Hearing this, Qiqi grabbed my collar and said, "Why are you like her?" ?
Although we are different in appearance and gender, Kiki and I are quite similar.
For example, she and I both belong to the "diligent" generation. They have some talents in their own professional fields and are willing to work hard for them. Sometimes, we can also hear some praise and affirmation from the outside world, but the major of "Broadcasting and Hosting" is different from most majors and needs others to choose.
Kiki and I have some talents, but we are no exception. Not to mention the crouching tiger, hidden dragon society, even the small world of universities, we have not reached the highest stage.
I didn't pass the preliminary contest of Mandarin in my freshman year. Although the teacher sent me a long message explaining the reason, I still feel bitter about it. Like a hot soldering iron, I'm about to use my fists and turn it into all kinds of peerless ice blades. Unexpectedly, a cold water poured down, leaving only some thick smoke, which eventually broke into pieces.
I was walking in the playground that night and met Kiki. When she saw me, she barely pulled out a smile and her eyes were full of hidden loneliness.
At that time, a strange feeling emerged from my heart. At least in school, Kiki and I are the same.
Time always claims to heal all wounds. I don't think those really deep memories will never fade with time, but time is still passing, more wind, frost, rain and snow sting the heart, and new pain replaces the center of gravity.
So much for the rest of my life. Sophomore and junior have changed their teachers and subjects, but they are still willing to study hard.
At some point in my junior year, an audition team of the host came to the school for selection. Then a classmate said to me, "You know the teacher likes you very much. Will you tell us when you leave?"
Theoretically, this seems to be something to be proud of, but my heart is only inexplicably sad. Well, I have to please others to continue.
Since then, I have never participated in any competition, and I have made a choice between my favorite hobby and my favorite major.
I don't know what Kiki thought, but later, I didn't seem to see her participate in any competition.
The last year of college is an internship. She said that she wanted to stay for half a year, have fun and relax, and also elaborated some plans for her future.
I don't know about this, just occasionally like it in my circle of friends or make a phone call.
A person's life will always go through some stages. For example, when they were young, they were willing to play around mercilessly, hated sleeping in, and turned a deaf ear to the inculcation of their families. For example, when I was in college, I always tried my best to change the world and the times. Fang Bi said that after graduation, the broad road ahead seems to be all avenues and all seem to be dead ends.
I called Kiki several times when I was in Zhejiang. I wanted to complain about her, but it always turned out that she complained about me.
As the general public, what we have experienced is actually the same. How many people think they are brilliant, but in the mighty torrent, they just cross the river, Qian Qian and Qian Qian.
Last September, I went back to Chengdu to meet Kiki for dinner. Her appearance has completely changed. Her short hair, which she had kept for several years, was gone, and her long hair reached her waist.
Talking about the current situation seems to be far from my dream, but it is not as bad as I imagined when I was confused. She said that at least my salary can be guaranteed and I can live well in Chengdu.
Come in a hurry, go in a hurry, and meet again. After all, it is good to really laugh.
Now that I think about it, maybe I should be grateful for the time when I was rejected, just like the song "indifferent person, thank you for looking down on me." Of course, we are not dazzling at the moment, just like a screw, rotating quietly.
Only occasionally do I see the stage I once dreamed of, only to find that the red soldering iron spilled by a pot of cold water has not actually gone out. No matter where you are, you will always show your true colors inadvertently.
Maybe it's a casual look when watching TV, maybe it's a smile after hearing a certain sound, maybe it's everything you do.
How proud I am to see Kiki, and I expect Kiki to look at me in the same way.