I try to enlighten others, but I am obsessed with work, life and love. I often want to cry recently, my mood is changeable, and my future is very confused. Am I thinking too much?

Ah ~ I'm not the only one who thinks so ~ Hehe ~ ~ How can I put it ~ Let me tidy it up ~

I am a female ~ 25 years old ~ primary school, junior high school and senior high school ~1*16 ~ I am a graduate student now ~ 2 years ~ hehe ~ My salary in the first year after graduation ~ I estimate that the average level is about 3,500-5,000 ~ 6,000-8,000 if I am lucky.

After graduating from college, most high school students have worked ~ especially a few who don't study at ordinary times ~ My parents spent money to find good jobs ~ Some are getting married soon ~ They bought a house ~ They drove to class reunion ~ Hehe ~

I don't live up to expectations ~ I still need my parents to provide me with living expenses around 800 yuan every month ~ They are all workers ~ Add up to a monthly income of about 3,000 yuan ~ In addition to giving me living expenses, I have to save tuition ~ Nothing ~ The tuition for the first year is a scholarship of my university ~ My mother doesn't want to buy clothes for herself ~ She doesn't want to buy delicious food for herself ~ If she does, it will be left to me and my father ~ In fact, the conditions are not that bad ~ It's just that my mother is used to it. It's just that my heart always hurts ~ but I can't help her ~ After all, I don't have the ability to earn money for her to enjoy ~ My father is a driver ~ It's hard ~ I work at a high load every day ~ My fat man's blood pressure is not good ~ Recently, I always say that my leg hurts ~ He always thinks that his greatest pride is that I live in an old house ~ a flat single room ~ the top floor ~ It's a little wet when it rains ~ My parents are not in the mood to clean up when they go to work ~ It's a little messy.

I want to save money to buy a new house for my parents after graduation ~ a two-bedroom apartment ~ a car for my father ~ It's not good ~ I don't want my father to be a driver after graduation ~ I'm too tired ~ And my grandmother ~ My four grandchildren are the best for me ~ Always give me money secretly ~ I'll give it to her secretly when I work ~

I can't afford such an expensive house ~ I'm afraid my grandmother can't wait until I graduate to earn money ~ I'm afraid that my years of study are not as good as "My father is Li Gang" ~ Hehe ~ I was under a lot of pressure to think about it ~ I was relieved later ~ I was willing to accept the fact that a high degree of education doesn't mean a high income ~ I began to adjust my mentality ~ I continued to work hard after preparing for work ~ I couldn't be as happy as I was when I was studying ~ I saved money and saved a down payment ~ I realized my first wish ~ Hehe ~ Days pestered him for a meal and a walk ~ Those students really had a good father ~ But his father worked so hard in those days to get what he looks like today ~ Why can't people enjoy it ~ In fact, he knows from the bottom of his heart that he is not as good as me ~ He is not as good as me ~ Everyone's life is different ~ He has his own happiness ~ I like to see his pride when he looks at me. I am very happy ~ they love me ~ I am working hard for them ~ As for love ~ I don't want my other half to accompany me to undertake my dream ~ When it is about to come true ~ I will go to that MR.RIGHT~ Even if he has no car, no house and no money ~ As long as he dares to say that he will make me happy ~ I dare to believe it! Haha ~

Also ~ excellent people don't complain ~ they can cry if they want to ~ it's cool ~ they feel good after crying ~