Komatsu and I

Komatsu is my childhood, and our parents are colleagues, which is the friendship between two generations.

We grew up playing together,

Let's go to the aqueduct to play

Komatsu and I

Komatsu is my childhood, and our parents are colleagues, which is the friendship between two generations.

We grew up playing together,

Let's go to the aqueduct to play with water.

Fish and frogs are together,

Eating stars together in the soybean field,

Pulling radish, climbing trees and picking apricots together,

Let's lift the ladder to find the sparrow.

Dig a snow hole and hide the cat together.

At that time, he was very brave He dares to catch toads to scare people, go into dark rooms and steal watermelons-I dare not. Because there are people watching in Gua Tian.

In the 1980s, there was a shortage of materials and no toys. A few picture books at hand have already been turned over, so I can only play with stones. At that time, buildings were built with pebbles by the river, and my greatest hobby was to find agate stones among the stones!

Our farm is a reform-through-labour farm. I remember that the reform-through-labour workers were building a farm middle school. It was the first time we saw stone washing machine, a huge iron drum, rumbling and turning, and the pebbles in it were washed away by running water. There are prisoners who specialize in picking up agate stones at the exit. What he did was not the manager's personal hobby or request, but "flattering" and "adding bricks and tiles" to the manager's fish tank rockery.

Komatsu and I watched helplessly as he picked up a rubber-sized red agate stone and then took out a rare green agate stone ... The temptation made my mouth water. The prisoner did this because he wanted me to bring him some books and garlic so that they could live a good life. I was poor at that time. Don't! Every day, I dream of finding money in a cinema that doesn't cost tickets. All my possessions are a 50-cent coin-I have kept it until now.

Prisoners can't take stones back to prison after work. They must hide the agate stones they have picked up somewhere on the construction site. So in the evening when the construction site was deserted, we took advantage of the darkness to touch stone washing machine and try our luck. Unexpectedly, there was an unexpected harvest. A bag was found in a big tin oil drum, and more than 240 pieces of agate stones were "intercepted" by us at one stroke. ...

These 240 babies became the source of happiness when I was 9 years old, and contracted the happiness of my life. After four years, my family returned to the city, and my father did not allow me to bring stones. I only selected 30 pieces to take away, and left the rest on the farm. Half of the 30 yuan was rejected by my cousin's teacher! This incident made me realize the marginal significance of reincarnation. I didn't come easily and walked very hard.

At this point, Komatsu and I also ended our inseparable childhood.

1996, Komatsu, who went to college in Harbin, came to me to borrow money. At that time, I only had 100 yuan at school-when he put two pieces of 50 yuan's money in his wallet (my eyes were half a foot higher than his wallet), I saw it and felt that his wallet was empty! His hands were shaking, and I left in a hurry without saying anything! At that time, there was a ripple in my heart, and I thought it was wrong! How can the wallet be empty?

After that, I went to see him in his school dormitory once. After staying for an hour at most, he became less talkative. I feel that my roommates don't get along as well as I expected, and the atmosphere is a bit strange and embarrassing.

Ten years later, I don't know why he borrowed money that day, and I don't know why there was a flicker of eyes between him and his roommate ... It turned out that he and his roommate were eating out, and someone on the table next to him said that his mobile phone was lost and stolen. My roommates disappeared in an instant, and they all ran away. Only he caught them and made him pay more than 2,000 yuan. Nokia's 1996 series mobile phones are all at this price, which is about half a year's salary of ordinary working class. In desperation, he borrowed money from people around him! It is not known whether Komatsu has a mobile phone. I haven't heard from Komatsu for a long time. 1995 The price of 400 yuan 1996 is 800 square meters. Why should we emphasize the amount of money and the price of the house? Because the current 100 yuan is really embarrassing to mention, and the current price is 12000.

No matter how I guess the plot, I can't imagine seeing him for the first time after I was disabled. My heart is full of pain and embarrassment, and his state is not as good as those two fools laughed at by our farm.

Suffering will accompany him for the rest of his life. ...

What a good fate! He chose this path by himself. His parents disapproved of his going to Tianjin and asked him to join the prison police system. He refused to be a policeman until he died!

Around 20 12, I saw him again, seven years after his accident-in Tianjin, in a different place, he rear-ended a big truck with bare tires on his motorcycle and was in a coma in the hospital 15 days. The irresponsible car owner gave him 20,000 yuan in medical expenses out of conscience. Life is dying, giving up treatment means death. His parents gritted their teeth and insisted that he survived. After several years of rehabilitation, his left hand can't get out at all, and his legs are wobbly-he has been walking on a stool for several years, and his IQ is still in the early childhood stage. He can only watch TV and can't use a mobile phone. His parents can only control him to eat and drink, and can't give him more.

Severe brain trauma made him forget many things, but he still remembered me at the age of 13. I scratched my head when I saw him stuttering and unable to express himself.

For me, although I miss Komatsu very much, I don't want to see him now beyond recognition. What remains in my mind is that childhood. Komatsu and I ran together, nicknamed each other and made fun of each other.

Although there are WeChat messages from his brother and father now, I dare not ask him about his recent situation! I begged his brother for a year, and his brother sent me a picture of him sitting alone by the bed, with a vague back and a gaseous look like an old man. Suffering will accompany him for the rest of his life. ...

Sometimes I feel sorry for his unmarried life. If he listens to his parents' arrangement and finds a job in a reform-through-labour farm step by step, he will become a prison policeman many years later.

In the face of the great ship of fate, all of us are probably at a loss because of the rotation of the years. It's a pity that Komatsu was brave and omnipotent when he was a child.