Tears because of acid, and forgetfulness because of pain.
To be honest, I won't say anything. I am not qualified to be a girl like a perfectionist. A little girl different from other coaches. Or I think I am the wrong person, or I don't want to be convinced that this world is _ perfect love in common English. But I believed it, because of her existence. Just with my real identity and salary now, maybe I don't deserve to be with Hao Nan at all, because I am worse than other female coaches' boyfriends. To put it bluntly, I am a worthless boy.
However, when love comes, I can't help but miss her, miss her.
I can't remember what it is, but I suddenly got a phone call at 2: 30 in the morning.
"Are you asleep? I suppose you were invited to dinner? " If it was someone else, I would be rude to say, are you bored? I am sleeping.
But as soon as I heard Hao Nan's voice, I jumped out of bed at once.
Hu Quan Night Market Street seems to have been doing business here for a long time. At 2: 30, many people laughed and went to Hu to eat and drink. It seems that this is a fairyland on earth.
Friends found a quiet corner and sat outside. She sat outside, then took out a pack of 520 cigarettes from her bag and lit it slowly. It makes me uneasy to see her ridicule. Because what I strongly object to is female smoking. I have always thought in my mind that smokers are disgraced ladies.
At this time, I suddenly remembered what this friend told me: Female smoking can lead to abnormal fetus. So I'm talking casually. She smiled indifferently and said, I have no children. I want to be a Buddhist disciple.
It may be a secular view, or it may be that men should not smoke. I involuntarily took down a pack of Yellow Crane Tower and set it on fire. I slowly vomited a smoke turn, as if I were a teenager who had experienced many vicissitudes and had already seen through ordinary love and things.
Dark blue smoke hangs over everyone. I just don't know what a little story and bitterness it is for a girl who is shrouded in smog here.
"Hey, why do you want to have dinner with girls today?"
"Please, I don't want to be happy. I'm so lonely alone. I just want to talk to someone, "he said.
"Emotion, work, rationalization, home, if you encounter difficulties, I will help you solve them one by one, my social psychology." Although I feel guilty when I say this sentence, boys sometimes have to pretend.
"I don't have any difficulties, I just feel bored." She sighed slowly, and then moved her cigarette slowly. Go ahead.
"We broke up, but today he called me again. He said he missed me. Men, without a good commodity, sometimes feel like a game. The game stops and everything is over. But you are playing with your own feelings and your own youth. If you love someone so much that you can't find your way, his words clearly put forward breaking up and will send you to hell. You can't find yourself. " Does emotional counseling give a refund?
I saw tears in her eyes, so I gave her a tissue. She slowly wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes. Then invite me to dinner. Seeing her sobbing, I couldn't help feeling a little sour.
"How about I tell you a joke?" I say this like a grandson.
Cheers. Everyone took out draft beer and drank it.
Unconsciously, everyone has already drunk two dozen red wines. At that moment, I still wanted to drink. I don't think I drank well. It's really a short story. Maybe it's telling the truth after drinking. When everyone was a little drunk, I finally understood her feelings, her family and her past.
She is from Changchun. On her first day in college in this big city, the training fee was taken away by thieves. Her father died in a traffic accident when she was seven years old. From then on, her mother started to do business, and a race saved her. Until she was admitted to a higher education institution. It's just that her training expenses are gone, so I'm really embarrassed to tell my family. A few days before school started, instead of attending military training for newborn babies, she took a leave and rushed to a business ktv in Wuhan. There, she met a boy named Li Shuai. The boy is willing to give up her. If she wants to give up, her four-year training fee has been fully covered. Let's not talk about the future.