Xiao Xia never celebrates Christmas.
Xiao Xia is 26 years old, and all her peers are married and married. In and out in pairs. Send a circle of friends to show love for the food filter when eating, and send a heart-shaped circle of friends to show love for the scenery when traveling. In Xiao Xia's words, the sour taste of love seems to have overflowed from WeChat. Xiao Xia just opened a circle of friends for a while, and the more he watched it, the more angry he became. Immediately uninstall the circle of friends and swear to quit the circle of friends.
Because Xiao Xia is 26 years old and still lives in single dog.
Xiao Xia occasionally sends a circle of friends, the content is usually some pretentious and profound groans, what: "It's the sadness of lonely autumn, it's the acacia in the distant sea." "You don't know wine until you are drunk, but you will know when you fall in love with it. You can't be my poem any more than I can be your dream. " "Most people spend all day in a daze, so every festival will end, as if they can give a little meaning to their barren life because of the significance of the festival, so that they can recall it in the future and say it briefly." Some of these sentences were fabricated by Xiao Xia; Have a plenty of Xiao Xia in pretending to be melancholy, when she drown her sorrows in wine, she suddenly had an epiphany. Often Xiao Xia will excitedly open WeChat, open the function in the settings to install a circle of friends, open a circle of friends, and send a circle of friends in one go. Self-satisfied, feel unique. However, I waited for a long time, only a few praises, no response. The more ashamed Yue Xia feels, the angrier she gets. Delete the dynamics and uninstall the circle of friends in one go. And then more and more melancholy. Occasionally, I will learn from Ah Q and say, "A group of local tyrants are really arrogant!" After repeated tossing and turning, it gradually entered the late autumn, and Xiao Xia, like a summer bug, gradually became silent.
Xiao Yuexia is getting bigger and bigger, and Xiao Xia's parents are getting more and more anxious. They went from making phone calls by innuendo to arranging blind dates directly. Xiao Xia can't stand it, and the time spent on the phone with his family is getting less and less. She can hide if she can. If you can't escape, you will be perfunctory. After another telephone bombing, Xiao Xia couldn't hold on any longer. She thought for a moment: Yes, what am I doing? Why don't I find someone? Who are you competing with?
Although Xiao Xia is in Grade Two, it's so confusing. With a sanctimonious gentleness, he knew that his sisters who had been with him for a long time knew that they were crazy, and they kept him at a respectful distance, so they used social tools when it was difficult to start. In "The Cycle of Destiny", Xiao Xia once again launched WeChat.
Xiao Xia found a dozen reading groups from various reading forums in one breath. In his words, to find a, also want to find a consistent point of view, "* * * the same language". Sure enough, Xiao Xia joined a reading group at home and hooked up with a 26-year-old single girls. Somehow, in order not to let them harm others, God made these two wonderful flowers meet together. After all, according to the speculation of seven aunts and eight aunts, a 26-year-old sister who has no object is not normal. Anyway, this time Xiao Xia's concealment was very successful, and she succeeded in confusing her sister. In less than two months, Xiao Xia and her sister developed from online to offline. Meet, watch movies, have sex. This is a definite relationship.
Xiao Xia, who had been hungry for three years, was finally nourished by love. Xiao Xia became spiritual, and he was no longer depressed. No more middle school. Xiao Xia felt that he had an explanation for his parents, seven aunts, work units, colleagues and friends ... For a while, Xiao Xia became much more normal, and Xiao Xia began to consider getting married; I began to want to work steadily and earn money, and there was no other idea of tossing, because the female ticket was also considered a local; Xiao Xia started to consider buying a house in the local area according to his parents' requirements. Start showing love in the circle of friends-well, no.
Xiao Xia didn't like the girl after she found that her passion had faded. Xiao Xia lied to herself that she and her sister have the same hobbies, which should lead to some feelings, but feelings can't be cultivated casually like hobbies. Xiao Xia felt a panic. He found that he might abandon his sister and become a love rat.
Xiao Xia really became love rat, and he forgot what excuse he found to break up. I only know that my sister said it when she went back, because he didn't dare to face his sister or himself. Little summer turned back to single dog, and this time, he didn't even have a moral advantage, as if he had become Reservoir Dogs who everyone shouted.
Xiao Xia was walking in the street blankly. He found that today is Christmas.
Xiao Xia's heart suddenly pricked. Christmas has not been celebrated in Xiao Xia for three years.
Three years ago, a girl accompanied Xiao Xia through her college life.
"Three years ago, you especially liked spicy food. Probably in the winter of freshman year, if you eat spicy food, you will get angry and eat your mouth. "
"Three years ago, you said your hands were cold, but no one hurt you. Then my hand was cold, too. You said that my hand was cold and you hurt, but no one loved you, and then you were sad. Uh, uh, uh, anyway, I don't know anything, so I was fooled. "
"I still remember that winter in the second year of high school, you put your hand into my pocket, and then I covered your hand with my hand to prevent cold air from coming in. Sometimes my hands are cold, so you reach out of your pocket and wrap my hands around them. "
"In the winter of junior year, you said that you dreamed that I cheated, and then you were very angry. She cried and slapped me in the face, then cried and asked me why I cheated in my dream, and then said that the woman was still ugly. . . "
"You don't know why I bought a bottle of Beijing Erguotou in the winter of senior three. Then I'm teaching. You found me and saw me smiling and hiding behind the door. Then I walked over and found you drinking. You drank a bottle of spirit Erguotou behind the door ... "
The last Christmas Xiao Xia spent was the Christmas of her senior year. The girl gave Xiao Xia a hand-knitted scarf. "We both walked silently, worrying about the future. Women's intuition is sensitive. You asked me if I would throw away my scarf if I broke up. If I say it works, I'll keep using it. What a waste to throw. " Xiaoxia continued to talk to herself, and suddenly found a black towel around her neck.
Xiao Xia's time stopped. He doesn't remember what happened after the breakup.
"Time flies, it's already the third Christmas after you left, but we have been together for more than three years. I used to hate you for being cruel, and I didn't love you if I said I didn't love you, so I broke up. The love I once had was so deep and touching that I thought it would last forever. But in the end, it's all happy endings. You finally saw the bigger world and left me. It took me three years to repay your love. Then I can hate you. "
"But I have no reason to hate you now, because I have become love rat. People are always selfish and love themselves more than others. I don't want to hate you anymore. I want to beg you to love me again and forget all my dignity. I also want to forget you completely, but I can't. You'd better not keep some photos. Some memories, it is best not to remember. But I can't do it! "
"I really want to know about life and find an object like them to get married and have children. The third Christmas after you left, I missed you so much that I almost lost you. I thought I could start over. But my heart has never been filled since I left you. "
Xiao Xia walked silently, snowflakes falling one by one and falling on Xiao Xia. Xiao Xia looked at these white snowflakes and stood down, as if these gentle snowflakes had heavy weight, which could sweep away all love and bury all the past.
"Ha ha, don't be so emotional. In fact, I almost forgot you. "
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