What should you do? I won't chat with others. I am a very quiet man, male, 26 years old. I'm playing with my mobile phone alone, reading the website, and I've never seen a woman.

You are more important than CS. I was busy talking about QQ during the intermission of CS game. Few people are online at this time. I had a good chat with one of the girls. She told me her name was Noel, and I said my name was Baby. This is certainly not my real name, but it's easier to fool girls. Noel gave me the feeling of simplicity and loveliness. She always giggles. I am 22 years old. They all say that I am sick and have a good job playing CS, but I am a loose person. My parents have a high pension and live in an apartment by myself. This is the whole of life. I love CS, and my dream is to be an Asian champion. I can give up everything for it. I found Noel often surfing the Internet, and I also like talking nonsense with her. I dare not say anything else. I am the best at coaxing little girls, especially Noel, who is simple. I like being angry with her. I always said she was stupid, and she gave me an angry little face. Actually, I want to say that she is stupid and cute. They say I'm an online pest, because I always cheat the little girl on the internet into reality to be my girlfriend, and then I'll say goodbye when the novelty is over. I'm not exaggerating how handsome I am, I'm just stating the facts. I knew it was time. I said to Noel, "Let's meet!" Before that, I had called his wife online for more than a month. I sat in KFC waiting for her, praying that she wouldn't be too dinosaur. At 9 o'clock sharp, a girl pushed the door and came in. She seems to be wearing sunshine recently, which is dazzling. At that moment, I thought I saw an angel. I just watched her sit down opposite me. She wore two braids, and the broken hair on her forehead was a little halo. I smell Lux soap and apple shower gel on her body, and her face without powder is still childish. "Are you Noel?" I asked her. She took a bite of the coke straw and said "yes". "Are you an adult?" Why do I feel like I'm seducing a minor? Noel looked up at this and stared at me. Her eyes are big. She said seriously, "I will celebrate my 20th birthday next month. I don't know if there is love at first sight in this world, but I know that I have never felt this way about Noel. This feeling is very strong and unique. I don't know if this metaphor is appropriate, but I think she is like a pink strawberry cake, so cute that people want to bite but can't bear it. As if I had never been enchanted, my words were a little incoherent. In a trance, I saw her smile at me, and the sun overflowed and splashed. I tried every means I could think of to "cheat" her. At the moment I took her hand, I told myself that she was my woman and the woman I wanted to protect. I play CS as usual every day, but I don't forget to chat with her on QQ. Occasionally, I get a few MM's, and I can receive her message almost every day: "Be good, baby, don't get MM's, and add clothes in cold weather. "We lined up and successfully entered the quarter-finals. Today is the final. Looking at the dry lunch box during lunch break, I have no appetite at all. Walking out of the competition area, I saw a familiar figure squatting at the gate and went over to see if it was Noel. I patted her and she was obviously startled. Seeing that it was me, she breathed a sigh of relief and handed me an insulated lunch box. After I took it, he hurriedly hid his hand behind his back, but I still saw the blisters on her hand. The rice in the box was a little cold. I asked her, "Have you been waiting long?" "Yes, your mobile phone is turned off. "She pouted." I told you not to come. Come here and let your husband hug you. Are you tired? "I feel a little distressed." If I don't come, I will be hungry again. You are not good at all, picky eater. "I ate the rice in this box. Noel sat next to me and asked nervously," Is it delicious? Is it delicious? " I gulped down the rice. To tell you the truth, it tastes terrible, but I can imagine how this girl who can't even wash socks groped for my first meal. My heart has been touched for a long time. I smiled and said, "My wife's love lunch is certainly delicious. Don't you think I ate it all? "Noel smiled with satisfaction and stood up and left." Baby, where are you going? "I asked her." Go home! ""Don't worry, I'll take you to a place. "I brought her into the competition area. I never asked or led a girl to meet her friends, let alone the competition area. I'm curious to see Noel at the right door. She shouted "little sister-in-law, little sister-in-law", which made her face red and all her friends ran to tease me. I know in my heart that I really love her. On QQ, I asked her, "Noel, will you marry me?" She still giggled, "good. I used to feel terrible when people said they were going to marry me, but now I suddenly want to marry. "Well, Noel, believe me, when I save enough money to make you the most beautiful bride, we will get married. Although our team didn't win the first place, the second place in the province is already very good for our newly formed team, so I decided to continue to work hard and play the first place. There are more and more competitions in CS, and I am getting busier and busier. I forgot how long I haven't thought of Noel. I always play late, and occasionally I see her on QQ, and she is always silent. I don't know what happened to her. Now that I think about it, I know I was wrong, because I never cared whether she was happy or not. One day, she said, "Can you talk to me?" I said, "I can't. I am in contact with the game now, waiting for the phone call. "And the game is about to start." "Not for the time being?" "Noel is good." "Is CS really important to you?" "yes." "What about me? Am I not important at all? " "This is also very important." "Which is more important, me or CS?" “CS。” I didn't lie to her. Her QQ avatar has not shaken for a long time. A few days later, I saw her leave me a message: "I don't know if I can wait until the day when I am more important than CS. You should take care of yourself in the future. " I think she seems to be saying something stupid. She turned off QQ before she finished reading it. A few months later, I came home from playing CS, exhausted, and fell on the bed and didn't want to move. At this moment, the mobile phone rang, and I didn't want to answer it, but it kept ringing. As soon as I saw Noel's number, I picked it up angrily and said, "Didn't I tell you not to call me these days?" You don't know how tired I am-"There was a roar on the other end of the phone:"-Are you a fucking man? "Not Noel, I was shocked." Who are you? ""You don't care who I am. Noel will go to the funeral tomorrow. If you want to be a person, come and see her for the last time. "Noel? Funeral? What with what? I also want to ask, the phone suddenly hung up. Suddenly a sense of terror seized me and I shouted back in despair. It was a long time before someone came to pick me up. It was a very old voice, "Are you looking for-""Where is Noel?" "She's gone-"Her voice was obviously in tears. My head exploded. Did something really happen to Noel? That day, I saw Noel being carried out by them. She still has a smile on her face, but an angelic smile won't shine. Noel's friends looked at me with hatred and tried to eat me. Noel's mother told me that Noel suffered from thrombocytopenia, and her family wouldn't let her do anything, fearing that she might accidentally break her finger or something and bleed a lot. I thought it was cured, but somehow, platelets suddenly dropped and heart function began to fail. A few days ago, she suddenly recovered. We all know what this means. She said she wanted to call you when she heard your voice, but her cell phone was turned off. She said you must be playing. Someone said they would come to see you, but Noel wouldn't let them. She said this game is very important to you. She cried for fear that you would be angry, and we all cried with her. I believe that one day you will understand that she is more important than CS, but she can't wait-Noel's mother wiped her tears. I leaned against the wall of the hospital morgue and wanted to cry. I haven't played CS for several days. I just saw Noel's QQ map. I seem to have been drained of my strength since Noel left. Physical and mental exhaustion. I opened Noel's QQ and realized that I was the only one in it. I noticed that there was a website in her file. After opening it, it was an emotional station with various stories, one of which was signed by Noel. "I can't imagine that I would fall in love with him so hopelessly. I like his gentleness and the way he pretends to be fierce. I think if he asks me to marry him one day, I will definitely marry him. I'm very unhappy recently. I like listening to him, but he won't even talk to me because he is busy and he wants to call CS. He stopped calling me a little fool. He never said he loved me or sent me flowers, but I still like him. One day I told him that the river was flooded, and he said that he would watch it with me in the future, and I was very happy. One day I saw a lovely puppy, and he promised me that we would have one later, also called Noel. I am very happy. He said that he would accompany me to the movies in a few days to prevent kites. I am very happy. Although these have not been realized, I believe they will be realized one day. I'm afraid I can't wait that long. He said that CS was more important than me, and I was not angry because it was true, but I was very sad and cried secretly. I don't think I'm strong enough. I'm not doing well enough. The doctor said that I can't have my next birthday, that is, April 4, and he doesn't know my birthday yet! But it doesn't matter. I am weak again. I'm tired after typing a few words. It's really useless I know he has many girlfriends, which is good. He won't be sad when I leave. Although I really want to marry him, I have been expecting him to send me roses, even if there is only one. Many people sent me roses before, but I confiscated them. Because it stands for love, I thought I might not wait for the day when he gave it to me, so I secretly bought one for myself. I don't think he will ever see what I wrote, so I can do whatever I want. That annoying voice keeps repeating' Sorry, the number you dialed is power off'. I really want to talk to him again, even if it's only for one minute. Listen to his voice. We haven't seen each other for a long time. I miss him every day. I cried again. Well, I'm really worried about him. My eyes hurt when I play games for a long time. I bought eye drops, but I can't give them to him. Besides, he is very picky about food. I thought she was tired and finally had a flashback. I clicked play, and the elegant voice echoed in the empty room. "You and I walked so far quietly/I didn't even notice that my eyes were red/I heard you say that you have changed now/I still love your smiling face the most/this old road hasn't changed/it was sunny every time I passed by/I remembered our past/tears began to spread bit by bit-every time I closed my eyes/I always saw/all your promises would come true/I kissed your face/you. The love line is broken/I don't want to be a breakpoint/I just want to listen to your sweet words before going to bed-"The flash is a little rough, but my turtle's tears have been dripping for a long time, and there are lines of fine print at the end of the picture. "I want to hear you say you love me, so let me know; I want to accept the rose you sent me, just one; Want to spend more time loving you, even if it's only for one day; But now, my hands are shaking and I really want to see you again. " I sat alone in a dark room and finally burst into tears. I just miss you, my favorite woman. I haven't had time to spoil you, fulfill my promise, and let you be my beautiful bride. Damn CS, I haven't seen you for the last time. Damn me. Yes, I finally understand that you are the most important, but unfortunately you can't wait for me. It didn't rain in Tomb-Sweeping Day this year. I gave up CS and became a white-collar worker. I will definitely ask you to be my most beautiful bride. "Happy birthday, little fool." I come here every week. I just want to tell you that a pure white tombstone is just like your purity. The breeze blows my face like your hair, and I miss your smiling face. I still like it best. My friends and family are surprised at my change. I don't smoke, I don't play CS, I don't surf the Internet, and I have a cute puppy like you. As we agreed, I just want to talk to you again and give you your favorite rose. Baby, I love you.