? But coming here didn't go as smoothly as I thought. The second child has never left me, and has been crying since he came to the camp. I was afraid I couldn't bear it when I sent it. I'm afraid she will miss me. I put her on the bus and took my third child, my parents and my sister to Rizhao. On the first night, the child hardly slept, and so did I. It was really difficult to keep crying and let me pick her up.
? The next day, teacher Zhehui told me that the teaching assistant in the heart era stayed with the child all night without sleeping. Teacher Zhehui kept teaching me how to support and comfort my children all night. How lucky children are to meet such tutors and teaching assistants. I know exactly what it means to bring the child back. I really hope that the second child can persist.
Teacher Zhehui and I communicate a lot. She told me that the real pain was myself. I'm using children to make up for my shortcomings. Yes! I often use children to make up for my shortcomings in the name of loving children. I have been doing things that hurt children, but I don't know it, and I even enjoy it. Only after the children came to the special training camp this time did I really realize how selfish and ignorant I had been. My feeling at present is that I have found a way to raise children. I want to cultivate children into independent individuals with wisdom. I also need to continue studying and be a mature adult.