Because of his excellent grades, Zhou Enlai, who was brought up by his uncle Zhou Yigen, was exempted from all tuition and fees by Nankai School as an exception, becoming the first free student since the establishment of Nankai School.
Nankai School is a faithful companion of mutual achievement for Zhou Enlai, in which he has gained both growth and true love-Deng.
For Nankai University, Zhou Enlai is the most unforgettable student in the long history.
19 17, Nankai school wrote the following comments in the record for the graduates of Zhou Enlai: You are gentle and sincere, the most affectionate, committed to friendship, and do your best for friends and public welfare.
Combined with Zhou Enlai's life experiences, stories and achievements, this is the most appropriate and sincere evaluation for him.
Zhou Enlai's life can be summed up in eight words: "Do your best until you die".
We are familiar with the extraordinary love with Deng, with the graceful bearing of Qionglin Yushu, and with the cold and tough demeanor in the diplomatic field. ...
However, a few people know how Zhou Enlai spent his last days in pain. Deng Ying Chao held a kind of what kind of sadness in his heart, holding the ashes of his beloved in the air, but didn't think of them?
It was the early summer of 1972. At the age of 74, Zhou Enlai suddenly felt ill. High-intensity and high-pressure work all the year round has actually made Zhou Enlai used to the pain from time to time.
Of course, he is always ready to give his life for the cause.
This time, I did a routine physical examination and handed the urine sample to Zhang, an exclusive health care doctor, on May 1 1.
He knew that the result might not be ideal, but he didn't expect the farewell of life and death to be so close to him.
After repeated tests and confirmation by Dr. Zhang, he found that there were three or four red blood cells in the urine sample, but for the average male elderly, there were at most one or two red blood cells in the urine sample.
The data in front of us shows that there is a big problem in Zhou Enlai's health.
Zhang is not good at hiding his emotions, and his happiness and worries are written on his face. Zhou Enlai knew at a glance that the situation was worse than he had imagined.
When walking in the morning, he wanted to know something about the medical staff around him and asked, to be honest, how long can I hold on?
However, the medical staff really don't know more details. They can only silently comfort all the doctors in Zhou Enlai, and they will get better. ...
Will it really get better? Zhang can't guarantee, after all, at that time and even now, no one can guarantee this vote, patting his chest and abdomen, so to speak, everything is at ease. ...
Two days later, Reng Zhang felt it necessary to let the parties know about it, so he went to his office in earnest and had the following conversation.
Zhang said: "Premier, the urine samples tested two days ago were somewhat abnormal. It may be the arteriosclerosis of urinary system, or the push of urethral malformation, or other reasons, which need to be checked again. Because I had a routine examination two days ago, I didn't have a cytological examination. One thousand something grows out ... "
Not afraid of 10 thousand, just afraid of one thousand. Even Zhang, who has many years of exclusive doctor qualification, first-class experience and level, hesitated. In a thousand years, something will surely grow.
Zhou Enlai is a clever and sensitive person. He understood the meaning of Zhang's words. He didn't have time to grieve his illness, so he didn't think Zhang should be burdened with inexplicable psychological pressure.
He smiled and said, "You've been talking for a long time, aren't you afraid of long tumors?" Check tomorrow. "
Zhang Song sighed, at least the prime minister's mentality is very good, which has a key benefit for the next treatment.
Soon, the second test was put on the agenda. To be on the safe side, Zhang invited several authoritative experts from other hospitals to judge his illness.
But the miracle didn't happen, and they got the same result: transitional epithelial cell carcinoma of bladder, bladder cancer for short.
/kloc-From Tianjin to Shanghai in May, 2008, they asked many hospitals and research institutes with samples and had to accept this cruel reality.
Cancer, what a simple word, what a simple word, represents an irreparable tragedy behind it, bearing the heartbreaking tears of thousands of families in Qian Qian day and night.
Today, dearest Zhou Enlai is also associated with this word. The doctor has seen so many cancer patients, and after seeing so much about where you will go, you still can't help crying at this moment.
In order not to let the masses worry, but also to keep this important secret, after the establishment of the "Prime Minister's Medical Team", this news did not leak a penny.
They agreed that Zhou Enlai was ill and needed to have a rest. As for the details of his illness, they kept silent.
This is not only a common practice in China, but also what Zhou Enlai himself meant.
"Today's reality is not perfect, but the perfect reality needs us to create together."
As Zhou Enlai himself said, he admits that his life is not perfect, but he can't accept that he can't create happiness for the public.
It is well known in Zhou Enlai that cancer cannot be cured. He dragged his weak body and endured the pain of sleepless nights caused by cancer cells, night after night.
It is not easy to wait for the rest time after work. Zhang and others advised that it would be better to take this opportunity to have a general examination.
However, Zhou Enlai immediately flatly refused, saying: Don't be busy yet, let me finish reading this section first. Besides, what can we do to understand cancer? I am old, so I can be busy for a few more days and deal with a few more things.
When he said this, although his meaning was firm, with the dignity and calmness that a superior leader should have, he could still see the faint sadness and pleading in his eyes.
Who can be fearless in the face of death? Who can have no regrets? Who can wave goodbye to yesterday and tomorrow freely?
He still cares about the people, the teacher and his lover Deng, who let him disagree with materialism for the first time!
How willing!
But what can I do if I don't want to? Materialists don't believe in fate, let alone God's blessing. The only thing he can do is to live the present, use the rest of his life to the extreme, and put his regrets and unfinished work on the agenda.
He asked the medical staff: How long can I hold on?
As always, medical staff hope to put this depressing fact behind them as much as possible, so that Zhou Enlai can receive treatment with hope and confidence.
But Zhou Enlai didn't want to perfunctory. He faced the problem seriously and restrained a kind smile.
He sighed gravely: You must tell me the truth about my illness at any time, because there is still a lot of work to be done.
The metastasis of cancer is beyond the treatment of medical staff. However, Zhou Enlai urged an explanation for this work, so under his instructions, they still arranged Zhou Enlai's schedule as tight as usual.
From June 65438 to June 0973, bladder cancer was diagnosed in Zhou Enlai for two years. During these two years, except for regular physical examination and medication, Zhou Enlai's work and life were as usual.
The only difference is that Zhou Enlai's physical condition and the pain caused by cancer are becoming more and more obvious.
Since February 1973, hematuria began to appear in Zhou Enlai. Because the blood clot blocked the urethra, every urination was a test and torture like purgatory for Zhou Enlai.
In June, Zhou Enlai worked continuously for more than 30 hours and never closed his eyes to rest. The secretaries around him can't remember how many documents and affairs Zhou Enlai handled in these 30 hours.
Fourteen minutes later, after finishing the work of this series of documents, Zhou Enlai will attend an activity immediately.
The secretary looked at his watch and reminded him: Prime Minister, there are still 14 minutes left.
Zhou Enlai looked up from his desk and said, "OK, you are ready. I'll shave."
Say and Zhou Enlai put his arms on the table, because he stood up with a strong brace, and his arms were obviously shaking.
When the secretary saw Zhou Enlai walking to the bathroom, he faltered, thinking that Zhou Enlai had not eaten for a day, and the trip was so tense that he quickly prepared a bowl of vegetarian noodle soup.
Zhou Enlai came out after shaving. It's good to eat hot noodles and drink hot soup while it's hot to warm your stomach.
Vehicles and vegetarian noodle soup have been arranged, but the secretary didn't see Zhou Enlai coming out. Afraid of any accident, he ran to the bathroom.
He pushed open the bathroom door in a panic, stunned by the scene in front of him.
I saw Zhou Enlai with a towel on his left arm and a razor covered with soap bubbles and stubble in his right hand, while Zhou Enlai himself fell asleep in front of the mirror!
At this point, the staff who came over looked at it and slowed down to try not to make any noise.
Although it was a harmonious scene, somehow, one of these staff members cried and the other cried. Those are silent tears, covering your mouth with your hands and blinking your eyes. ...
Everyone says love, even if you cover your mouth, it will run out of your eyes.
What about respect? Even if it is not said publicly, it will be reflected in the details.
It is a reverence rooted in emotion, buried in the heart and portrayed in action. It is a great image that can be recalled in ordinary days after a long time.
"Don't make a sound, don't move, let the Prime Minister sleep for a while, even if he sleeps for a few more seconds."
I don't know who said this first. In short, these people are tacitly quiet. They looked at Zhou Enlai's sleeping position, which was more gratifying and happy than watching Zhou Enlai finish his work well.
Suddenly, Zhou Enlai, whose shoulder was asleep against the mirror, sank and his legs lost strength. He staggered and almost fell to the ground.
Fortunately, the secretary load, a big step forward to hold the Zhou Enlai.
Zhou Enlai, meaning that he just fell asleep standing in the bathroom, exclaimed "Ouch" and wiped the residual foam on his face with the towel on his left arm.
"Mama of, how did I fall asleep? It's late, it's late, this time it's my fault. "
Then he looked at his watch and hurried out.
Secretary also hurriedly catch up, silently behind Zhou Enlai, he dare not go to the front of Zhou Enlai at this time, because there are tears in his eyes, red, a see be just cried.
If Zhou Enlai sees it, he will be scolded.
Zhou Enlai never likes to see his subordinates work hard or put worries on their faces because of their health. Everyone dies, but Zhou Enlai can't bear to see his departure bring sorrow to others.
"Prime minister, a bowl of noodles. It's ready for you. "
"No, please help me find a way to buy two pieces of coffee candy."
Zhou Enlai missed the late activity and turned down the kindness of the staff. When he said this, his voice was heavy and his face was obviously tired.
The secretary bought him a roll of coffee candy. He was surprised that Zhou Enlai never ate sugar before, but he soon realized that coffee sugar was used to refresh himself.
Pass the coffee candy to Zhou Enlai, only to see that Zhou Enlai's hand peeling candy paper was shaking badly. Zhou Enlai, who doesn't like candy, even ate two pieces in order to participate in the activity happily.
The staff and secretary who packed up their emotions looked at Zhou Enlai carefully peeling the candy paper without saying a word of fatigue, and then tears poured out again. ...
1974, at the 25th anniversary of the founding of the People's Republic of China, people sat quietly in their seats, and no one was whispering, because they were all waiting for someone to appear.
That year, cancer cells spread in Zhou Enlai, and the first bladder cancer operation was performed in June. Zhou Enlai's condition was finally made public.
Hearing the news that Zhou Enlai was forced to be hospitalized because of cancer, people's mood reached the bottom, but there was nothing they could do in the face of the disease.
In their pain, the only thing they can do is to give Zhou Enlai the greatest encouragement and fight the disease with full enthusiasm.
In the banquet hall, people often squint at the entrance. At this time, they are eager to see their dear Premier Zhou and see that Premier Zhou is all right.
After waiting anxiously, the music finally started, and in the direction of the door, Premier Zhou walked slowly into the banquet hall with his pace.
Still so handsome, so elegant and so amiable.
While walking, Zhou Enlai greeted the crowd with a smile. Since his illness was exposed, Zhou Enlai has been hospitalized and hasn't participated in any activities for several months.
He knew that the masses must be worried about themselves with a heavy heart. Even if they are very energetic, they should do a good job of "superficial kung fu" in this activity.
The cheers, capers and applause in the venue never stopped from the moment he entered the venue, took his seat and delivered a five-minute speech.
With the most positive enthusiasm, the masses have given Zhou Enlai the best example in life. Can Zhou Enlai not know that?
Because of everyone's enthusiasm, Zhou Enlai, who had been unable to eat for several days, even took a few bites at the guest table and even raised his glass to celebrate with everyone.
However, the staff changed the boiling water in this cup in advance, because Zhou Enlai had to follow the doctor's advice and was not allowed to drink, and in order not to spoil everyone's fun or bring his illness to such a celebration occasion, Zhou Enlai had to make a well-meaning "fake".
After the celebration, Zhou Enlai's body has reached the limit of tolerable range. He waved, ready to say goodbye.
However, people present still loathe to give up Zhou Enlai. They came forward to talk to him and say hello, eager for Premier Zhou to stay a little longer.
However, where Zhou Enlai has the final say, his body has sounded the alarm for him. Otherwise, he doesn't want to leave his beloved masses for a moment.
He came out slowly with a smile, and there were tears in the crowd. They don't know that this is the last time Zhou Enlai is with himself.
After returning home, Zhou Enlai's condition deteriorated further. In the ward in June, 1975, 1 1, Zhou Enlai called his secretary to him and said that he had something important to explain.
Secretary has expected at the moment, Zhou Enlai to account, I'm afraid he is behind it.
Sure enough, the secretary approached him, only to hear Zhou Enlai say flatly: I want to entrust you with something. You should take good care of your sister (Deng) after I leave.
Yes, after her mother's early death and her uncle's death, besides people, the only thing that worried Zhou Enlai most was his wife Deng.
"I have been a staunch materialist all my life. Only you, I hope to have an afterlife. "
Once upon a time, when facing Deng, he was high flyers who returned from studying abroad, a darling in his mouth and a leader of the revolutionary cause.
But now, he can no longer give Deng and others shelter. ...
What if Deng Ying Chao was bullied after he left? Who will support him? After he left, Deng became unhappy and moody again. Who should he talk to?
Zhou Enlai couldn't imagine that he didn't have his own future, so he had to entrust Deng to others as much as possible.
"There is one more thing I want to tell you clearly. You are not a thorough materialist. People will die. I don't want to leave ashes after I die. This is what my sister and I agreed ten years ago. "
"I talked to my sister a few days ago, and now I think my sister may not be able to guarantee that my ashes are scattered. This is my final decision. "
As a staunch materialist, Zhou Enlai did not want his ashes to remain in the world as an object or a microcosm.
What he hopes is that he will go with the wind, and future generations will focus on their own lives and stop thinking about themselves.
1976 65438+1October 7th, just like a dead light, he woke up in a flash after being in a coma for several days, and Deng stood by his bed.
He said: Xiao Deng, I still have a lot to say to you.
Deng replied, I also have a lot to say to you. ...
Yes, because of work and illness, how much time they should have spent together? How much intimacy did you miss in the moonlight? How many sweet words did you miss?
A thousand words turn into a look at this time, which is the message of true love crossing the river of time and the irreplaceable affection of vows of eternal love.
Zhou Enlai seemed to want to continue talking about something, but he just sobbed and couldn't say a complete sentence, so he finally gave up and fell into a deep sleep.
Deng went out and wiped his tears. ...
The next day, 197618 October, Zhou Enlai died at the age of 78.
According to Zhou Enlai's will, his body was used for medical experimental anatomy before cremation.
"There is still no good way to treat cancer. After my death, you should dissect and study hard and make some contributions to the medical development of the country. I am very happy. "
After some of his remains were dissected, they were cremated and left to Deng.
Finally, Deng Ying Chao respected Zhou Enlai's idea, scattered his ashes on the earth and stayed with the people forever.
The ashes were divided into four parts, one to Beijing, one to Miyun Reservoir, the third to Haihe River estuary, and the last to the mother river Yellow River.
"Fish and shrimp can be fed when they fall into the water, and they can be used as fertilizer for plants and continue to serve the people. Only in this way can human beings be immortal. "
Isn't it a pioneering work of Zhou Enlai's revolution to change burial to cremation? To maximize the value of life and always serve the people is Zhou Enlai's life purpose.
How much contribution did Zhou Enlai make in his life? In terms of quantity, it is worthy of the name that the United Nations flags fly at half-mast in mourning, and it deserves the spectacular scenery of Shili Long Street on National Day every year!
Do your best until you die, and always remember the great Premier Zhou!