Thank you for your essay title "I have walked this road"

At the end of a journey, I want to look back, look at the road I have traveled, and look at myself.

I remember that I was just 18 years old, and I learned a little about the military camp through some cool and unique shots of movies and media, but it doesn't mean that I don't know anything, just in my memory, it was a beautiful place where my heart belonged, with beautiful expectations, June 65438+February 65438+May 2005. I tried not to cry, watching my parents, my sister gradually went away, and my sister chased the car and slowly disappeared into the crowd. In fact, my eyes are blurred, and the feeling of loneliness suddenly welled up in my heart. As a soldier with me, there are three high school students, the best of whom is Hu Kuan. From this moment on, we changed from good brothers to comrades in arms. This is my first time to leave Chongqing and take a train. I started the train slowly at 4 am. When I woke up, through the window, there were mountains everywhere, bare and uninhabited. Later, I learned that this is Zunyi, Guizhou, passing through Guizhou, Hunan, Guangzhou, ............ and Shenzhen. Along the way, we met many comrades who joined the army together in Chongqing. We talked and laughed. In Shenzhen, I saw the sea. Although I only saw a little in the car, it was still very exciting for us. We all stood up and looked at the sea. Up to now, the sea should be a terrible thing for me.

I remember it was on the evening of February 8, 65438 in Zhuhai 18+40 or so. When I got off the boat, I was greeted by a Dongfeng truck. This old truck can't stand the toss. ) All the way along the seaside road, the lights are bright and everything feels fresh. Later, I learned that this is the famous lovers road. When I arrived at the army, the gongs and drums were deafening and it was dark outside. On both sides are soldiers dressed in warriors. They both look terrible. From this moment on, we are all honest. I can't see anything except two big street lamps. Later, I called the roll and divided the troops. After that, a soldier with acne gave me a bag, which was taken to a big room. Inside, we were separated and all valuable things were taken away. I was smart enough to hide the mp3 player, and finally I had 20 yuan left on me. I was assigned to the second, third and third classes of recruits, Hu. Looking at the scary monitor, he's actually fine.

When I arrived at the room, I was arranged in the lower berth near the monitor. There is a recruit making the bed in the room, watching him cry fat. Later, I learned that he had just arrived for a few days and wanted to go home because he didn't adapt to the environment here. He is from Shaanxi, my comrade-in-arms-Wu Kang. We were the last to report, and all the other comrades went to see the news. Remember today is Saturday. It's a long walk to take a bath at night. It's dark there. Forty or fifty people crowded together to wash. I can't find anyone in our company after washing, and I can't remember which company I belong to. I searched there for a long time before I found it. When I go back, I will have a rest soon. That night, I was lying in bed, and I don't know how long it took before I fell asleep. I don't know what I'm thinking, and my mood is very complicated.

The next day, before dawn, I was awakened by the harsh whistle. In a panic, I don't know how to dress. I hurried down, but I couldn't find my own team. I searched there for a long time before I found it. After that, the long recruitment company began, and every day was boring training. We are all called "recruits an egg shaped thing".

You have to ask for leave to go to the bathroom here. You have to defecate for three minutes and urinate for thirty seconds. Ask for instructions in everything. You can't sit on the bed at rest. Towels should be placed consistently. Everything is the same. The clothes in the cupboard should be folded very neatly and placed in an orderly manner. Can't speak native dialect. You have to do 50 push-ups to understand this letter ... in short, there are many unexpected rules that make you lose your temper. What are you? At that time, my monthly allowance was 120 yuan, and I only gave you 50 yuan allowance. At that time, I really didn't want to use it at all, but I saved everything. There is still a balance every month, and this money is not to say that someone else has taken it. It's clear now. At that time, I was worried that you would run away, so I wouldn't let you bring too much cash.

In XinBingLian, I am also a "versatile" person. I was selected to perform martial arts in the Spring Festival gala group. Actually, I'm fooling around, too What do I know about martial arts? This is sheer nonsense. I just learned a little fighting action in high school, and then I rehearsed it. In this way, I ended up as a walk-on. What about yangko and yangko?

I still remember when the title was awarded on the Chinese New Year, when the military song of the China People's Liberation Army sounded, it echoed throughout the auditorium, and the air was like a talent, instantly condensed. It was our instructor who gave me the rank. At that time, I felt I was a great leader. It's a great thing that he gave me a rank. When the rank and cap badge are on my shoulders and head, I feel the responsibility and sacredness of the soldiers at this moment. On this day, I was officially included in the compilation sequence of China People's Liberation Army and was awarded the rank of Private.

In fact, sometimes I really feel wronged and unaccustomed, and I look forward to the arrival of every weekend, because I can call home on weekends and keep calling my sister once a week. At that time, I cried and said that I would go back in two years, and I would never stay in the army again. I have been in the army for five years now. I called her for the first time, 65438+2006 10, Monday noon. Zhang Wei's birthday. According to common sense, we can't make a phone call on this day, but in order to call a friend and call her, I don't know how many things I did or said before the monitor brought us here. When I connected Zhang Wei's phone, I asked him to give it to her. You have no idea how nervous and excited many people are. After such a long separation, this is the first time I have called her. Zhang Wei said that he is very busy now. Later, she called me, but the time had come. I didn't speak on the other end of the phone. It is time. We all went back. No one can imagine what I was thinking. When I returned to my room, all my comrades fell asleep. I saw the monitor and platoon leader asleep, but I couldn't sleep. I sneaked into the shop and called her back. You know, I ran to the store in private. The stone in my heart fell to the ground, but fortunately I was not caught this time. This is also the only time I went to the store for the first time in three months.

Speaking of her, I now think that she was really ignorant at that time, very simple, as pure as pure water, as pure as a recent popular love of hawthorn trees. She gave me a lot of encouragement and the biggest disappointment. From the moment I got on the train, I decided to keep a diary every day, which recorded everything we were in the army. This diary is not written in a diary, but on a square piece of paper folded with paper cranes. Then I folded the paper into a careful shape. Before I came, I bought this paper for two years, 730 days a day, and I was going to give it to her together two years later. But she kept me from making it to the end. I kept writing for a year, and then I stopped writing. Some of them were mailed to her. I don't think she knows where she is now!

The recruits are very full for three months, and they are very busy every day, and they don't know what they are busy with. Every day is boring training, learning rules and regulations, singing military songs and staring blankly in the room. These three months have completely changed me, and all the good dreams in the past no longer exist. These three months have made me unforgettable, and I can't forget the grievances of my parents who called for the first time. I can't forget waiting in line for the first time to make a phone call in the army during the New Year. I said I did a good job, and tears swirled in my eyes. Then I said to hang up if anything happened. I can't forget the joy of receiving the letter for the first time; Even if I have to do more push-ups to read this letter, I will. This is my pillar, supporting me to stay here. I can't forget the pain of singing and doing push-ups in a gas mask. .............................................................................................................................................................

After being a recruit for three months, the most common words are "Yes", "Yes", "Good Chief XX" and "Good Monitor XX", so stand at attention. The weather is fine, and the training begins with queue training. Every day, I stand in the military posture first, and then stand after lunch. I stand on that small bench with my heel leaking out, my whole foot on it and my hat buckled on it. On rainy days, you learn to sing military songs and learn rules and regulations until you can't speak, and your voice is hoarse! Copying the rules will make you weak. Slowly throwing grenades, aiming guns, shooting with live ammunition and climbing tactics.

I've been a recruit for three months, and I've almost finished writing it, but I remember more than that, and there are many things I can never talk about. When I got off the company, I realized that the monitor's unit was on an island, which was beautifully rendered by his language, just like a fairyland on earth. Facing Hong Kong is Hong Kong dollars, and the ground is covered with marble. What he said is not wrong. I can't blame him now that I think about it. I can only blame myself for my rich imagination. I didn't know the difference until I got to that island. This island is-

In fact, I had a lot of ideas at that time, but I just came into contact with the army and didn't understand many things about the army. Want to learn to drive, learn communication, don't know who to look for, have the opportunity to picket. The monitor asked me, I think it's better to follow the monitor. I want to go to his so-called fairyland with him.

I finally got my wish and went to the place he said, which gave me the first feeling-desolation and isolation. I will really spend these two years! I told myself that this hasn't arrived at our company yet, and it should be wonderful. When we disembarked, our luggage was taken away by an old car. We assembled a team and walked back to the company. There are fewer and fewer people along the way. In the end, there are only bare stones and endless sea. It took a long time to get to the company. I didn't know until I got to the company that there was no one here except a company. My heart is cold. Fortunately, I was finally assigned to the monitor's class, so my heart is still there. From this moment on, I became a soldier of Company 3 and Company 2 10 class.

In fact, I was recommended as a young talent to compete in the military region only two days after I arrived at the company, but I came back after a day. I stayed here for one night because I didn't want our major. I was very excited at that time. Next, I met Hu Kuan. We only talked a few words through the window. I knew at that time that he was in the spy company below.

Here, except for my comrades, it is a dog. When I have nothing to do, I will take it out on the dog and touch it. This is my best partner. Because of boredom, I sit on the ground and look at photos or hold a book when I am with her. At that time, I spent most of my rest time reading books. I learned a lot from books, and many ideas changed because of my understanding of some sentences in the book. Sometimes I read under the covers with a flashlight after turning off the lights at night! Unlike in XinBingLian, here is a soldier for a year, there is nothing to be restrained. There are first-class soldiers (commonly known as veterans) here, and life is really depressing. Everything is stared at by them, and training is staring at you and pulling you. In short, it follows you like a lonely ghost.

I remember shortly after I left the company. Once we cleaned the canteen and accidentally got some water on a private. He immediately got angry and asked me to do push-ups there. I didn't do them. After cleaning, I went back to the dormitory. The vice monitor closed the door and asked me to do push-ups. I did, but I didn't do a few, and I have to apologize to him. I was angry at that time and almost gave him two jobs. So later they all said I was a soldier, and they all wanted to punish me, but I was never afraid of them.

This depressed life makes me nothing more than enter the state, passive training, and no enthusiasm for work. Here, I spend an hour growing vegetables every afternoon before dinner, mainly watering and fertilizing the vegetables. The first time I watered the vegetables, the vice monitor took me to water them. In fact, this action is very simple, that is, pouring manure into the roots of vegetables. But for the first time, when I was carrying a bucket of manure, I was not in the mood. But later, I adapted to this environment, because when I saw my own vegetables, I watered and fertilized them every day, and finally they became delicious on the table, and the joy of harvest came to me. (This reminds me of QQ Farm, which didn't exist at that time. Hee hee, I was playing the real version of stealing vegetables. ) There are still many things about vegetable fields. At noon, a man was carrying two buckets all over the mountain looking for cow dung, and found articles about cow dung everywhere on the ground. Like discovering the new world, I was crazy about it and didn't think it was cow dung at all. In order to find more feces, I go to the pigsty to find pig feces after standing at five o'clock every day, because I will be punished for doing push-ups if I can't find it; I had an argument with many comrades about vegetable fields, all because I wanted my vegetable fields to grow well. I feel really good and happy now.

Here I realized the feeling of killing pigs with a knife, cruel. It's also an opportunity to exercise. There's nothing to be afraid of. I cut my comrades' hair. I didn't know it at first, but now it can be said that it is handy! Why don't you let me try it for you sometime? Usually there is little time to rest here at noon. Either the veterans will take you for physical training and slope washing, or turn over vegetable fields, or take you up the mountain to see bamboo scaffolding. I'm better. Sometimes the monitor asks me to help him wash clothes and so on, so that he can have a better rest, but he still feels that he doesn't have enough sleep time at noon. At that time, I bought a bottle of Beijing Hongxing Erguotou and put it in the cupboard. I get up at noon every day and have a drink.

Here, the pace of life is not as tense as that of XinBingLian. Although I can't go outside, I have more personal space and regular life. You have training on Mondays, Tuesdays, Thursdays and Fridays, political education on Wednesdays, cleaning weapons and chopping wood on Saturdays. Speaking of chopping wood, it's fun to go there. You can go for a walk in the mountains, and you are more free. This time, if you cut wood, you will cut down many trees. Drag the cut trees back when cutting firewood next week, and so on.

In a semi-annual assessment, I won the award of a battalion and was rated as the top training player by the company. After training in the army, you can speak. After this period of time, I have a little position in the company, at least the training is ok.

I remember a time when I was depressed, because I didn't know until I called home that my mother was injured at work and her waist was broken, so she couldn't get up in bed. I live in my third aunt's house, and my father was ill and had an operation. During that time, everything fell to our family. Later, the company learned about it and gave me a job. Later, when I was visiting outside my office, solatium won me two thousand dollars. I saved 600 yuan in the past few months and sent it back together. You know how much my 600 dollars weigh. My allowance at that time was one month 160!

In fact, my parents have high expectations of me and hope that I can make a difference in the army. In fact, I also want to do something, but I can't get into the state. But after this incident, my thoughts and attitude took a 360-degree turn. I worked hard and worked hard, and slowly set a goal for myself, that is, to go to the teaching team for training in the next year. This is my goal. In order to achieve it, I really.

At the end of August, the monitor was walked to school and everyone went to see him off. In fact, I can't bear to part with him. Half a year has passed, and he and I are no different except for work. He is like my big brother, but I still can't bear to part with him when he leaves. This time, I wanted to cry, but I held back my tears. I dare not look at him. When I see him, tears will fall, and I can only. In this way, we separated. I remember stealing cucumbers for him at night, sticking watermelon skin on his face for beauty and being a "messenger" for him. I think this feeling has been erased from my memory forever. At that time, he often asked me to call her on his mobile phone. At that time, I threatened to let him be our witness when we got married. Although she and I are no longer together, I will definitely invite you as a witness. Goodbye, my old monitor.

Slowly, this private's life is coming to an end. Finally, I became the right-hand man of our class. Now that I think about it, I feel so strong at that time. There's someone here I think I should mention. He is my comrade-in-arms-Chen Wei! We were soldiers in the same year. Our hometown is Nan 'an, Chongqing, but now we have lost contact. I really want to find you. At that time, I was too strong, always bickering with you, always trying to clean up your scars, but I didn't know how difficult it was until a relationship was lost! I hope we can meet again.

"Veteran, you have to go, veteran, you have to go." Accompanied by sad songs, I waved goodbye to the veterans who had worked together. Although I hate them very much, I have been looking forward to this day for a long time, but when I really arrived at this day, I felt too much sadness in my heart, and all the unhappiness before was gone. I hugged each other, shook hands, saluted and waved goodbye. In the dark, I sent them away from where they had fought. It can be seen that they are reluctant and have to face the reality. The veteran walked all the way.

This is when I was a "recruit an egg shaped thing", and there are still many things to talk about. This is my first step in joining the army. This year, I have matured a lot and learned a lot. I am about to retire from the ugly name of "recruit an egg shaped thing" and become a "veteran".

Pick me.