What if I love my mother at home?
Your heart has a complex of extreme dependence on your mother, and you realize that this is a problem, but you still don't realize the root of the problem. In fact, the problem lies with your mother, and it is your mother who solves the problem, not yourself. I suggest you take your mother to the psychological clinic for consultation, and the psychological counselor will help you. Stop procrastinating, or you will ruin your life. If possible, tell your mother what I said.