Unconsciously, I have been in the store for four years.
It was not until four years ago that I first tasted the taste of being a housewife. The life of raising a baby by myself distorts my state of mind, and I can't tell whether I am depressed or upset. In short, I will find fault with Du Jiangshan every now and then, and find quarrels. Jiangshan couldn't stand it anymore, saying that I really should find something to do.
At this time, a shop came to you. I clearly remember that on a sunny afternoon, I sat behind Jiangshan's battery car and said to my buddy, "It's not a big risk, so let's do it." -The big deal is to earn less, let alone earn, even if I lose a little a day, as long as I have something to do, I will be happy. "
In September of the same year, I took advantage of the boss's wife.
This shop was taken over from an old couple, and later I called them Liu Shu and Yang Niang. They say they can't carry a lot of goods when they are old, and they have lost their skins for so many years.
After all, it is the world of young people. Three times five divided by two, the old container was eliminated, replaced with a new batch, filled with goods, and a bed was built behind the shelf, and the dream day began.
Within half a month, I found it inconvenient. The shop is near the non-motor vehicle lane, which means that I am in danger of being hit by a battery car as soon as I lift my foot. Adults are unlikely to be in such danger. The bad thing is that I still have a "little man". Just one and a half years old, it is the age of running around and knowing nothing. What should I do?
Don't worry, I have a mother-in-law
Before that, I met my mother-in-law for less than 50 days, including 40 days in the second month. Although I was not satisfied with her for the next month, it was a thing of the past after all.
Mother-in-law is working outside, so she has to deduct money if she quits something urgent. She probably felt that my child's safety was not urgent, so she shortened the time spent together for half a year to three months.
If we get along well, there will be countless March after March. At first, it was really good. My mother-in-law and I slept in a bed less than one meter for more than half a month. Later, one bed became two beds and one room became two rooms. Alas, the days when we are tired of looking at each other are coming. Thanks to me and my narrow-minded mother-in-law, we all agree that the future is hard, and we are all looking forward to the arrival of the new year. After the new year, we flew separately and forgot each other.
It happened that the problems of safety and food hygiene were solved in another way-I threw him into kindergarten in advance. The simple single room rented for my mother-in-law was also retired, and the family of three shrank back in the store. During this time, I read a lot of books and breathed a comfortable air.
But the kindergarten is too far away, which drags me down day by day. Worried about closing down, worried about delaying time. Of course, I will never ask my mother-in-law to help me again. She has old people to take care of and can't leave. I simply live the life of a willful proprietress, and the Buddha opens the door.
I found that I closed the door more and more times. My child is sick, my parents' meeting and my child's parent-child activities took a day ... My aunt has a life, my second father married his daughter, and my uncle's grandson drank the full moon wine ... Thanks to my self-anesthesia day after day, "Well, money can't be earned." "Well, children only grow up once." "Well, people can't be impersonal." You'll muddle along for another year.
During the Chinese New Year, my mother-in-law said: I want to take care of your grandfather, your father wants to help your sister, and only you can work hard for another year.
Year after year.
Every time I have nothing to do for no reason, Jiangshan and I are still in love, and it is enough to have a shop to raise my endless worries. But when I encountered the above-mentioned problems that need to be closed, I blamed Jiangshan's parents in my heart. Sometimes you can't get around it if you think about it for a day in the store. When Jiangshan comes back from work, we will go to war. Jiangshan asked me what I really wanted, and I said let your parents help us. He said people have no obligation. Besides, his mother is not absent. It's my own fault.
A twisted melon is not sweet, I have to guard my shop. No matter whether the business of the shop is good or not, it is no problem to support me, but I still think it can support my son. In order to open the door early, I changed my son to a nearby kindergarten, and the tuition fee was doubled. It really opened two days early. After a long time, I saw that opening the door early had little effect, and I lived that kind of Buddhist life again.
If a mother is lazy at heart, even if you drive the kindergarten downstairs, she has reason to be late. If a boss doesn't like making money from the bottom of his heart and a customer knocks on her door, she will say, "Come late, I haven't got up yet."
This is me. I lost my energy, my body collapsed, I caught two colds, and I was covered in urticaria. After thinking about it, I felt that this humid environment was the reason, and I couldn't make room, so I made room for the shop. The pattern has changed, the refrigerator has moved, the position of the bed has changed, and a roof has been hung. It looks like a new cluster, and it is another kind of mood.
At this point, Jiangshan and I are not sharing weal and woe, but always inseparable.
It's a new year, and the community should strive for Excellence and paint the shops on the street in a unified way. The smell of paint completely smoked me away. I can't take it anymore. I'm afraid I have cancer. I'm afraid I have cancer, so I take it back to my parents' house every day and leave Jiangshan alone.
My father-in-law said: Although I don't take care of your grandfather, your mother can't get along with you. Let her go to Guangdong with me, and you work hard for another year.
The distance over the past few years has produced great beauty. Although I complain about them whenever something happens, and I have to fight for them thousands of miles away, I will find them not easy when I meet them in the New Year. In recent years, more or less, it has also helped. So for a moment or two, I saw their backs, and I really thought they were great, even though they always cajoled me with rhetoric.
They went out again. A few days later, they came back, because grandpa, who had just lost the care of his mother-in-law, no longer needed their care. This time, when the elder sister and the second sister came back together, I found that the elder sister was gentle and amiable, and the second sister was kind and elegant. My mother-in-law is very kind to me and always thinks of me. I chatted with her again. She said grandpa still felt he had a home. Without it, he feels that home is not home.
They went out again soon and I went back to my shop. Although I am in this shop every day, I may not be able to stay at night.
I often have a fever. There is something wrong with the body, just like being blind. You can't see anything but yourself suffering. It happened that I was sick, too, and suffered with me. I began to blame Jiangshan's parents for going out again!
Because the problem has not been properly solved, the problem has been raised again and again. And make trouble!
On a sunny morning, I found my sister with great joy by virtue of the feelings I had saved in recent years, and wanted to discuss with her the future of my in-laws next year. I never imagined that the whole year of quarreling, separation, madness, despair, despair ... all started from this conversation.
I am also stupid, thinking that a family can say anything, regardless of ways and means, and can do whatever they want, which can really change their hearts. I said, "Come back next year, even if it's noisy, it's a family after all."
I don't know if I have really changed my mind, but I must have really changed my mind. The elder sister said, "I'm not a family with them?" He also said, "Now you think he is your family. Why didn't you think of working in such a dangerous place as a coal mine? " Finally, I said, "What are you going to tell me after your discussion?"
I have to say that I will never mention it again. Jiangshan came back and scolded me, saying that I was an expert in trouble.
Bika was sad in those days. Jiangshan came back to the store from work and looked at me blankly, saying that I was wiping my face. He is nearsighted and can't see the tears in my eyes at all. One day, he had a big fight with Jiangshan because of a trivial matter and said angry words like "why", which made Du Jiangshan very angry. He grabbed my phone, I smashed his phone, and he smashed my phone. I tried to kill him and push him, but I couldn't. He gently pushed me away, and I was crying in the shop. I picked up Du Jiangshan's unbroken mobile phone (mine was smashed to pieces). "You come back by the fastest plane, and I want to divorce Du Jiangshan." Du Jiangshan grabbed the phone like crazy and called me crazy. Just before I broke my cell phone, my sister's phone came in, so everyone in the family knew. Sister and brother-in-law rushed to the store and took it away. My father scolded me in his shop, and my mother scolded my father.
Later, we quarreled every day. There are many days in Lacrimosa, and Jiangshan also comes to coax me, but it is always bad. A little thing exploded again.
We decided not to keep the shop. This is all the fault of the store.
But I don't think so. Obviously, shops earn more money than them and are more relaxed than them. The most important thing is that his parents are sick. Why would he rather die outside than come back? My best friend says that you treat other people's parents as family too much. Many people mention that in-laws gnash their teeth and wish to die far away. I gnash my teeth, too, but I am angry.
So with anger in my heart, I went to my father-in-law and made a lot of remarks, accusing them of not understanding his son. My father-in-law is also a little angry with me because I did a stupid thing before. Others complain that my husband's house is blocking everyone, and the worst thing is blocking my husband's house. I want to block everyone and only open it to my husband's family. They must think that I made my grievances public and made them feel humiliated. So, taking this opportunity, my father-in-law pointed out that I have never suffered, and I don't know how the couple in the factory outside can live in a difficult environment. Conversely, I blame the man who has suffered all his life. He won't suffer. He doesn't know that his son is suffering. The more I talk about it, the angrier I get. I actually said, "If I divorce your son, you will never get a house, a shop or a grandson."
My father-in-law called and asked me what I really wanted. I am a person who dares to tell the truth. "I want both people and money." My father-in-law may think that my daughter-in-law was kicked in the head by a donkey, but he didn't say much. He snapped off the phone.
A few days later, my second sister Jiangshan found me. After a few words, we quarreled.
She said, "The person who is sorry for you is Du Jiangshan, not my parents. Why do you want to arrange for my parents to live? "
I really laughed when I saw it. She is the one who complains to me about her mother-in-law the most. I haven't forgotten who recently threatened my mother-in-law to divorce her son if she didn't have children. She also said some bullshit that her father-in-law would go back to her hometown after her death. I don't even want to talk to her, or I just want to argue.
So I said, "I am the daughter-in-law they married openly."
The good girl who vowed to stand up for her parents said, "You still know that you are a daughter-in-law. I thought you married an ancestor. "
My good aunt succeeded in using this sentence to make my scalp numb and my whole head buzzing.
I asked her what good it was for her to get divorced. She said it was neither good nor bad. I'll have another one without it. She also said that the money her parents gave her on weekdays was for her son, not for me. I poked her anyway. I don't know if it hurts. I swear to ignore this bad thing all my life.
I sat in the shop and made a divorce agreement. The house and son are mine. I threw it in front of Jiangshan when I came back from work. My heart is dead.
When I didn't want to go back to my mother's house, my sister saw the chat record and my sister showed it to my mother. My mother scolded Du Jiangshan for the first time after marriage.
Jiangshan finally came to coax me again, but I roared loudly like a pouring flood: "I don't want anything from my shop, just stay away from your home." They are all crazy, robbers, crazy and inhuman robbers. " The devil "
Jiangshan may be afraid that I will commit suicide. I used to tell him about my depressive tendencies from time to time. The man put down his cell phone, closed the shop and came back. The ending is always the same, a big fight, and then I hold him and cry.
Later, I became more and more impatient with this store, but Jiangshan still insisted, fearing that I could not go to the toilet, and specially installed a simple toilet in the back, but I still refused to stay in the store and discussed wearing an anti-theft system. Let's go home!
But home is far away, winter is cold, and Jiangshan still rarely goes back. After all, I still don't trust the property in the store. I don't care. I take it away after work every day, either to my parents' home or to my own home. No matter where I go, I run in the wind and rain, but I have to go to school at ten o'clock, and my shop opens later.
The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and I am still generous after all. I asked my second sister Jiangshan if she was still alive, and how she had been without contact for half a year. And told her that if she didn't make up for the New Year, she wouldn't have a chance.
She's like a hedgehog, with a thorn in every sentence, but she still doesn't want to get back together with me. In fact, she really did it. When she talked about my mother-in-law, she said it was none of her business.
An aunt like her is either suitable for scolding the old man for not associating with him or for scolding him for life. Spring has come recently, and the snowflakes are slowly melting. I can often hear her complaining about everything around her. She's waiting to read my mother-in-law's post, too. I'm going to pester her all my life. I sometimes tell myself that I must have a good relationship with my mother-in-law, but that's too difficult, I know.
I got my parents-in-law at the cost of killing 1,000 enemies and losing 800. They finally came. On the day I came, my heart was pounding and I kept pacing the room. I didn't have the confidence to get along with them, but I thought I had grown up and understood their difficulties. I have only one heart and always regard them as family.
It was this epidemic that made me offset a little regret. I don't know when the kindergarten will start, and I can't leave the store for a long time. At this time, my parents-in-law can at least protect my rear.
I finally rely on them again. I admit that I am incompetent. I can't do it myself. I need their help.
During the years of guarding the shop, I understood the word "snake swallows elephant". At first, I just pointed to the shop to pass the time, regardless of profit or loss. Later, I hoped to earn more money and raise myself, preferably my son, but I didn't have the ability and energy to run it, so I always put my abacus on my parents.
I still think that my father-in-law is in danger of death at any time, and I want to win more memories between father and son for Jiangshan, but who will believe this? Don't even bother to mention it.
In fact, I happened to be more than five years old, and I really tried to keep the store and bring people by myself. They are all wondering why they need to get their parents-in-law back when their children are older. To be honest, I'm wondering, too. I feel that I have said everything, but I feel that nothing has been expressed.