In fact, many enterprises are doing well on the surface, but their internal problems are also very chaotic! So don't worry too much about some problems, just do your job!
Don't say that when you graduate from a technical school, it is the time when those undergraduates or even graduate students in our school go to the job fair. Some recruiters don't look at each other at all, and we can't help it, because the initiative is in their hands, and society is like this. Sometimes we have to learn to be patient, so it doesn't matter what others think of us. The most important thing is that we should respect ourselves! Since our environment and things around us cannot be changed, we must change ourselves, change ourselves!
You don't have to hesitate and suffer. Since you have no experience and capital, it must be more difficult to do business. Don't think about things you are not sure about, let alone do them! Either don't do it or do the best!
Everyone has pressure, such as study pressure, employment pressure, interpersonal pressure and so on. You're not alone in fighting the pressure! Everyone is like this. As for hard work, it is also reasonable. You can really hone yourself without paying!
In your present situation, the possibility of going out to develop by yourself is almost zero. In this case, if you can't find other better jobs, don't worry at the original company! If I just said that your environment and people or things around you can't be changed, then change yourself, make great achievements and win glory for the company, and then see who dares to look down on you! ! ! Fight for your own life, your own struggle and your own reputation ~!
Many of my high school classmates are junior college students, and they were recruited in their sophomore year. Some of them are in the same situation as you. You should know that this is a * * * problem, not a single problem. You are not alone! In this way, your stress may be reduced a lot!
As for signing the contract, it is very important. It is best to discuss with the main person in charge of the company! This kind of thing must not be delayed!
You want to go out and accumulate experience by yourself, which is good! This process is what you must go through in the future! But I don't feel right now. Everyone is afraid of failure. Will there be success if there is failure? Be brave to try! Confidence is very important! Always prepare for the worst and do your best. Since you have even thought of the worst result, what are you afraid of?
I think you should stay in your company for the time being. It may be painful for you, but going out by yourself without experience may not have a good result. There are difficulties to overcome. You should always keep a good attitude. If you have a good attitude, most things around us should be acceptable to us. You don't have to be confined to the company. You have time and experience to learn about things outside, which will also increase your experience. It's not too late to go out for development after being fully prepared. Youth is capital! ! !
You are still so young, you should make long-term plans, and never act rashly or arbitrarily! ! !
Wish you success! ! !