It's sad to go to school alone in Xi 'an. Recently, work pressure, scientific research pressure and emotional pressure have made him depressed. When you want to talk to someone, you find that there are so many classmates and friends around you, and no one can make you cry. A kind of unspeakable loneliness fills my whole body.
I complained to my best friend for a long time. My best friend is in his hometown of Zhengzhou. We have a good relationship since childhood and take care of me like a big sister. She has been enlightening and comforting me. What I say always hits the nail on the head. I wonder if it's a fan of the authorities. My best friend immediately helped me think of a solution to those problems that I looked complicated and confused. It was rational and practical. Unconsciously, we talked for an hour, and the loneliness in our hearts was completely expelled and replaced by full warmth.
During this period, I met a kind-hearted senior, and when I saw that I felt unsafe alone on the dark path, I came to ask about my situation. At first, I was treated as the eldest brother of the school security department, which made me embarrassed. I said I was on the phone with my friend, and then the senior rode away. After a while, I felt uneasy. Let's take a look at the situation. Maybe my behavior is really easy for people to misunderstand and have some bad ideas. The senior explained that he was not at ease, and then added me to WeChat. I realized that it was Boyi's senior. I'm not relieved to be here alone. I combed my hair out to expose my headphones, and then explained that I didn't misunderstand him. He didn't rest assured that I was a girl standing here. After the phone call, I returned to my dormitory and received the news from Xue Changfa. I gave a brief introduction, and then comforted me to be happy. I feel very warm.
I received greetings from my senior this morning, only to know that the senior lab is upstairs in our lab.
I don't know if it's because all the boys I met in the science and engineering school are enthusiastic, careful and enthusiastic. I met many classmates and friends here in Xi 'an, including classmates, roommates, brothers, sisters, brothers, sisters, warm-hearted strangers and old acquaintances. I met many people and things, and I always tried my best to help strangers I met. I am not a talkative person, and my ability to handle affairs may not be very good. Everyone around me is excellent. I am enterprising and competitive. Sometimes I feel stressed, depressed and sad, but I'm not used to telling people around me. I always want to be the most perfect person in everyone's mind. I will be very concerned about my inappropriate things, especially in front of my elders. There are too many advantages to be learned by people around me. I often wonder what kind of person I am in the eyes of others. In fact, I am sensitive and timid at heart. Now we are all interacting with others in disguise, so I haven't met any friends who can talk to me. The only friends who can let me play around and show my true nature are those three bandits who meet each other frankly, and my best friend who accompanied me since I was a child. I gradually understand that it is this feeling that makes me lonely as I grow up. It's getting harder and harder to make friends with your heart. Perhaps because of this, people will find boyfriends and girlfriends to solve their loneliness. I don't know if this is right.