At the age of fourteen, I am lonely and helpless. But suddenly looking back, I found that the dark clouds above the haze no longer existed. I will smile and take the road seriously.
-Inscription on the road of youth, I don't know if I lost to time. After all, it goes too fast. But I've been taking my foot seriously.
I am hated by others. When I was in the first grade. I was inexplicably blacklisted by several girls I didn't know, and then I found me at school and said, "Don't be so arrogant."
Sometimes I surf the Internet and get several messages like "I hate you so much" inexplicably.
I don't know what I did wrong to make them hate me so much.
As I said, I have been taking this road seriously.
I was sad for a long time because they didn't like it. Even when I meet someone, I ask "am I really bored", and then I am confused about convenience.
Some people have talked to me, such as children and ray.
They said, "No, you are cute."
The children said, "Don't look at what others think. We like you. We think you are cute. Why should you listen to what others think of you? "
Well, son, yes, that's right. Why should I listen to what others say about me?
Ray said, "Do you know why you are so tired? Because you live for others to see. We have to show ourselves alive, you know? "
Yeah, I know. Live for yourself.
We don't have to live for others, do we? Just be happy and don't care what others think, right? They just don't know you, do they?
When Mr. Wei's family made up the lessons, Mr. Wei said that I was a child who would never grow up, too emotional and too simple.
Well, I won't grow up.
No one wants to grow up, but no one can refuse to grow up. I don't know whether I have grown up at the age of fourteen, but I still want to continue eating candied haws in the street and secretly holding lollipops in class. I still want to cry like a child when I am sad.
When surfing the Internet the day before yesterday, someone suddenly left a message on my space message board.
This is written by a girl one year older than me. It says:
"Junior, ha ha, I didn't think I would call you that, and so do you. I used to be as naive as you. I loved fighting and never regretted it. At one time, I even hated you and thought you were artificial, but I know very well that everyone is not qualified to judge anyone, because we have never been in that position, never know everything inside, and never understand the situation of others.
I am about to graduate, and three years of junior high school will soon pass. I have experienced a lot like you, from parallel classes to key classes. From being disliked by others to being blessed by others. From a naive child, to know how to feel everyone, know the hardships of parents, know the value of friendship, and know the honor of the class.
Now I cherish my time with my friends, junior. Let's go Remember what you said. I hold my original dream in my hand. How can I go back to the place I want to go most? So come on.
Senior sister wishes you happiness. "
Leng pulled in front of the computer for a long time, and finally covered her mouth and cried.
This is recognized, isn't it? It's finally recognized.
Well, I argued with her about why she didn't like me and what I did wrong, and then I realized that I had always lived my true self and others didn't like it, right?
I'm a little flattered that she changed her mind.
Yes, senior. I will refuel, I will refuel and do everything best. I will never change my truest self because of other people's opinions.
I will try my best to show my brightest self next semester.
Well, thank you, senior. I will make myself very happy. I also hope that seniors can get into a good high school and be happy all the time.
I know, you should take the road under your feet seriously. No matter what others think of you, you can pull it sincerely.
I won't change my true self just because others say I don't like it.
Well, I will take the road carefully and will not give up halfway.
Maybe many things will backfire, but as long as we stick to our truest selves, we can fulfill our dreams, right?
-P.S.