It has been three months since graduation. Looking back on the past six months, it feels so long. It seems that I have experienced more things than these twenty years. In my anxiety, I found that reading time is really getting farther and farther away from me.
When I first entered the university, the university studied tourism management. Although I don't know what to do after graduation, not being a tour guide should be my firmest idea. Then, after studying the lobby of the guest room, I learned that making the bed and throwing sheets would dislocate my arm. The hotel project has also taken a big fork in my career. It's said that the university wants to make textual research, and it's useless to get the third grade of human resources and the third grade of psychological counselor in freshman and sophomore. Moreover, the state just canceled the psychological counselor this year.
After failing in the postgraduate entrance examination, I frantically submitted my resume at the beginning of the year, and finally worked as an intern in a large Internet takeaway company in Modu, um ... just an internship. Taking advantage of the opportunity of the human resources intern I thought I got with the certificate, I entered the company and found the certificate useless. There are many people who are better than themselves, and I can do a good job in human resources even if I study an unrelated major. I began to doubt my little screw. "If the dog can operate the computer, can it take my place …". Every day when I get off work and squeeze into the subway, I always think of the topic of this century. But the happiest time is at lunch. Seeing clothes of several colors bought outside being delivered in the office building, I always want to go up and say, "Big Brother, what is the experience of delivering food to my opponent's lair?" Or all interns get together to gossip about which good-looking candidate I saw today, or a wonderful question and answer, such as: "Can I get a discount or free delivery fee in your company?" In fact, we also hope to have such welfare, awkward and polite smile.
In order to show my self-worth, after three months of internship, I switched to headhunting. Because of the high rent, I live in the suburbs and it takes me two hours to commute by subway. When the subway was crowded, I finally knew that I was "drunk and dreaming of death", and it didn't matter if I was sexually harassed or had low blood sugar. In contrast, my graduation thesis teacher reminds me "kindly" every day that "a thesis like yours is not as good as work", and it is even more unacceptable that I lose a lot of hair every day, no matter how late I go to bed at night, I wake up automatically at 5 o'clock every day. Finally, under the last straw that it was useless to issue extra liquid in Wang Ba, I chose to give in ... and then go back to Fuzhou to write my thesis. By the way, feel a wave of treatment as a student, aim at the youthful vitality of young students, and really sigh that you are old. ...
After graduating in June, all the information about job hunting fell into the sea. I went home halfway and was arranged by my family. In a small city outside the 18 line, I was as idle as a nursing home and waited for three months. After the blind date, I suddenly realized that I had no chance, but I didn't have the capital to eat and die! After all, my small goal is to earn 100 million yuan before supporting the elderly ... Under the pressure of being scolded to death by my family, my friends and I went to the sea to start a business and did something that once crossed the fork-"homestay"
The foreign style is the "housekeeper" and the high-end is the "manager". The accurate self-positioning is actually a housewife. Tenants come and go, but she is alone. Recently, the female job-hunting master of Peking University has at least a boyfriend, and I ... don't want anything or single dog.
Because there will be many nuts living in it, I have to spend money on oral English classes because of business requirements. Going out is really a sigh. What I owe will be paid back after all, and the knowledge-based paid economy will never decline.
In order to save money, I'm going to cook by myself ... People who have fried the kitchen, faced with the spices of pots and pans, and faced with the first meal I cooked, are wondering why people in the ticket circle are so keen on cooking. I don't want to talk about taking photos and basking in the sun, and I'm not interested in eating ... At this rate, if I cook for myself for a month, I should lose weight ... I will lose weight!
I often say "intermittent complacency, continuous mixed eating and waiting for death", which probably means that I have said a few words with my fellow monks, and I have an ambition of "everything is inferior, only studying high" to continue my postgraduate entrance examination. Click "Continue to play the next episode" later, and it's probably hopeless.
I want to be a freelance writer. I haven't experienced great disasters, and I don't have any eyes on the little things around me. I don't have any friends around me whose emotional stories are rich enough to be written as One Thousand and One Nights. The style of writing is exaggerated, which I despise. Maybe I'm suitable for keeping a running account.
But in fact, considering that we are not bad, life is not so disappointing. After all, when I buy eggs from four or five stops away and put them in the car, my aunt will give me her seat. A compliment from the tenant will also be happy for several days. Eat delicious rice noodles, buy many cheap and beautiful roses, clean up my aunt's concern for my life, and feed me delicious food from time to time. You can go to Dianchi Lake for a walk and make more friends in oral class soon. It seems that life has become lovely again. After all, we are still young, and there are still many opportunities to try a different life. Although the process was chaotic and painful, the cake we drew was still beautiful. If we eat them, our dreams will come true. I haven't eaten, accumulated experience, and can really satisfy my hunger next time. It is better to carry a lamp than to complain in the dark.
When I was most confused, miserable and frustrated, I thought some very bad ideas. It's really easier to get it done at one time than to fight monsters at one level. I don't think I have a boyfriend or sex life yet. Although the clearance through Boss is very laborious, but who knows what the best equipment will be, I am still full of expectations for the future.
What about you? What do you expect today?