What kind of thoughts and feelings did the poet express in two sentences: the past is far away and the water is clear, and meditation is shocking.

I hope to adopt. In that distant place, I have my own pastoral family business, my relatives. In a daze, the poet seemed to be in his hometown and saw the flowing water, ferry and cottage in his hometown ... The poet was lost in thought. The last sentence is about the situation shocked by the poet's meditation on his hometown.