The deer ran into the emotional and emotional counselor, the first love.

She and he are neighbors in the village. Speaking of which, they are blood relatives. Deer bump into each other's feelings. At that time, it was in the middle and late 1980s, when family production had just been contracted, two companies and two others set up a working group, and they were assigned to a cow of the production team to cultivate land resources together. They often help their parents do farm work after school on Sunday or during the summer vacation, so they have more contact.

He was fourteen at that time, and she was one year and fifteen years older than him. Metropolitan village goes to middle school in the west and studies by itself in the morning and evening. Their parents want them to go hand in hand and take care of each other. They were all weak years, childhood friends, and there was no speculation between them. It is logical that they gradually develop some different emotions. I always like to be together, go to the river to see the willows, and talk with the haystacks in the wheat fields in the moonlight.

At that time, his family had built them three big brick houses, ready to marry them. At that time, only the gate was installed, and a lot of cut cows were put in the main room. Every time after dinner and work, he would kick three feet on the wall of their house. When she hears this, she will go out, and then she will come here together and chat on the soft straw until late.

After that, he was admitted to an ordinary high school and went to study in the town, while she stayed at home to farm and only saw her once a week. But when they go home every Sunday, they must be together. Together for a lifetime, he vowed not to marry her, and she vowed not to marry him and stick to each other for a lifetime.

But not long after, a message came out. After all, his father is a child, and the beliefs of adults cannot be violated. Finally, she and her relatives came to a long and big city. At that time, transportation and communication were very underdeveloped, so we could only communicate by letters sometimes. Then the letters became lower and lower. Her parents picked up his letter and their correspondence finally broke down.

In a blink of an eye, two years have passed, and he is already a senior and needs to graduate from college immediately. After the holiday, he found her in the big city on the map. He pretended to his relatives that he was in a hurry and had to go to school a few days early. Instead, he got on the train looking for her and arrived in her big city. He searched for three days and stayed in a humble small hotel at night.

When they arrived at her home, their relatives treated him warmly, even though they all knew his purpose. She didn't go home until after lunch, with a boy beside her. After meeting for nearly ten years, I left in a hurry without much communication or even a few words. He can't stand the awkward atmosphere.

When her second sister sent him to the subway station, she told him that everyone knew that we were good, but let bygones be bygones. Now that you have graduated from college, the boy next to you is her boyfriend, who will get married soon, accept the reality and be separated from other daily life. He said with tears in his eyes that what he said and promised should not be forgotten casually.

After graduating from college, he returned to work in his hometown county. It was more than ten years later, when the deer met his feelings and he got married and had children. His life is dull and happy. They never contacted each other. According to other students, she has been home several times before, but she has never met each other.

With the outflow of _, he missed his first love more and more, and met her several times in his dream. She is what he looked like when he was young. And the rate of dreaming like that is getting higher and higher, and in some cases, even addicted to it. Especially in the past thirty years, his impulse to know her current situation has become more and more obvious.

He also asked many of her classmates about her mobile phone and other contact numbers, but to no avail. A few days ago, one of his middle school classmates passed away, and many people gathered to mourn. In the meantime, they said they had looked for her, and everyone had her information. One of the students knew the connection between them, let alone from a village, and instructed him to try his best to find her contact number and send it to the students. At that age, he should improve his contact. Dad is the chairman of a trade union in a well-known state-owned enterprise in a big city too far away, so the whole family can change from agriculture to agriculture. In other words, the whole family and she need to leave this rural area where they have lived for more than ten years and go to the daily life in big cities. After that, they will be separated and can't live together every day.