This is what Shen asked me to tell Su Sheng before he left Lhasa.
About Ah Shen, it was the year before last. He settled down in Lhasa and moved out of his original inn. At that time, a group of people in the inn went home because Lhasa could no longer set up stalls. The innkeeper also plans to switch to go home and not be an inn. Su Sheng is the only one who stays in Lhasa like me. He sublet the boss's inn and began to recruit roommates. Because the house is an old-fashioned Tibetan two-story building, there are still quite a few rooms. Later, when I went back there to see him at the weekend, there were already many tenants in the house. Su Sheng told me that he rented it to a man and only to a girl named Ashen, and lived in a small independent room on the second floor, which is also the best room in the whole house.
I walked around the yard and told Su Sheng about their recent experience. He found a well-paid job. Although he doesn't earn as much money as before, it's no problem to support himself and save some money. At this time, the iron gate opened, and my first instinct was that Ah Shen was as thin as a southern girl, but she was an authentic northwest girl.
Su Sheng, is that your friend? He nodded in reply.
Su Sheng told her to put down her bag and go out to buy something to eat, saying that I would stay here for dinner at night. Having said that, I have to talk about Su Sheng's craftsmanship. He is a good cook, and Sichuan food is absolutely authentic.
Because I have known Su Sheng for a long time, it is impolite to take turns talking to him. Later, after chatting, I learned that Shen is a newcomer to the human resources department of his company. Because he just came to Lhasa to find this job, the company does not provide accommodation. Thinking that he came here to find a roommate, he simply asked her to come with him.
Su Sheng, you are quite capable, a new generation of pick-up skills.
He glared at me. He has a boyfriend, but his boyfriend is the soldier brother here, your favorite.
Speaking of joining the army, Su Sheng was a conscript for two years and asked him why he didn't continue to be a soldier. If he retires later, his salary will be high.
He said, your eyes are too tacky. Not everyone's dream is to be a soldier. My experience in the past two years is a personal wealth and unique. What's more, I am fulfilling my obligations and being loyal to my country.
While chatting happily, Ashen also came back from shopping. Su Sheng took the food from her hand and went straight to the kitchen. In the yard, it's just me and Shen. To tell the truth, I am a very unsociable person and often feel a burden for interpersonal communication. Or did she break the atmosphere in front of me? I can't help but sigh that people who do human resources are just different. What kind of topics are handy, and I don't feel embarrassed to chat with her.
To tell the truth, I like this girl very much. I don't know why I always feel that there is a tenacity in her bones.
Later, when I was eating, I found something. Maybe Su Sheng fell in love with Ah Shen. Why? It was just an intuition at that time, but later events confirmed my intuition. Soon after, I went to their house again. At that time, I cooked fish for dinner. Su Sheng gave Ashen the fish head clip, and didn't forget to mention your favorite fish head.
As for Su Sheng's love for Ah Shen, we are just a person who sees through it. After all, Su Sheng didn't make it clear that he liked Ashen, and Ashen probably didn't know about it, so it didn't matter to them.
Then think of it as a secret love tug-of-war between Su Sheng.
Later, some of our friends will still get together at Su Sheng's house, eat together and talk to each other.
But things changed last year, right? Just after last winter, Su Sheng came to see me. He said that Shen was going home.
Why? I haven't seen you for a long time.
I didn't know their story at that time, but I thought she had gone home and then came to Lhasa. Su Sheng's words behind me shocked me and I didn't know how to answer him.
I really like Shen, although I know this is a relationship that will break up. This is the first time I heard Su Sheng say that I like him, and I never profess it in front of others. This is the first time I have seen his sad expression. His expression caught me off guard, and I didn't know how to comfort him.
In fact, from the beginning, I knew that our relationship would end in vain, but this is really the case with feelings. You can't control your heart if you don't play cards well.
So when looking at the stars that day, Ashin said that she really liked the feeling of being with me and had a feeling of home. I still can't help but say my truest feelings. This has always been my yearning emotional state. Two people in the same company go to work together, buy food and cook together, and live the simplest and warmest life.
Aren't you?
Even though he is sad, I don't think I should continue to ask questions, but I still can't help my curiosity, so why not get together again?
Because she has a boyfriend, who is very kind to her and can't let him down. At this moment, I no longer sympathize with Shen, and I even hate her. I have never been faithful to love. The vacillating choice kept dragging Su Sheng, saying that he didn't want him to get hurt in this relationship, but he finally got hurt.
One of the three people's feelings is doomed to be a victim, and Su Sheng has been a victim of this relationship from the beginning, which is doomed.
A boyfriend of Shen is from the same city. They studied together until her boyfriend came to Lhasa to be a soldier. Because of the soldiers, they can't meet at home freely. But Ashen quit his job in the mainland and went to Lhasa because they haven't seen each other for three years. The appearance of Su Sheng was an accident for her. She never thought that she would be a traitor in love. So, I saw Ashin for the last time at the Snowdon Festival. On the contrary, I no longer hate her.
The last time we met was last year's Sutton Festival. My friends and I went to see the Buddha taking a bath. In the afternoon, I received a message from Shen that I was leaving Lhasa. I want to meet Su Sheng and ask if I can build a bridge. However, I refused. In my opinion, Su Sheng wants to see her, she won't leave me alone, and I don't want to be a lobbyist.
Look, I don't want to help, she finally said. Then meet him and give him a message for me.
I agreed to her second best request, but I just felt that since she was leaving, there was nothing to say, just like wishing you happiness and a good life.
The meeting place is a migratory bird. She said it was her first time to have dinner with Su Sheng, hoping to have a good memory before leaving.
She said, I'm really sorry for Su Sheng, and then I still can't sit still. My boyfriend has been with me since school. He always takes care of me from school to work. The most important thing is that his grandmother's life is saved. At that time, grandma didn't have enough money at home. He knew that he would not only call me all his savings, but also borrow money from his comrades-in-arms, and he wouldn't let me know how much he borrowed. I finally chose him, not because he could be kind to me without reservation, but because he saved my grandmother. Be a man, or be fair. I told him about Su Sheng and he said he respected my choice, but I really couldn't choose Su Sheng. If I am with him, I will feel guilty.
But do you still have love with him?
Over the years, the love for him has already turned into family affection. The debt of gratitude is the most difficult to repay. I can't convince myself, I can only apologize to Su Sheng.
At that time, I actually thought about saying, in fact, if you two can, you can get together and return the money to him together. But the thought of her debt of gratitude made me eat it alive.
You tell Su Sheng for me.
"Su Sheng you take good care of yourself, I want to go to a warm city for the winter, you better, really good.
Finally, please live bravely and kindly. "
I just arrived at the company yesterday morning and received news from Su Sheng. He asked me if I remembered what Shen said.
Finally, Su Sheng told me that Shen had a baby, and I asked him how you felt.
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