Where there is purpose, there is motivation. Why did you take the postgraduate entrance examination? It is nothing more than making up for the regret of the college entrance examination, and it is nothing more than high school pursuing those universities in Bai Yueguang. Four years back, June 25th, 20 17, the annual college entrance examination release day, several happy families and several sad families, but I belong to the latter. I cried when I saw the score. Is it true?/You don't say. It may be true! Before publishing the list, I wanted to stay in Guangzhou, a city full of cultural atmosphere, and I was reluctant to part with Guangzhou. After the list was released, I knew that Guangzhou and I had no chance. As soon as the summer vacation is over, I will leave this city that didn't belong to me before, now and in the future! I can't believe this score, and neither can the students around me. I remember Xiao Liang saying, is this wrong? You don't say! Yeah, how is that possible? But it's true! Naked facts. Liang Xiao was admitted to South China Normal University with nearly 560 points, and his deskmate was admitted to the majority with more than 530 points. The former deskmate was admitted to South China Agricultural University, and the top student expected by everyone in the next class was admitted to China Renmin University. Most of the other students who didn't go to the last book were admitted to the best two books in the province, which is what we call 2A Head. Once upon a time, I also appeared on the honor roll; Once upon a time, I broke into the top five or even the top three of my grade; Once upon a time, a person's literacy was an advantage, but who would have thought that the worst thing in the college entrance examination was literacy.
I have been in the top liberal arts class since my freshman year, and my aura is getting bigger and bigger with my own efforts. Will the gap in the college entrance examination be acceptable for a while? In my mother's words, I am lucky, but I have no luck in the exam. My brother said with a smile that being admitted to Lingshi is already very powerful, so you should know how to be content. My brother has always been the kind of person who is easily satisfied, and I am the other extreme. Before me, there was never an undergraduate in my family, neither my father's relatives nor my mother's relatives. When I was admitted to college, my parents were happy, and the old people at home were happy, but I was not happy. I was born to like to compare with others. Why is the gap between me and others so big under the education of the same teacher? Maybe my IQ is not as good as others.
With disappointment and regret, I volunteered. Because my score is "high", I chose the English major with the highest score as my first major. Later, I had the experience of changing majors in the first semester of my freshman year, and my own experience can still help those who have the idea of changing majors.
Digress, once again write off the center, back to the purpose of the postgraduate entrance examination. Because of the unwillingness and regret of the college entrance examination, I decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination after I was admitted to the university. Yes, at the moment I was admitted, I decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Before I entered the university, I decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination and pursue my Bai Yueguang school.
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Choice is more important than hard work. This is a sentence that countless postgraduate students have been talking about. I have a neutral view on this sentence, or both are important! I decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination before I entered the university. After I entered the university, I have been paying attention to the postgraduate entrance examination information. When I was a freshman and a sophomore, I went to listen to many lectures on postgraduate entrance examination. Some are literate, some are sailing, and some are Chinese. I also went to the sharing meeting of my college. I have heard many other people's experiences. Choosing a school began in the summer vacation of my sophomore year. After going to college, my school in Bai Yueguang is no longer limited to those in my senior three. After the written examination for postgraduate entrance examination, the voice I heard the most was, Miao Dan, your goal is too high, and it is difficult for Chinese teachers. Before I took the exam, many people denied my choice. It seems that whenever people hear the word "Chinese teacher", they will say "Chinese teacher" with a smile. Yes, the students of China Normal University passed the college entrance examination and entered their own Bai Yueguang school. As for me, both the college entrance examination and the postgraduate entrance examination failed. It's too difficult. I doubt my IQ again.
Others think that Chinese teachers are not a very smart choice for me, but they have thought that choosing Chinese teachers is also a well-thought-out choice. What makes you judge my choice by your so-called correctness? Why should I deny my efforts for my Bai Yueguang for more than 200 days by saying that choice is more important than hard work? Why do people always like to impose what they think is right on others? And I am the kind of person who likes to go east when I am told to go west. Because of this character, my mother has been angry many times (my mother has never opposed my taking the Chinese teacher exam, and no parents have opposed her children going to higher schools).
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Why choose a Chinese teacher? Why choose China ancient literature?
As mentioned above, the Chinese teacher made his own decision after careful consideration. Before choosing a school, I decided my major. Judging from the present situation, a master's degree seems to be very popular. In the ranking of postgraduate entrance examination, you will find that there are more people taking the master's exam than the master's, and the master's enrollment is also more than the master's. The master can be a doctor. Studying for a master's degree can improve my teaching skills. Well, it is true that studying for a master's degree has many advantages, but I love it more. There are eight directions in China's language and literature (there seems to be more than one now). Judging from my college grades, there is little difference between linguistics and literature. The students around me thought that I would choose linguistics. Ha ha ha, unexpectedly, I chose literature. Among the three giants of modern and contemporary literature in China, ancient literature in China, world literature and comparative literature, I chose ancient literature in China. Why? How is it possible? I like ancient poetry. Every time I recite ancient poems, I have a headache, and I don't understand any of them. So, not because of ancient poetry, but just because I like the book A Dream of Red Mansions. Why do you like it? We'll talk later.
I didn't choose a school until I decided on my major. Under normal circumstances, people who choose literature will learn a little weaker in language, or learn more difficultly. But my interest in linguistics is the same as linguistics and literature, but I am too lazy to think about the knowledge points in linguistics. Because of this, I tend to pay equal attention to linguistics and literature in the examination subjects, and my writing ability is weak, so I should avoid writing subjects. Avoid pit lightning protection and check all my schools in Bai Yueguang. First of all, Beijing Normal University, very helpless, seems to have to take an examination of literary criticism writing; In addition, East China Normal University and the entrance examination subjects of East China Normal University directly scared me, and there were not many places for unified recruitment. The total score of specialized course 2 is 150, which is all about literary criticism and writing. I am very scared and discouraged. Then I met CUHK, and his real question directly dispelled my thoughts. The scope of the problem is very large, and the requirements for students' cultural literacy are quite high. In addition, he still has many places to be exempted from the examination, and he has to take the examination of literary criticism and writing (CUHK, a school I like from primary school, is doomed to miss); Then Jinan University, my Bai Yueguang school in high school, was the only university that didn't need military training. The campus is beautiful (I am a typical Yan Kong and pay great attention to the school environment). Jinan University also takes exams in linguistics and literature, but the questions of Jinan University are very flexible, and there are many places that are exempt from exams. Alas, I'm afraid again, and I don't have the courage to catch up with Bai Yueguang. Later, there was a Chinese teacher next door to Jinan University. Before the reform (unfortunately, the Chinese teacher didn't change the exam subjects for more than ten years, but he did when I took the exam), the Chinese teacher took the exam of comprehensive, linguistics and literature, which was just to my liking. It's not difficult. Compared with the basics, there is a difficulty in the real problem of linguistics for 20 years, but it is also something I have understood and done at the undergraduate stage, although the Chinese teacher has done similar problems. China Normal University does not discriminate against undergraduate background. Look at how friendly the schools in Bai Yueguang are. It seems that I still have a vision. In addition, my classmate is majoring in Chinese language and literature in China Normal University, so it is more convenient to ask some questions. At that time, I almost determined my target institution. In fact, in addition to the institutions mentioned above, I have also been to Zhejiang Normal University, Fujian Normal University, Guangxi Normal University, Guangzhou University, Chongqing University, Capital Normal University, Huazhong Normal University and Shaanxi Normal University, but I decided to choose a Chinese teacher based on my actual situation and my own advantages and disadvantages. So, don't deny my original choice. I have tried my best to make this choice.
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Everything is established in advance, and it is abolished if it is not foreseen.
After determining the target institution, I was not in a hurry to review. What's the hurry? The target institution was determined in the summer vacation of sophomore year. If I start reviewing now, my God, I will definitely give up halfway. After all, I am a person who pursues novelty. Just like the final exam, no matter how free I am before the motor week, I will wait until the motor week to officially start reviewing. It's a sense of ritual. Car week is called retrospection. Before reviewing, I did a lot of preparatory work, chopping wood and sharpening knives. Through various channels, I read the experience stickers of my predecessors, looked for a bibliography (the bibliography of China Normal University is completely different from that of my undergraduate course), and planned a review plan (all these preparations were completed in the last semester of my junior year, which was also the lowest period of my life. I spent this time with tears. At that time, I lost a lot of weight, and my face no longer looked so blessed. I had to prepare my teacher's qualification certificate during the depression period, and I admired myself at that time.
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Everything is ready, just do it.
My review plan began in March 2020. Marathon war really doesn't suit me. I long for novelty, and I like the new and hate the old. Therefore, the length of review time must be based on your own reality. A long time doesn't mean that I can be admitted, especially a person like me who likes the new and hates the old. However, 2020 is destined to be an extraordinary year. Before the winter vacation, I took my hard-earned money and signed up for the preferred class of an institution, but only for public classes. Why? My English is too poor, so why should I report politics? Now that you have applied for one subject, what's the harm of applying for another? Why not sign up for a professional course? I don't need it. My specialized courses are not very bad. The key is that I don't have money (I feel sorry for my money) and I don't enroll in professional courses. Another reason why Y spends money is to prevent herself from giving up halfway (it turns out that this is also a wise choice). I was thinking about reviewing when the second semester of junior year started, but the sudden epidemic broke my plan and I didn't wait for some news. During that time, I slept with a full stomach and woke up to play with my mobile phone, which was particularly boring. I never thought that the review for postgraduate entrance examination started when I was bored, and I began to remember English words. It seems that the time is 65438+2020128 October, and I just started to remember English words for one day. After waiting and waiting, I still didn't say that I would start school. I started reviewing professional courses in March. Boredom prompted me to study, and now I feel funny in retrospect.
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Enjoy the process.
Someone once asked me, is it difficult to take the postgraduate entrance examination? I said categorically that it was not difficult. Yes, it's not difficult, because this is the first time I have worked hard for myself. I was ignorant in the college entrance examination and lacked a certain understanding of many universities. There are a lot of Bai Yueguang, but I don't know much about it. During my college years, studying for scholarships was too utilitarian and I hated myself. Postgraduate entrance examination, in addition to making up for the regret of the college entrance examination, is more because I like it. I like a dream of red mansions, so I will like ancient literature, and these likes are nothing in the eyes of the secular. Someone told me that smart people go to the postgraduate entrance examination, because even if the postgraduate entrance examination fails, it will be good for the examination preparation. But I'm not a smart person. If I choose what I like, I will abandon some utilitarian things, and my life is short. Do what you like while you are young.
The time for preparing for the exam cured my insomnia, and I can always enjoy sweet sleepiness after reviewing every night. Of course, I occasionally suffer from insomnia, but rarely, it is rare for me to sleep peacefully for a period of time in life.
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There are always unexpected events in the sky.
Everything went step by step and the plan was completed on time. At this time, God played a joke on all the candidates who applied for Chinese Normal University. On September 18, 2020, the examination of Chinese Normal University was completely changed, from large comprehensive to small comprehensive, and the professional courses were also changed. Contemporary literature was added to the professional courses. At that time, there were three roads before me: one was to continue to adhere to China Normal University, the other was to change to a school with the same examination subjects and bibliography as before (such preparations were made before choosing a school, just in case), and the third was to give up directly. Well, I choose to lick the dog to the end.
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The result is not satisfactory.
Because of internship and love of sleeping, it seems more than enough to sprint in the last month. So when reviewing the second major course, I chose to recite the key points according to my years of experience. That's just the point I think, but the teacher doesn't think so. I don't think the point is, I think the impossible all appear in the form of big questions. Is this the rhythm that the sky is killing me? So, don't pick the point, don't guess the teacher, you can't guess.
I was at a loss when the results came out. Oh, my god, I actually exceeded the national line 12 points. I have estimated the score many times and think that I can't cross the national line. So I signed up for a school before the Spring Festival, which was the initial reason for my near collapse after I was admitted.
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It's hard to adjust.
I don't know why, I'm already working hard, and I still insist on taking the road of adjustment. Is it because you don't want to live up to your efforts in the past 200 days? Or do I really like ancient literature? I want to get closer to her and study her. Now I don't know why, but there is an invisible force in my heart telling me to adjust. However, it is not easy to adjust. The score is not high or low, and the literature is not enough. Every year, the gods fight. How can a mortal beat a fairy? As Mr. Chun said to himself at the beginning, I don't know if you will choose such an enthusiastic adjustment later. To tell the truth, I was really tired later. Fortunately, what Jingtong said to me on the balcony that night strengthened my adjustment heart.
What exactly did I say? It slipped my mind. I said it was possible to have a second interview offline, and then Jing Tong helped me look at the tickets.
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After the admission, I was just happy for a while.
After admission, I was really happy for a while, really just for a while, and then there was endless trouble. First of all, whether to go to graduate school means I have to pay 8000 yuan as penalty. However, it is difficult for the family's economic situation to come up with a penalty of 8,000 yuan at once. For this 8,000 yuan penalty, I made an appointment with the school's lawyer consultant, consulted the teachers of the school employment office, and asked the leaders of the contracted schools if they could reduce the penalty. For this 8000 yuan penalty, I was depressed for a day and delayed filling in the employment information. I really want to slap myself for this fine of 8 thousand. When signing the contract, my dad told me, what if I am admitted to China Normal University? Dad said he would be fined, but I didn't get into China Normal University. In those days, I wandered between study and employment every day, even consulting the school psychologist and consulting online. I remember the school psychologist told me that you should be clear about what you want, give yourself a score, or study in World War II, because going to work now is not what you want. Of course I know what I want, but what I want is very difficult, and the process is very difficult. In retrospect, the hardest thing during this period was my roommate. Listen to me every day. I am a machine dedicated to spreading anxiety. If I could go back in time, I wouldn't sign this contract. I regret it. I want to cry every day and sleep late. Only in this way can I paralyze myself.
I made up my mind to go to graduate school because of a chat with Jing Tong. In late May, Jing Tong talked about my work. I couldn't help crying when I was talking. I said that countless people asked me why I wanted to work in that place. I have explained it countless times, and I don't want to say it. Jing Tong said, Miao Dan, I just want to know what you want from the perspective of friends. Of course I know what I want, but it's hard. At noon that day, we talked for a long time. Jing Tong said, don't change your mind because of others. For example, how much can she earn by going to work as soon as she graduates? Can you guarantee to find a boyfriend to get married as soon as you graduate and go to work? As some people say, applying for graduate students does not mean that you can find a better job, but you can increase your knowledge and broaden your horizons. You're accepted. Go and study. Your family all agree to let you study, but you just don't want to leave any regrets. A fine of 8,000 yuan is indeed a bit high. If you are really in trouble, I can lend it to you first. This is my own money. There's no hurry. Later, I talked about finding a job and finding a part-time job during the summer vacation. It was Jing Tong who recommended me an APP to find a job. In fact, regarding the liquidated damages, not only Jing Tong extended a helping hand to me, but also Mr. Xiao Qing and Deputy Secretary Liang, all of whom I remember! Finally, I had the cheek to ask my father for money. This is the first time I asked my father for money.
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Write it at the end
In fact, during the postgraduate entrance examination, I also thought about giving up many times. However, whenever I think of the letter of admission and the copy of my circle of friends when I was admitted, I persist. Every time I am depressed, I write it in the review materials. Just write it out, I can't spread negative energy to my classmates who are taking the postgraduate entrance examination. It often rains in September 2020, but the sun still rises the next morning. At this time, I felt that the difficulties would always pass, just like the weather. After the rainstorm, it will be sunny. Just stick to it and you will arrive. After I changed my examination subjects, I was still very confused about whether to change my major, which was less competitive than ancient literature in eight directions. In the end, I didn't change. First, I am afraid to take the old road of university. Second, I only like ancient literature.
After the retest line of China Normal University came out, I often said that it was useless to like it. For example, if I applied for a major, I would have entered China Normal University. This sentence has been said for a long time. I wonder if my roommates will get tired of listening to my complaints every day?
After the proposed admission list of China Normal University came out, I actually cried and sobbed in a low voice like after the postgraduate entrance examination. I don't understand why I cried then. Why did you cry without even entering the second interview? Harm, in fact, I hope that the second interview will be brushed, so let me go all the way, okay? Maybe what you can't get is the best.