Recently, Eason Chan released a new song "We". When I first saw this news, I couldn't wait to search Netease Cloud Music.
I heard the lyrics in the title: My biggest regret is that your regret is related to me. Lacrimal glands are sour, and tears fall down unwillingly.
Probably after the vows of eternal love, the sweet words were diluted, and our hearts ached. We chose not to disturb each other, so as to realize the unwillingness full of regrets.
It took me a long time to brush all the comments, and the set single loop was repeated over and over again.
Finally, I got up the courage and left a long-hidden sentence in the comment area: We finally separated, Mr. Chen, I wish you happiness, and I have no regrets.
I don't know when it started. As we get older, we always like to stay quietly in our own world.
Compared with the lively crowd, we prefer loneliness, not that we don't like excitement, but that we are too afraid of others laughing and hiding all our sadness.
I used to think that boys would be more free and easy in their feelings, and they would be very simple when they were separated, and they could get away with it when the other party was unprepared.
It was not until I met Lao Ji and listened to his story that I gradually changed my original idea.
When I was a freshman, I worked as an intern in a human resources company. My previous plan was to get customers from hundreds of QQ groups.
I met him with the attitude of finishing my work, but I didn't expect to become friends with him in the end.
The first time I saw him, my first impression was, alas, this boy is quite self-motivated.
Many of us, like others, always like to be friends with people with positive energy, so it is reasonable for me to talk to him about life from work.
In fact, we would rather keep old friends than meet new ones, because it is really troublesome to know someone. At first, almost no one wanted to show all their looks to each other, so what you saw was exactly what I wanted you to see.
In vain, I finally established trust with the old plan.
Slowly, I realized that when I first met him, his four-year relationship would fall apart.
Lao Ji and Xuan met in the same high school. Xuan is one year younger than Lao Ji. Because I like it, I naturally get together.
Perhaps because of puppy love, the grades of the old age declined, and the college entrance examination was abnormal, I was admitted to an ordinary two colleges.
On the day when Lao Ji went to college, Xuan sent him to the railway station, hugged him tightly and said, "You wait for me, there is still one year, and I will definitely go to your university."
The old man smiled and said, "OK, silly girl, I'll wait for you."
After starting a long-distance relationship, Lao Ji always goes back to see Xuan every once in a while, thinking that they only need one year to love each other to the extreme.
It's just that in the college entrance examination that year, Xuan's grades couldn't even get into an undergraduate college.
During the summer vacation of his freshman year, Lao Ji took a holiday job and happily bought a new mobile phone for Xuan. He touched Xuan's head. "Silly girl, go to repeat, I'll wait for you at the university!"
Many stories, if only one person pays hard, the other person gets what he deserves. Finally, I just moved the spectators and tortured myself.
Lao Ji worked hard in college, but Xuan was carefree in the re-reading class.
In the summer vacation of sophomore year, Xuan failed the list again. Breaking up was put forward by the old plan, not because Xuan failed to enter the same university as him, but because he had too many things to bear in this relationship.
Lao Ji said: "I always thought that as long as I spoiled her, used her and treated her wholeheartedly, she would find my goodness and love me wholeheartedly, but I was wrong."
After they got together, Lao Ji took Mary to meet all his friends, but Lao Ji never met any of Mary's friends.
Jessica Hester Hsuan often hangs out with a group of boys and goes to karaoke and Internet cafes, but she never calls her old tricks.
Lao Ji understands her. He wants to give her free space. He wanted her to know that his love would not burden her, but she didn't understand.
Love is not afraid of trivial quarrels, but of betrayal and deception. After a long time, Mary didn't reply to the old plan until the next day. After three or five sentences were hastily finished, there was no news. She didn't answer the phone of the old plan and asked where she had gone.
On the one hand, one person's carnival, on the other hand, another person's endless worries and thoughts, originally did not understand that love is a kind of torture.
After I knew Lao Ji for more than a month, he broke up with that girl.
In fact, more than a month ago, Lao Ji suffered from insomnia every night and went to the hospital to buy medicine every once in a while. In a short time, he lost ten pounds.
That day, I asked Lao Ji, "Are you willing to let go?"
He smiled. "Don't give up, you have to let go. I follow her and spoil her because I love her. I don't care much about her. I tolerate her and let her go, not because I have no principles, but because I want her to be a little princess in front of me, but I am really tired and I can't afford it. "
He said, "For a long time, my health has declined, and I still have a fever and insomnia. You know, up to now, I have spent more than 2000 yuan on medicine. At this rate, I will really die. I choose to give up, not for anything else. I just want to let myself go. "
After listening to his words, my tears swirled in my eyes. I tried to comfort him, but I couldn't find the right sentence.
There is such a scene in The Wallflower Boy: The hero asks his teacher, "Why do we always fall in love with those who don't care about us?"
The teacher replied, "Because we always feel that we don't deserve better love."
Many stories will leave regrets. My biggest regret is that your life has nothing to do with me.
It's been half a year since I last chatted with Lao Ji. I saw him praising me in a circle of friends the other day. I talked to him directly without saying anything.
Halfway through the conversation, I suddenly asked him, "Why don't you find a new girlfriend?"
After a while, he sent me a message, "Some love needs to wait, and I don't want to run so hard anymore."
Netease Cloud Music has a highly appraised comment: Therefore, people who say they don't want to fall in love probably have someone in their hearts that they can't have.
Perhaps, he still can't forget the girl he loved in his memory.
Many times, you try to forget someone. After many days, your memory fades away, but his interruption makes all your efforts ineffective.
In fact, separated people are passers-by, and separated people are also passers-by.
I saw a message when I brushed the comment:
He was the best of him at that time, and I was the best of me later.
But the best part is that there is still a whole youth between us.
No matter how you run, you can't cross your youth, so you have to reach out and say goodbye.
In my youth, there was once a person who was heartbroken at first, and later we became friends who had been in love for a long time.
In fact, I don't regret it, because I deserve better love
You too!