Jane can't forget that cold season for a long time.
A person in a strange city, a strange place. Jane looked up at the sky divided by criss-crossing wires. People in a hurry walked past her, and those reinforced concrete forests had long been blurred in waste gas and dust. She stood alone at the gate of the subway station, looking at the office building not far away, and her heart suddenly became desolate. The company is about to carry out a project to transfer her to D city, and she thinks she can never go back.
When she broke up with Change Lu, she said that she would leave D City and never want to come back.
After a year, I didn't expect to go around again and return to the place where I started. Jane has no expectations in her heart. The place that once made her black and blue and desperate to escape, finally met again. However, it's best not to say goodbye after the person who once loved has said goodbye.
In fact, in a person's life, there are some unspeakable secrets, irreparable regrets, unrealized dreams, indelible memories and unforgettable old friends. The past is the cruelest thing, and we can't forget it. It always touches a nerve, and the pain is deep in my memory.
But even if you can't forget, some people are destined to belong to the past, and it is now that grasps the time. People in the past can't bring the future.
Change Lu belongs to the past, and Jane knows it.
02
When Jane returned to D City, she only told a few close friends around her. She doesn't want too many people to know the news. She and Lu Yi have too many friends, and those countless relationships will betray her.
In the third month after returning to D City, Change Lu still knows the news about Jane. One day after work, Jane saw Change Lu downstairs in the company. At the moment she saw him, she subconsciously turned and left, avoiding Change Lu. He's in hot pursuit. What if she runs away? Where else could she go? There is always nowhere to run.
Jane burst into tears. Change Lu panicked and asked her, "Do you want to see me so much?"
Jane blushed and asked Change Lu, "If you know, why did you show up?"
Change Lu hugged Jane as before. "Don't cry, see if you are wronged."
Jane pushed him away. "That's enough. Can you go out? We won't meet again. "
Change Lu spread out his hand awkwardly and whispered, "Can we go back in time?"
Jane smiled and said, "I didn't go back to D City for you. We are impossible. "
Because of love, so refuse ...
People are always so selfish that they can't forgive others or themselves. Isn't that what people do? They love thoroughly, hate thoroughly, and there is no room for redemption.
03
Jane asked her friend, "If he leaves at your lowest point, will you accept him when you come back?" If he didn't accept the worst of you, would you still give him a chance? "
The friend shook his head.
Before Jane and Change Lu broke up, Jane went through a period of great depression. At that time, the projects operated by the company were in urgent need of manpower, and they worked overtime in the front line every day. There is no overtime pay, only tasks that can never be completed. Jane's grandmother is seriously ill in bed, too. Jane goes to the hospital to take care of her after work every day. Sleep very little every day, and the whole person is on the verge of nervous breakdown. Lu Yi left Jane alone because she was away from work.
Several times, Jane cried and called Change Lu, but they were all hung up. He was either busy or forgot to reply. Once Change Lu answered the phone and said to Jane, "Xiaoxi, we are playing a killing game. We are all new colleagues. I must blend in with everyone. You should be good. " At that moment, she suddenly found that the affection between them was irreparable, and she didn't even want to quarrel with him.
Jane asked Change Lu if she would marry her. Change Lu said he couldn't make a decision, he had to listen to his family. Houses and cars are all bought at home. Even if you get married, you won't give Jane a bride price. The house and car have nothing to do with her. Jane asked him, "Then what do I want you to do?" Change Lu said, "If I have nothing, will you still follow me?" Jane didn't answer him, but simply said, "Let's break up."
After two people have been together for so long, Jane understands him every time, but this time, Jane doesn't want to understand and can't understand.
04
That time, Change Lu didn't keep Jane. Maybe during that time, he kept wavering and didn't insist.
Then, no matter what regrets, or what regrets. This is irreversible. ...
After all, when Jane needed him most, he didn't give her the courage to stick to it. When everything gets better, Jane doesn't need him anymore.
Once loved, after all, only once.
Love is always beautiful at the beginning. Then what happened, but it had a different ending.
Fortunately, love is not everything. Fortunately, nothing is love.
Some people appear in life, and how many sweet memories he gives you, he will personally destroy everything that was originally beautiful.
Originally thought, reluctant, unable to let go, can not forget.
In the end, I ended all my illusions in disappointment with him.
He once gave you great happiness, but love is a hollow reputation. ...