuo that her foster mother was coming to visit him in Shenzhen. Azhuo is an introverted young man. Facing his future mother-in-law, he felt very nervous and couldn't say a word. His nervousness was misunderstood by Jing's adoptive mother, who thought he was very arrogant and looked down on people from the countryside. Jing is very angry. Azhuo explained it to her for a long time, but she didn't believe it. The next day, Jing's foster mother will go to the folk village to play. Jing asked Azhuo to go with her, but Azhuo didn't take a vacation. Jing was very angry. She broke up with Azhuo for the first time and really ignored Azhuo.
During the two years of contact, Azhuo had a deep affection for Jing. After Jing broke up, Azhuo was very sad. He doesn't think about tea and rice, and he doesn't have much spirit at work at ordinary times. A week after breaking up, he really couldn't stand the pain of lovelorn. He went to an introducer at 6 o'clock in the morning and begged people to plead with Jing for him.
After that, Azhuo invited many people to plead with Jing, and Jing finally forgave him.
200 1 February, scene paging station was laid off. When Jing lost his job, he moved to the house rented by Azhuo, and the two began to live together.
In March, Azhuo's contract with the company expired and the company did not renew it with him. Now, Azhuo is unemployed, too.
After losing his job, Azhuo still has more than 40,000 yuan in savings to maintain his life with Ajing. Jing is short and difficult to find a job. Therefore, although they are not at home every day, they never find a job. On June+10, 5438, Azhuo's relatives said they could help him with the iced tea business. A Zhuo took A Jing to Longgang District, rented a berth and prepared for a big fight. However, after he paid the money, he could never find a supplier, that is to say, Azhuo was cheated.
Unemployment plus being cheated is tantamount to adding insult to injury. However, they still barely supported the hard days. In 2002, A Jing was somewhat disappointed. On one occasion, she told Azhuo that Shenzhen was a city under great pressure to survive. She is not fit to live in such a city. She wants to leave Shenzhen, go back to her hometown and never come back. Azhuo thought Jing was angry words and didn't take it to heart.
At the beginning of this year, Azhuo's mother returned to her hometown. Azhuo personally sent her home and spent the next year in her hometown. When he left, Azhuo repeatedly told Jing to wait for him to come back. However, when Azhuo returned to the rented cabin after the Spring Festival, she found that Jing had moved everything, and she really left.
Sitting in an empty house, Azhuo cried all day. He thought Jing didn't want him because he didn't have a house, so he raised money everywhere and bought a small apartment of more than 30 square meters. He wants to use the house to attract Jing back. He told Jing the good news, but Jing didn't come back. She said that she couldn't see the development direction of Azhuo.
Azhuo is very sad. Although he lost some deposit, he returned the house. What's the use of asking for a house without his lover?
Now, Azhuo is very pessimistic. In the past, his life has been very poor, but there is a dear person in his life. Although his life is poor but warm, where is his hope for life now? Azhuo said, "I really don't know what I live for."
Of course, feelings are indispensable to a complete life, but feelings are never the only thing in life. Be kind to them when you have feelings; When you lose your feelings, don't feel that you have lost everything, because you still have a career, relatives and another feeling that is destined to come.