Fifty-five years of care, watching the love of life.

If you believe in love, this story will bring warmth; On the contrary, this story will bring faith.

Marginal division

Li Danni's father, Li Shuhua, is an overseas Chinese from Thailand whose ancestral home is Meixian County, Guangdong Province. As a child, Li Shuhua returned to his motherland for education. When I was studying in Meizhou Middle School, I made friends with Lin Fengmian from the same school. After the Revolution of 1911, Lin Fengmian Organization 130 Meizhou youth went out to see the world. Li Shuhua sneaked out without telling his family and went to work and study in France with his fellow villagers.

1926, Li Shuhua married a French woman, and returned to Beijing in the same year as the director of the Music Department of Beijing Institute of Nationalities and Arts. He sighed with Lin Fengmian and Qiao Haifeng, and his heart was full of bitterness. They have been in love for almost two years, but he has been afraid to tell his mother. He knew that his mother always wanted her future daughter-in-law to have a high degree and a decent job, but Li Chen didn't have this condition at all. Once their love affair is made public, it will inevitably lead to a "family civil war." During that time, he was forced by his mother to go on blind dates every week. He had to ask Li Chen for help: "If you don't show up at home, I will be at a loss!" Things. 1927 On May 24th, her only daughter was born in Beijing, named Li, and her French name was Dany. Later, Li Shuhua moved to Hangzhou with Lin Fengmian and continued to teach in the Music Department of West Lake Art Institute.

1In September, 953, Yuan Dibao, a native of Shanghang, Fujian, entered Zhejiang Medical College and became the first batch of public health students after the founding of New China. His Russian teacher is Li Danni. 1950 graduated from the Foreign Languages Department of Zhejiang University, and he is proficient in English, French, Russian, German and Chinese. This beautiful hybrid is one year older than Yuan Dibao. They all have big bright and clever eyes. They left a friendly and tacit impression on each other as soon as they met. As a monitor and representative of Russian class, Yuan Dibao got full marks in every Russian exam. Dany was impressed by his diligence and Excellence, and he was impressed by Dany's professionalism.

Li Danni said: "We have a lot of contact. I often find him. At that time, we already felt that we were very similar. We are one person. " Yuan Dibao recalled: "We have the same religious beliefs. In addition, she often brings me dictionaries, reference books and even daily necessities ... sweaters and the like, and she knitted me ... that's enough. White sweater. I am very touched. We were all poor children at that time. "

destiny

Li Danni is petite, but stubborn, so he won't give in easily when looking for reasons. 1on March 5, 953, Stalin passed away and all parts of China mourned solemnly. At the commemorative event held by Zhejiang Medical College, everyone wore a black veil, but Li Danni said, "Why should I wear it? There are no dead people in my family. " Raise your hand and shout slogans many times during the activity. Some students are afraid that she will get into trouble, so raise your hand.

1955 At the beginning of August, due to the adjustment of domestic universities, Yuan cut the meat neatly and sliced it. Finally, Liu Kai returned home with ten catties of meat and his mother. On the way, his mother teased him and said, "Your boy has a good eye. That girl is a famous branch flower in the village, called Fu, and she also works in Wuhan. " All the suitors lined up from the head of the village to the end of the village. "The Department of Health of Zhejiang Medical College where Bao is located will be merged into Chengdu West China Medical College. Before he left, Li Danni vaguely saw that Yuan Dibao had something on his mind.

Li Danni said, "At that time, I already thought he had something to do. Later, during the internship, Lin Shu heard the news that Song Yu had gone abroad. Dare to tell me, I am afraid that I am sad, it must be like this. " Sitting under the hibiscus tree, Yuan Dibao said gloomily: Before he left home, he had married his sister's colleague Huang Xiuxue under the pressure of his sister. At the same time, Li Danni also knows that Yuan Dibao will go to Chengdu soon.

Li Danni's first reaction was that she had no right to base her happiness on another woman's misfortune. "While others were not paying attention, she tore down the photo with trembling hands. From then on, that photo became her most precious thing, and she wore it next to her body. Later, when she came back from England, the first thing she did was to enlarge this one-inch black-and-white photo to life-size and hang it in her room. I can't accept the happiness of others. "

When Yuan Dibao was about to leave Hangzhou for Chengdu,1On August 5th, 955, they took a group photo in Su Causeway, which was the last reunion left by their youthful appearance.

wait for

However, neither the verbal "breakup" nor the real separation actually cooled their feelings.

They write to each other every day, and each letter is at least 2000 words. In order to save money, they saved enough letters for a week and sent them together.

"I love you passionately. I miss you as much as you love me day and night. I am depressed for you and pray for your love. In order to get your love, I would rather die ... I pray that God will give it to us, give it to us, give it to us. " This is a letter written by Yuan Dibao under the pillar lamp in the park on the night of September 1955.

It is said that love is selfish, but even if they love each other deeply, even if Yuan Dibao's marriage is more out of obedience to his sister, he never thought about divorce and remarriage, and Li Danni never thought about asking him to divorce.

After a period of time from 65438 to 0956, Sweet Tang thought he would forget Zhou Haoyang slowly, but his smile became clearer and clearer. One day, Sweet Tang was crying on his desk. Cousin closed the door and took out a bulging file cover for her. At the end of March, Li Danni decided to talk to the leaders of Zhejiang Medical College. At this time, she has been a teaching assistant in the school for six years, and the salary of 60 yuan has been paid for six years. Li Danni is a young woman living in New China. She grew up in an atmosphere of loving the country, and she is also eager for progress. She wants to ask, where is her future? But the leader said, "We always feel that you are such a person, and you really have no political consciousness", which made her understand her situation. Originally, it was for a hope. As a result, Li Danni suddenly decided to leave. When she got home, she told her mother that she wanted to leave here and go back to France. It's just that she never imagined that it would be 55 years before she could see Yuan Dibao again.

Li Danni has never been in love or married since she returned to France. She said: "There is only one boy in my heart, and that is Yuan Dibao."

stubborn

1July, 956 12, Li Danni and her mother arrived in Marseille, France. Unexpectedly, their relatives disliked them when they came back from China. The life of the mother and daughter is very difficult. Li Danni got a diploma in shorthand and typing in one year, and was hired by a company on July 1957+0, where he worked continuously for 17 years. 1960, Li Danni was granted French nationality.

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In China, from June 65438 to July 0957, Yuan Dibao graduated from Chengdu West China Medical College and was assigned to work in Xiamen Health and Epidemic Prevention Station.

After Li Danni arrived in France, he kept close correspondence with Yuan Dibao. 1959- 196 1 year, China experienced three years of economic difficulties. It was in this year that she and he were the most beautiful season, and they just entered the university. He is a child from a remote rural area, and so is she. In three years, three boys of Yuan Dibao were born one after another. In the correspondence with Yuan Dibao, I learned about the living conditions of the Yuan family. Although Yuan Dibao refused, Li Danni continued to buy milk powder, biscuits, clothes and toys. And sent to Xiamen in the name of French company delivery.

Shortly after returning to Beijing, Wu Naihu was sent to Anxian County near Hefei City. In the years when the two places separated, his feelings with Huang Meijuan, who was still in the northeast countryside, quickly warmed up. The name of the letter ranges from "Comrade Huang Meijuan" to "Comrade Meijuan" and then to "Meijuan". Knowing that Wu Naihu had no socks to wear, Huang Meijuan sent her sister-in-law's thread gloves from Shanghai, and only then did she open them and weave them into socks and send them to Wu Naihu in Hefei. "I can't tell them who this is. Sometimes my wife will be surprised to see me reading letters and English letters hard. I just revealed some news. This is my Russian teacher, who is very kind to me. I still have the wool vest. I didn't say anything about our relationship. "

In this regard, Li Danni was very calm: "He is still very happy and has a happy family. I sometimes wonder if he will be better off if I marry him. "

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On June 8th, 20 10, Yan Min Jr. gave birth to the third prize for Zhang Hai. 8 kg healthy boy. 1966 In the summer, Li Danni received an anonymous letter from Hongkong. The letter said, "Stop writing, you are hurting people." Li Danni knew at a glance that this refers to Yuan Dibao. She was afraid of the unfortunate consequences, so she stopped communicating at once.

Until 1976, Li Danni couldn't help but write to the former site of the epidemic prevention station again. At this point, the epidemic prevention station has moved away, and the letter was quickly returned because "there is no such person". This is the only letter that Li Danni left for himself and addressed to Yuan Dibao: "... I opened your letter on May 2, 19651KLOC-0, which seems to be our last correspondence ... I hesitated for a long time and finally decided to write this short message to you. I hope you can understand ... "

Li Danni also returned to China three times in 1980, 1986 and 2000, but failed to find Yuan Dibao. After that, Li Danni gave up: "I thought at that time, forget it, he must have a good life and a big child. What would he think if I suddenly appeared? "

Chong Feng

In the 1970s, Yuan Dibao also wrote seven or eight letters to Li Danni, all of which were returned. "I thought she would go to Marseille and Paris to work, and the address has changed. I don't believe it was a few minutes later that Zhuo Ya met Blue City in a small garden on the street. He is holding a little girl of two or three years old. She looks a little more vicissitudes than before, but she dresses like a successful boss. Seeing her coming, the man smiled and said, "I bought a bag." Let's have a try. " He put the biscuits in the hot water cup on the table. After a few seconds, the biscuit softened, and he carefully fed it to the woman. , embarrassed smile. Short-lived ghost, she must still be here and will write to me. "

/kloc-0 In March, 994, Huang Xiuxue suffered from oral cancer and died eight months later. From then on, Yuan Dibao lived alone for 13 years. He laughed at himself for being a "third-class citizen" ―― I should have guessed, thought and believed when I read the manuscript paper. Every detail in this book is so similar! "Waiting for sleep and death. "Colleagues, sisters and nephews advised me to find another wife. But I firmly refused. I still miss you today, and it still hurts. Hehe, maybe it's because he's not around. I miss you, but not in the past, but now. Sometimes I miss you so much that I can't breathe. Finally, I gradually calmed down, accepted it quietly, remembered it quietly, forgot it quietly, and hated you quietly. My friend asked me if I would still consider it. After all, you have been pure and persistent for so many years. I said stop talking. If one day, he turns back, and so does the persistent person I have been waiting for. I will laugh so much, cry so wantonly, and smile so brilliantly, so that he can understand that this girl who once wanted to protect has spent a period of time waiting for a promise, but in exchange for an apology, we are not suitable, and maybe I don't deserve a smooth answer. Now that I think about it, you may really be doing it for me. France has a relative. "

During the Spring Festival of 20 10, Yuan Dibao's sister's son accidentally mentioned Yuan Dibao's love affair with a Russian female teacher when he was young. This is the first time that his daughter-in-law Ouyang Luying heard about it. "I asked dad, why didn't you write to her again? He said that he is over 80 years old, and I don't know if he is still there. All the letters he sent before have been returned. I said, try again. He didn't say whether to write or not, so he went upstairs to sleep. " In fact, everyone saw that Yuan Dibao's room was lit all night.

On March 3, 2065 438 1 day and April 20654381day, Yuan Dibao sent two exploratory letters with the same content to Li Danni who didn't know if he was still alive. There are four sentences in it: "Dear Dany, may God bless you with health and longevity, and may God bless you with health and longevity. Please write to me. An inexplicable sadness will always miss your Yuan Di treasure. " Li Danni got it this time!

Li Danni smiled from the bottom of his heart: "At the airport, I saw him from a distance, holding 55 roses in his hand. I began to get nervous in my heart, and then I said to myself, move on. He came up to me and we hugged each other without saying a word ... "

This is the hand in hand again after a lapse of 55 years:1In September, 953, Li Danni and Yuan Dibao fell in love, which was at the prime of life; 1August, 955, Lao Yan flew away and looked across the sea. In the spring of 20 10, Yuan Dibao sent two letters with the same content from Xiamen, with only four sentences, so that Li Danni, who had been single, flew to his lover from Lyon, France, and resumed his frontier. This deep feeling of crossing Eurasia for more than half a century, until the sunset filled the sky, finally sailed into the harbor of home.

Love is watching.