Thinking clearly about life: Is there any moment in your life that makes you full of despair?

When we grow up, we will know some cruel life truths, such as don't judge a book by its cover, silently contribute, be full of affection, and be lofty is not a good quality, but a big pit. Most importantly, many people will experience the so-called dream disillusionment process. The so-called efforts may just reach the starting point of others.

However, these are not enough to make me full of despair in life. Generally speaking, I always feel that life is getting better and better, probably because I was really poor when I was a child.

At that time, my vision was limited to mountains and rivers, my personality was fixed in cowardice and introversion, and my grades crawled on the passing line. My father is as busy as a bee for a living, my mother likes to lose her temper and hit people, my teacher is tired because of my problems, and my classmates bully me if they want to bully me. I have faced many problems, and I have my own problems, but I am not aware of my own problems and have no ability to solve them.

what can I do? The ego is really desperate. I haven't changed my direction or changed the forces around me. I can only endure the bad life day after day, and I have no choice.

Even when I grow up, I know many cruel rules in this world, but there is always room for subjective initiative. No pains, no gains, no gains, no gains, no gains, that's enough.

Probably because I am so desperate, I seem to have lost my ability to despair when I grow up. It seems that there is nothing to lose in this world, and there is nothing worth pursuing enthusiastically. I live every minute of the moment and plan a small future in the near future, so I am a positive Buddhist.

Really, life is not bad, and my efforts are good for me.