Qianfeng is a good girl

Memories always come to mind unconsciously like spring water. No matter how hard I try to suppress it, I can't suppress it, but it is stronger. I won't stop until I burst into tears and beat my chest. I stayed where I was, thinking about Qianfeng again and again. Qianfeng is a good girl. I was a freshman that year and was an ordinary student in a university. With the mentality that "dota is poor for three generations, online games ruin your life, and self-study every day will make you a Gao Fushuai". Proverbs Insist on attending classes every day and taking self-study classes. That time, in retrospect, was really beautiful. You don't have to run around every day, you usually study quietly, and life is very easy. Study hard every day to lay the foundation for what I am doing now. There is no shortage of that in universities now, but instead of talking about ideals every night and playing cards late into the night, it is better to live through the night. From the first time I indulged my fear of my new job to my current habit, I felt numb, without youth, only full of money. Only when I think of Qianfeng once in a while can I be less numb and have a sobering awakening. Occasionally I think of Dadong, who is one of my roommates and my confidant and best friend. The word confidant is rarely used now. At that time, it was really appropriate to describe my relationship with Dadong. Unlike me, he spends most of his spare time studying professional courses, always moving from one thing to another. Why can you become bosom friends? Maybe we all know that "everyone has his own way of life." After drinking a glass of wine, my memory becomes more and more blurred, and several memories between Qianfeng and me emerge in my mind. The first time we met was at the end of my freshman year. Dadong and I both took the internship written test. Only those who pass can enter the next round of interview. The location of the exam is surprisingly set in a hotel, which is indeed an internship opportunity on the tall. Dadong's family came to accompany him in the exam, as if he were going to a party after the exam. Give me a candidate whose parents are waiting to go home after the college entrance examination. To show our seriousness, Dadong and I arrived early, but it was too early, so we had to sit in the hotel and wait. After a while, a girl who claimed to be a waiter brought me and Dadong two glasses of water. I saw that she was petite and naive. I really don't feel that she is a waiter. At that time, I stared at the little girl, and she blushed at once. I turned away with embarrassment. "Do you know the story of Toyotomi Hideyoshi?" She suddenly asked us, I know, I was just about to say. Dadong smiled and said to her, "We don't know. Tell me about it! " "Well, I tell you two, Toyotomi Hideyoshi has two younger brothers, one is Toyotomi Yuanji and the other is Toyotomi Gillette. The three of them are rare triplets, and they all look the same. The story of Toyotomi Hideyoshi in history is actually created by these three people. " Hearing this aroused my interest. Is this a new discovery in history? Then, she went on to say, "Later, the three of them won, but the three brothers began to disagree. In the end, Toyotomi Hideyoshi killed Toyotomi Yuanji and Toyotomi Gillette ... "At this point, Dadong next to him was already in high spirits. I looked at him doubtfully. "Do you really believe in Toyotomi Yuanji and Toyotomi Geely? I am still lucky! Everyone is obviously a heroic generation, but she has turned her into a huge emotional and ethical drama. " Dadong told me that I turned to look at the little girl. With a playful expression, I explained, "My name is Qian Feng, and I'm going to Uncle Dong's party with my father today. I am bored. Come and see you two. " I still remember what Qianfeng looked like at that time. The three of us started chatting there and had a good time. From the chat, I know that Qianfeng will go to senior three after the summer vacation. Recently, my parents have been urging me to study every day, and I am free to come out and breathe fresh air today. I told her at that time, whose high school was not like this, and then stuck to it. In fact, I really have been playing during the summer vacation of Grade Two, but what can I do? That's all I can tell Qianfeng! After the exam is about to begin, Qianfeng reluctantly left us, really step by step. I wanted to laugh at that time, but I couldn't see it. Now I really want to see more of Qian Feng's reluctance. The written test started as expected, but it didn't end as expected. I can't do almost all the questions, and what's even weirder is Da Dongcan. I am puzzled by his writing style in the examination room. He occasionally looked up at me and smiled, which made me suddenly have an impulse to hit him. So the exam ended. I'm sitting in a hotel a little depressed and want to go back to school in the afternoon. Dadong has gone to the party and people are waiting for him in high spirits. There was no one outside the examination room when I finished the college entrance examination. I think keeping my family waiting will make me more nervous. But looking at Dadong's performance today, can it bring good luck to let his family wait outside for the exam? Just when I was fantasizing unrealistically, Qianfeng suddenly jumped in front of me. She touched my head and gently said to me, "don't be sad, little friend, you failed the exam." There will be another time. Try again next time! " The appearance and tone of "thousands of maple, suddenly make me happy. Then, she sat down and said to me, "I feel that you who are studying technology in universities should not waste so much time on these boring internships, but should strive for perfection in what you have learned." "Only in this way can we build the motherland better in the future!" I think Qianfeng is so cute. At this moment, her cell phone rang, and it was her father. I vaguely heard her father ask her where she had gone in the blink of an eye. She said to the phone, "I went to play, but I won't go to your boring party when I get out." I have told my mother, so leave me alone. Don't worry. Goodbye! "Say that finish, buckle the phone." Come on, follow me to climb the mountain. I just saw a mountain beside the hotel. Come on, follow me to climb the mountain! "

Talking, he took me away. I was still wondering what was going on, and Qianfeng took me away. Qianfeng is so cute, that kind of cuteness is not that kind of stupidity. In later cognition, I feel that this is actually an optimistic temperament in Qianfeng. Optimism in the face of difficulties. That summer, although it was Dadong who got a part-time job, not me, I was invited by Qianfeng to be her mentor. Although the salary is not as good as that of Dadong, the key is that when Dadong is busy becoming a dog, I can eat ice cream and sing songs leisurely. I'm still very satisfied. It is easy to tutor a clever child like Qian Feng. Basically, she can understand everything I say in seconds. The problem is that she doesn't have to study at all. Every time I go to her house, Qianfeng is alone at home. I like this state very much, because if her parents always watch me teach, I feel bad. But with the continuation of my tutor career, I feel strange to my family who have never seen Qianfeng once. One day, I chewed a peach sent by Qianfeng and said to Qianfeng, who was watching Zhen Xuan, "Why can't you see your family?" Where is your mother? ""My mother died when she gave birth to me. " She speaks easily and keeps her eyes fixed on the TV. Sitting next to me, I was scared out of a sweat because of this sentence. I remember when we first met, she mentioned her mother. "You don't be afraid, I'm not crazy. I grew up without a mother, laughed at by other children and went home crying. My dad saw that I was so sad that he told me that if there was anything I insisted on doing in the future, just say that your mother agreed. So whatever he does, he will definitely let me do it. "She still didn't look at me." I was scared to sweat, but this bug is really good! "I smiled and said to her," Oh, do you really think this privilege is a good thing? " Say that finish, she gave me a hard white. I also felt that I had said something wrong in an instant, so I kept silent. "When I was a child, my father never took the initiative to tell me what to do, but only told me what to do when I found myself too wrong to change. I didn't know how to rely on someone since I was a child. So I'm not habitually dependent on others like you. Don't rely on mom, okay, let's call it a day. Be careful on the road. "Listening to her shows that she is strong enough not to need a mother, but I can still feel that I touched the softest point in her heart. On my way home, I passed a bridge with a broken lamp, accidentally ran over a stone and fell down. Because this bridge opening seldom leaves at ordinary times, I have been lying on the ground for a long time, and my mind is full of thousands of maple. So the summer vacation was over and Qianfeng returned to boarding school to continue his studies. I continue to live a life that I can only get up by kicking the bed board on the lower bunk every day. I like this harmless life, reading books lazily in the library, drinking coffee in the small coffee shop at school and chatting with my schoolmates who work part-time there. Occasionally, I will receive a text message from Qianfeng asking if there is anything new around me. Novelty can only happen to Dadong, and it can never happen to me. Dadong occasionally talks to me about Qianfeng. " Did you know Qianfeng was expelled from school before? "Dadong asked me." No, Qianfeng didn't tell me. ""In the school before Qianfeng, what her class teacher advocated very much was to respect the teacher. Yes, teachers should be respected. However, this respect has changed in their class. In order to show respect for the teacher, the whole class helped the teacher buy rice and fetch water. Qianfeng told me that class one worships their teacher like a bodhisattva, and they think it is a respect for the teacher. Their teacher is very happy. But criticized Qian Feng for doing nothing. Qianfeng was anxious at that time, saying that everyone in his class was a group of slaves. The teacher was also anxious. When he went to school, he fired Qianfeng. " "What should I say? "I can't say anything at the moment." Qianfeng is such a person and a good girl. I often cry when I see other people's misery, but I have been stubbornly going my own way. I know nothing about flexibility. "Cable said to me with a sigh. He sighed, as if he didn't agree with this stubborn behavior of going his own way. Just as he disagrees with Qian Feng, so do I. It was a sunny morning. I was sitting in the study room enjoying the beautiful sunshine in the morning when I suddenly received a short message from Qianfeng. Ask me to go out to play and wait for her in a path next to their school. I didn't refuse this matter from the beginning, and immediately replied "OK." I won't know until I go. She turned it over from the school wall next to the path. For me, there is a feeling that a sister Lin fell from the sky. When I snickered while covering my mouth, she quietly twisted my thigh while covering her ass. I shouted for a while and almost failed this "prison break". "Why don't you review well and run out like this?" When I asked her, we were already on the bus far from school, rubbing our thighs that had just been twisted by Qianfeng. "Oh, do you want to be my father or my uncle? Take care of me. " As I said, I gave a symbolic performance on my thigh and pinched me. I shut up in an instant. As the car went forward, I looked at the changing scenery outside the window. At this moment, I received a short message from Qianfeng sitting next to me: "Look, the mother and son across the street are so sad!" " I looked up, and my mother was looking at her mobile phone with her child in her arms. The child is holding a huge marshmallow in his hand, blocking the mobile phone. His mother put the marshmallows aside so that she could see the mobile phone clearly. Children pull marshmallows in their own direction in order to eat them. The two sides are deadlocked. At this time, the bus arrived at the station. Qianfeng suddenly stood up. In the past, she made a big cotton candy into a ball and immediately pulled me out of the car. We have been standing at the bus stop, laughing. I thought of this, put down my glass and smiled. Alcohol gradually paralyzed my brain. After laughing, I can't remember where we went.

There are still many memories about me and Qianfeng, but one memory keeps popping up in my mind, which is also the last memory. Just before the college entrance examination, I helped Qianfeng pack all the school things and went home. It was unusually quiet that afternoon. I think it may be that Qianfeng was nervous at that time. I didn't say much to her. Just as I was leaving, she insisted on seeing me off. She and I just walked on without saying a word. When we reached bridge opening where I fell, she suddenly grabbed my hand. It's tight Keep walking. I hugged her at once. She looked me in the eye and said, "Promise me a good life." After pushing me away, I saw a lamp and a whistle. When I opened my eyes again, it was dazzling light. One stood in front of me, and I saw Qianfeng lying next to me. She didn't move, I struggled, but I couldn't move. The man smiled and said to me, "I'm sorry, I took your thousand maple." Then I found myself lying in the hospital. I went to Qianfeng in tears. When I tried to find the person who said Qianfeng had been taken away, everyone thought I was crazy. But I'm really not crazy. I went to see Dadong. I believe he can believe me, but no one knows where he is. He disappeared completely. Qianfeng is really dead. I'll never see Qianfeng again. I pour the whole bottle of wine into my mouth until I forget everything and who I am, but sometimes I can wake up. Forward! My thousand maple. In the early morning of early summer, the sun is still dazzling. I knew I was awake, but I was still confused until I felt someone kicking my bed at the bottom. It was Dadong's voice: "Get up the fuck and practice the written test today. You said to go early. What the fuck time is it? My dad's friend has come to pick us up with his daughter Qian Feng. "

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