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No one knows why, what is good and what is bad. It has been clearly distributed in my mind. No one knows what I did. I had everything beautiful, but suddenly one day I gave it up. But that can only be the past, and I don't understand. Now I don't know whether to cry, laugh or think. I knew I was staring at the sea. Every time my family comes to see me, I just look at my parents crying at me with a straight face, and look at the tears in my brother and sister's eyes with a straight face. No one knows why I did it, and I don't know why I did it. Don't call me heartless, and don't call me inhuman. It's just what can you do with a mental patient? That's enough. Four years is enough. Four years? How can it be four years?
Today is the tenth day of July 20 10. I came to the doctor's office as usual in the morning. The attending doctor asked me if I really didn't need to inform my family to pick me up? I told him no, it's been several years, and I wanted to surprise my family. The doctor looked at me and said, OK! I won't say anything. You can get your luggage and medicine from the nurse later. There was no problem in yesterday's appraisal, so we can go today. I have one. ...