Should I say what I want to say or not? Why?

I have a boyfriend, um, an ex-boyfriend. We broke up last May. Very calm. Until last year 165438+ 10, we didn't contact each other. 11.11I placed an order online, but I didn't receive the courier. Later, I checked and found that the information I ordered was his mobile phone number. I was in distress situation at that time. For some reason, we have to get express delivery. I added his WeChat again, but it didn't pass the first time. The second time, I revised the verification information: sorry, my express delivery may be filled in incorrectly, and some information needs to be consulted. He passed. I sent a lot of words: sorry, when I placed an order, the information was blabla, about 100 words. He replied: I'm sorry for changing the number for a long time. I was full of dirty words and lost in front of "I'm sorry" If you can't say it, delete what you can't say. "Let's break up, I'm sorry." He said it from the beginning. More than six months, 180 days, talk again, there is still only one "apology". But at the beginning, we fell in love. What did we owe? That's it, stranger. Do you want to see me again?