Today, because I came early, the company didn't open the door. I sat in the car, opened the rearview mirror, and looked at myself wearing my newly bought butterfly earrings with Russian brick red on my lips, listening to you in Xu Wei. The sun shone lazily through the window. I think I still have to get up early tomorrow, and then I will go to that small shop in Korea to buy some T-shirts. I like the clothes I bought a few days ago. Then I began to brush my circle of friends. I brushed the words sent by my college friend Nan Jie half an hour ago, and my heart slowly hurt. I wonder if I, a good friend she thinks, don't care enough about her.
Xu Wei's deep magnetic voice lingered in the car, and he couldn't tell whether it was dull and leisurely or sad. It doesn't seem heartbreaking and painful, but it makes people extremely awake, like a touch of desolation in this bustling city and an elegance in this secular world. I just want to write something about Sister Nan and me. It's not a thrilling story, but the most common dust among all sentient beings, fluttering and scattering in this rolling world of mortals.
Sister Nan and I are college classmates in the same session, in the same department and in different classes. Two years before college, we just knew each other, knew each other's names, met occasionally, and said hello. We must tell our impressions of each other. It is estimated that my impression of her there should be that I am a good student, a good girl, dull and boring, and I can't play together; My impression of her here is that she is a social person, perming her hair, skipping classes and playing cheat sheets, dancing street dance, puppy love and precocity, not a passerby. Look, this should be our first impression of each other.
In my junior year, Nanjie moved from apartment 9 to apartment 4, which is my apartment and my dormitory. We became roommates. I want to make a record here. At that time, the accommodation fee in apartment 9 was higher than that in apartment 4. Although I didn't have that kind of sensitive cells to perceive the so-called rich and poor at that time, it should be invisibly doomed by your circle of friends, so some people may have never been close in private although they have known each other for nearly 20 years. I mention it here to express that because she moved to the fourth apartment, we have the opportunity to be closer than before, and we have the opportunity to know each other better than before.
Although we are in the same dormitory, in fact, we still live our own lives as we did in the previous two years. She continued to fall in love with the boy in the class and went out to skip class. There are cultural performances in the department, and when there is a party, she will dance street dance. Well, I have a good impression of her, but she dances beautifully and has a Han Feng. Later, I had a good impression that her cooking was delicious, because sometimes, she would invite her sisters in the dormitory to eat in the house rented out by her boyfriend. You know, at that time, I couldn't even wash rice and cook with a rice cooker, so I thought she was really good. Of course, there was a bad impression at that time, that is, at least for me, an antique, it was shocking and subverted my three views. In fact, at that time, she was far more than one person who went out to live together, and I was just a psychological activity. Of course, I am not qualified or necessary to judge others.
Therefore, in our college years, the two of us are just these ordinary intersections. We have never talked about everything, quarreled or quarreled. It was after graduating from college that we drifted north together for a few years before we really got close. From 2007 to now, we have gone through the ups and downs of 12 together, and we have known each other for 16 years.
In the year of graduation, I came to Beijing for the first time and began to drift north. Xue Jiao (my college friend and roommate) and I live in a small courtyard in Shahe. We live in the kitchen decorated by the landlord's house, which is only about 16 square meters, with a bed, a chair, a table, a window and nothing else. Sister Nan came to Beijing a few months later than us, and the boyfriend she talked about in college also came to Beijing. He had strong relatives in Beijing and arranged a stable job for him, so Nanjie did not hesitate to follow.
Remember the scene when Sister Nan just came to Beijing to find us. She came in a hurry with a luggage roll (college bedding) and a pillow with a dog pattern. Here, I want to talk about why Nanjie came to Beijing to live with me when our university was not close. Not me, but my good friend Xue Jiao. They are very close. Well, I was well aware of that.
Sister Nan set up two boards next to the original bed, and we lived in that small house of more than ten square meters. Sister Nan began to submit her resume and look for a job. Boyfriend's family can't arrange a stable job for her, but Nan Jie doesn't think so. She just found out for herself. In a blink of an eye, we lived for nearly a year. Later, because of job changes, we moved out of the small quadrangle, the small bungalow that was sticky and sweaty that summer, and the small village where only an electric fan could blow (now Shahe is full of tall buildings). Many years later, we often mention the years of drifting north. This small quadrangle has always been the place where we thought that although it was bitter, it was the place where our dreams began. There is always a record of our happiest time, always leaving our original and innocent laughter.
After about half a year, we are together again. We live together in a two-bedroom and one-bedroom house in Shijingshan. Xue Jiao and Nan Jie share a room with her boyfriend. At this time, we are not as poor as when we first arrived in Beijing, but we still have no money. We still went to the zoo wholesale city to find clothes. The better clothes we bought were Aileen, Benny Road, Metersbonwe, Bang Wei and Bang Wei. When you are greedy, go to the vegetable market to buy food and rinse hot pot. Before dawn in the morning, the four of us began to rush about in the crowd. At night, with the stars and the moon, we returned to our temporary home.
Later, we moved to the second row near Huilongguan, where we lived for a long time, especially me, until I bought a house and got married. When I lived in Huilongguan, Sister Nan joined my company. We go to work together, work overtime together, talk together, study together, wear the same camouflage pants and walk smartly in the alley of Changping South Street. At that time, the love life in Nanjie was stable and sweet, and I was still alone. At this time, Nanjie and her boyfriend began to make money and save money. Among us, Nanjie is the first one to get involved in the world and the most one to join the WTO.
Later, we resigned together, she began to travel, and I began to study abroad. She moved out of Huilongguan and began to live in a prefabricated house with her boyfriend (her boyfriend is from China Railway Bureau), and we will only get together once in a long time. Sister Nan called me when she bought a house in Tongzhou. I was still in Huang Zhuang, Haidian. She said, Spring Breeze, let's buy a house! I can feel her joy through the microphone. It was 20 12. At that time, Chen Xiansen and I were married. At that time, Sister Nan will also be my emotional adviser, giving me directions like a person who has experienced it.
In the summer of 20 13, we went to Beidaihe to play together. After coming back, everyone is very busy and it is difficult to get together for a long time. Later, when I got pregnant, I began to stay indoors until I gave birth to Lolo, and Nanjie and her husband came to see me. At that time, we all thought that life would always be happy and lucky.
The sun rises and sets in the west, and the days change. Sister Nan gradually lost weight from 140 kg when she was fattest to 120 kg, and then gradually lost weight to 100 kg until the end of 20 16, when we met again, it was 94 kg. We sat in the coffee shop opened by Xue Feng, a college classmate. I saw Nanjie learning to smoke. Nanjie said, I have no home. My house in Yanjiao is still being renovated and there is no place to live. I said, then come to my house. We didn't cry, but only the stars in our eyes, which are obviously out and still flashing. We won't elaborate on the on-off and on-off in recent years. I accompanied her shopping and laughed at each other. She said spring breeze, it turns out that you, a thin man, have started to wear size L, and you have today! I said, yes, you fat people are wearing size S, and you can finally hold your head high!
After the Spring Festival, Sister Nan lived in my house for more than a month, and then she went on a trip alone, to Yunnan, Tibet, Nepal and Sanya. She went to many places, met many people, saw many scenery and listened to many stories. After coming back, she gave me everything and then chose to work in Shenzhen. Six months later, she came back again. This time, she said she wouldn't leave. She came to my company, and we chose to start a business with friends.
Going around, until today, we are together again. I don't know how she used to make peace with herself when she couldn't sleep at night and secretly cried. I don't know if she really put it down, really started again, and really learned to love herself.
Sister Nan and I, we are classmates, friends, girlfriends, colleagues and partners. I just want to tell her that the world kissed me, and we still have to sing back. In the days to come, we will continue to go on. I hope we can walk out of a spring full of flowers and have a bright future. There is still hope for the future, and you will never walk through the bleak autumn alone again.
Girl who makes people feel distressed, we can continue to dream that we can walk to the end of the world with swords, continue to dream that we can have a look at the prosperity of this world.