Last year, 17-year-old Wen Wen was admitted to high school and transferred to school. Lu was suddenly left alone at home, and she suddenly felt a terrible loneliness and loneliness surrounded her. Especially at night, when the cold wind blows on the window and birds sing at night, she always thinks of the joy of her husband when he is alive.
Lonely nights are long. People always find something to do when they are lonely. Recently, Lu often suffers from insomnia at night. She watches TV all night. When she is really tired, she will knit a sweater. She wants to kill time in this way and forget everything in the past. But it turns out that the past is unforgettable. My husband's concern and consideration, her voice and smile, her temperature and even the smell of smoking are all vivid. But all this, with her husband's departure, he can no longer feel it.
Wenwen is gone, and there is no one at home. Lu seldom stays at home alone. One night, Lu saw many middle-aged women dancing yangko in the square. She liked dancing when she was young, so she couldn't help walking into the dance floor. She wants to take this opportunity to relieve her boring days. Unexpectedly, this step on the dance floor will bring great changes to her later life.
I met Anda, who is the matchmaker on the dance floor. After dinner that night, Lu came to the dance floor as usual. With the northeast folk song "Big Girl, Beautiful Girl, Wave", she didn't notice that Anda had observed her for a long time, because she had forgotten everything around her in the dance music. Suddenly, when she was distracted, she accidentally fell down and fell heavily to the ground.
Just as she struggled to stand up, her arm felt gently supported before it was lifted. I turned my head and saw a stranger. Lu bowed his head, said "thank you" shyly, and stood up with the help of the man.
The man carefully helped her to the stone bench next to the dance floor and asked her with concern how she was injured. She replied that massaging her injured ankle looked very painful. The man is also very discretion, trotted off to a private clinic in the community, bought a pack of painkillers for Lu, gently removed a layer of plastic film on it, and put the plaster on Lu's ankle. Lu felt that the man's hand stayed on his ankle for a long time. She instinctively wanted to take her feet out, but she didn't do it in the end. Maybe, she wants the man to hold her for a long time.
"Shall I take you home?" The man said softly.
"Well, that's very kind of you!" Lu wondered why Min Min rashly promised to help a strange man. In fact, at the moment, Lu's foot is not as painful as it was just now. As long as you stick to it, you can walk home slowly by yourself.
"You are too tired." On the way, the man said with concern, "I see you twisted five tunes in a row." If you are tired, you should rest. "
"Yes, I just came here recently. Middle-aged women like me have long lacked exercise and their bones have become loose. " Lv Minmin replied, looking at this strange man.
He is probably less than forty years old. The face is well maintained, and it is white and red. Wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses looks elegant. The abdomen bulges slightly, similar to other middle-aged men. It can be seen that this man must have a good living and working environment. Lu has no aversion to this man. She was full of gratitude for his unexpected help.
During the conversation, he learned that the man's name was Anda. He works in a chemical factory and is the director of the factory office. Two years ago, his wife went to Shenzhen with someone. Because he has no children, he lives alone now. "Oh, I didn't expect you to be poor!" Lu was moved by compassion and couldn't help sighing.
It may be a bit rude to suddenly express your feelings so bluntly to a stranger. Later, Lu asked, "Didn't you persuade her to come back?"
"Advised, useless. Once a woman enters a man's world, she always wants to compete with him. She said that when she made a lot of money, she would take me to work together. " Anda said helplessly, "Who knows what she will do in this life."
Two people pour out, suddenly arrived at the door of Lu, Lu wanted to invite Ann to sit at home, but she was afraid of being embarrassed, not to mention the first time she met, reasoning and finally there was no export invitation.
"I'm here, on the fourth floor. Come and sit down when you are free. " Anda Wen wanted to help Lu go upstairs, but seeing that Lu didn't really invite him, he had to say, "Take care, I live behind your house, just three buildings away. I'm number 2, Unit 4, third floor. This is my business card. Call me if you need anything. "
Say that finish, anda walked along the stone road to his home. Looking at Anda Wen's distant back, Lv Minmin felt a sense of loss and watched him until he slowly disappeared from sight. . . . . .
In the next few days, Lv Minmin didn't go out to dance and yangko, and of course she didn't see Andawen again. However, Anda's shadow is like crazy grass in her heart. She kept thinking of Anda's long-lost care and help when she bent down to put a plaster on her, and the warm current in her heart was also stirring.
One night, when Lu was cooking, the sewer was suddenly blocked. She wanted to find a male worker in the unit to call her, but I couldn't get through. At this time, she remembered Anda again. Yes, didn't he leave a business card for himself? Lv Minmin soon found Andawen's business card. According to the above number, she dialed the telephone of Anda's house and briefly explained the reason for asking Anda for help. Andawen promised happily, and in less than ten minutes, he came to Lu's door.
Anda carefully looked at the blocked place and found a thick iron wire, which was tied down bit by bit. The sewer was repaired soon. At this time, Lu's meal was also ready, so she invited Anda to have dinner together. Anda Wen was modest, but Lv Minmin insisted on retaining him. He thought that he was a polished rod anyway, so as not to go back and do it himself. As a result, he was no longer polite and stayed generously.
Lu is very enthusiastic. He went downstairs and bought a bottle of Tuopai Daqu and several bottles of drinks. They ate and talked. It was a little unnatural at first, but soon they spoke like a family. Lu is very happy tonight. She felt that she hadn't been so happy for a long time since her husband died. Anda is also very talkative, and there is no lack of interest and humor peculiar to men. During the dinner, Anda Wen was also very free and easy. He kept picking up food for Lu in laughter, as if this was not in Lu's home, but in Anda Wen's own home. Lv Minmin even thinks that Andawen is like a big boy and is very good at pleasing women.
After dinner, they talked from yangko to modern dance, from literature to movies, from work to family. They found their views and understanding surprisingly consistent. Unconsciously, it was past ten o'clock, but they didn't notice the loss of time at all, but when Anda got up to leave, they realized that it was raining heavily outside. At the moment when Anda opened the door to leave, Lu didn't know where he got the courage and grabbed his arm. "Anda, stay, I'm afraid of thunder at night."
Anda Wen was stupefied, looking at Lu's charming face and deep eyes, the man's inner passion was also unconsciously pounding. He raised his hand and helped Lu stroke her shawl hair, trying to comfort her, but before he could withdraw his hand, Lu fell on his shoulder. "Anda, you know? How bitter have I been in my heart these years? "
Anda's face stuck to Lv Minmin's long hair, and a unique fragrance of women came to his face, as if from the ancient kingdom of heaven, which intoxicated him. Lu's heart is bitter, why not himself? Alas, two poor people, a lonely couple!
I don't know whether emotions drive alcohol or alcohol drives feelings. Anda's mind went blank. He doesn't know how he got Lu into bed, nor how crazy he is. He only felt that Lu held him tightly, which almost made him panting.
"Women and men are happy together." Lying in the arms of Anda Wen, Lv Minmin said with deep feelings.
"Yes, men with women are also happy." Anda sighed thoughtfully and said, "I didn't feel anything when my wife was here before. Since my wife went south to do business, I feel this feeling is getting stronger and stronger. "
"Come with me when you are free. Maybe we can make up for each other? " Lv Minmin said: "Women's loneliness needs emotional watering."
"I also have this heart, but unfortunately people are awesome!"
"We might as well try."
Andavin didn't give a clear answer. He was silent. For a long time, he felt sorry for his wife, but she left him and ran away from home. Then why should she feel sorry for herself?
That night, Anda didn't come home. He and Lu seemed to relive their wedding again, happy and sweet. This made him miss it very much. At the same time, his heart is very contradictory. Lu's husband died, and she needed someone to accompany her. In fact, although she has a wife, what's the difference between her and a widower? Don't you often stay up all night alone at night?
"You don't like me?" Lv Minmin saw that Anda was silent for a long time and asked, "Do you think I am ugly?"
"No, you are beautiful." Anda carefully looked at the woman beside her. Indeed, although Lu is no longer young, due to good maintenance, her skin still looks white and tender, and her charm is still lovely, especially her slender and enchanting waist, which feels very wonderful to hold gently in her arms.
"Then why don't you agree?" Lv Minmin said, "I don't want anything from you. I just want someone to say something when I am bored. "
"I know. I will try my best. "
"Well, I don't force you. My daughter is in high school. Anyway, she only comes back once every half month. I have nothing to do at home alone. Come to me when you miss me, and I won't disturb your life. "
"Let your daughter know, won't you?"
"No, she's not at home. Besides, when she is here, we can stop seeing each other. "
Seeing Lu say this, Anda Wen was also very moved. He felt that Lu was a very considerate woman, and his heart was not much better.
In the later days, Andawen chatted with Lu when he was free, telling each other his worries, sometimes by phone, sometimes he went to see Lu, and sometimes Lu came to see him. They feel that they need each other, and sometimes if they don't meet or talk for a day, they feel something is missing.
Six months later, Anda's wife came back from Shenzhen. Andawen wants to get his heart back, but recently he is also very nervous, that is, Lu knows his home phone number. Although he told Lu not to call home, sometimes Lu couldn't help looking for him, which worried him. When he is with his wife in the evening, he will also think of Lu and feel that he and her are far from harmonious. He also tried to do well, but he always looked absent-minded every time.
One night, he made an appointment with Lu to meet him at his home. At the sight of him, Lu couldn't wait to pounce on him. He feels sorry for Lu these days. After all, it was Lu who gave himself warmth when his wife was away. He wants to repay-only in the way Lu needs. He felt that this time it was not for himself, and he was not so guilty. It's all about fulfilling a wish and a task.
Just as they were touching, suddenly, with the sound of a key turning the door lock, Lu's daughter came in, and the ugly scene of the two was naked in front of her. Lv Minmin and Anda were unprepared. They clumsily pulled the quilt over their bodies. However, all this is too late.
Wen Wen was surprised and immediately turned and ran out of the house. . . . . .
Lv Minmin dressed, while urging the stupefied Anda to go, shouting Wenwen's name and chasing him out.
Lv Minmin found Wen Wen at the door downstairs. Wen Wen watched Anda leave like a lost dog and didn't reply to Lu's cry. She went upstairs of cutting and cried in the quilt.
Lv Minmin tried to explain it again, but Wen Wen didn't listen at all. The next day, Wen Wen packed his things and walked out of the house. I didn't go home for three months in a row. During this period, Lu went to school several times. Wenwen just didn't see her, and sometimes she found Wenwen. Wenwen also looked angry, accused her of being sorry for her dead father, and told her face to face that she would never forgive her in my life.
Lv Minmin lost Wenwen's love, and Andawen seemed to be frightened. After this incident, she didn't call, let alone make her feel at ease. Lu felt a little desperate.
Anda, who left, felt very sad. He felt that he not only hurt a woman, but also destroyed an originally peaceful family. Although Lu didn't blame him, his inner anxiety has been tormenting him. One day on the way from work, Lu came from the opposite side. He wanted to avoid it, but he couldn't bear to see Lu's sad eyes. Just as he was stuck, a speeding Santana drove up. He couldn't dodge and fell in a pool of blood. . . . . .
On the day of seeing Anda off, the factory where Anda is located held a grand memorial service for Anda. The director personally presided over the reading of the memorial service and spoke highly of Anda's work and personality.
From a distance, Lv Minmin's eyes filled with tears, for Anda Wen, for herself, and perhaps for Anda Wen's wife and daughter. . . . . .
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