When she is alone, Feifei is still very sad. Looking at grown-up children, the hardships of raising children alone in the past are not worth mentioning. However, I have Qian Qian in my heart and Qian Qian in my heart. Feelings hidden in the deep heart are like wine that has been treasured for many years. Yeast is more intoxicating and painful, and the burning heart always reminds her of her past mistakes.
Feifei was self-abased and arrogant, and there was rebellion everywhere in her flamboyant character. When I first met my husband Qi, I just ended my five-year relationship with my first love Hong and played with her for 10 years. Just because Qi Bihong is handsome, she stubbornly wants to find someone better than Hong to marry and fall in love. Qi just appeared, which meets the requirements.
Feifei's parents were against marrying Qi at that time. Feifei's parents learned from many inquiries that Qi's mother was strong-willed and afraid that Feifei and her mother-in-law would not get along well. Young Feifei feels that her choice is good. The more her parents objected, the more she insisted. It seems that she wants to prove her choice is right. She doesn't know whether to love or not, only that her outstanding appearance will make her look good. That's true. Good-looking, parents objected, and it became more and more correct after a long time. Qi has a good living habit, but he has a bad temper. After the marriage, Qi was overbearing and unreasonable, and transformed Feifei according to the requirements of her ideal wife.
They often quarrel, and they will be flushed with such a trivial matter as what to wear when going out. They are all competitive and uncompromising, but they don't mention divorce tacitly. Qi's parents don't like Feifei who likes to put on airs, especially after she gave birth to her daughter. They think that the boy's absence means that they can't carry on the family line. Feifei, who seldom goes back to her hometown, rarely takes her daughter back to the home where she doesn't like her mother and daughter. Perhaps because they are tired of the noise, Feifei and Qi slowly become silent. Sometimes they can't say a word for days. Qi became more and more busy at work and went home less and less, until they were completely tacitly separated.
Feifei often doubts whether her original insistence is correct and her work is stable, but high-intensity pressure often keeps her awake. When I feel depressed and have nowhere to solve it, I especially miss my first love macro who came to visit relatives and friends. After all these years, she has become a mother. How is he? How's life?
Feifei got Acer's phone number with the help of a friend. She can't hide her inner impulse. After repeated struggles, she dialed macro's phone. After answering the phone, she was silent. Macro seems to think it's her on the other end of the phone. After feeding twice, she was silent and didn't hang up. It seems that after a century, Feifei asked slowly, "Are you all right?" Macro on the other end of the phone heard a familiar and unfamiliar voice and burst into tears. Now the man he missed day and night finally called.
When they met, they saw the people who once loved each other, and now they have experienced many vicissitudes, and both sides have tears. They chatted happily about the past and discussed what had happened to their former friends.
After a few commonplaces, he finally got up the courage to ask her how she was and how happy she was. Is her husband good to her?
Feifei looked at the vicissitudes of life but still handsome man, filled with emotion. She said that she was happy, had a good life and had a good job. Because she wanted to be a macro for a while, she asked for a phone number. I wonder if it has disturbed macro's life.
Macro busy said don't bother, oneself also miss Feifei, afraid of causing trouble to Feifei didn't contact her. Macro talked about his life. He and his wife have been separated for many years and have very different personalities. Feifei left when they got married, and it doesn't matter who they are together without a lover. In order to explain to his parents, he chose the girl they liked.
I thought it wouldn't be too happy, but at least it wouldn't be too bad, but I didn't expect marriage to eventually become a chicken feather. Because of the children, because of the responsibility, there has been no divorce. Home, no sense of belonging, he put all his energy into his work, so he achieved quite high achievements and became an example in others' eyes, but no one could understand his inner sufferings. Marriage is like drinking water and knowing yourself.
Listening to his plain story about the past and the present, Feifei felt a twinge in her heart. That year, she left angrily because of the disdain and contempt on Macro's face. No matter how Hong apologized later, Feifei insisted on breaking up. In the past, two people played together, and the beauty spent before and after the moon became a thing of the past. The oath of never leaving was defeated by trivial matters.
My willfulness at the beginning caused the misfortune of two families today. Regret it? If she can choose again, will she stick to her previous choice? Feifei thought of it from a painful experience. There is sadness, but no regret. Now they all have their own jobs and lives. Although there are many troubles, isn't this a normal state of life? Every family has a difficult experience, and everyone has unknown sufferings. Now that she has a lovely child, Feifei is filled with gratitude when she thinks of her daughter. In that case, why regret it? If life can be re-chosen, then she must stick to the present choice.
She feels more open-minded than ever before. In life, there are joys and sorrows at every stage. We will always face many choices, but in any case, we are responsible for our life choices. Perhaps, there will be some regrets that deeply move us, but life is never perfect. We all try our best to make full use of ourselves and hope to show our wonderful life.
She has gradually calmed down from the impulse to contact macro. Perhaps, when she left in despair, it was because she felt a little inferior. When people are young and frivolous, they always use conceit to cover up their inner inferiority, but all leaving is like a fate, leading us to open another world.
Macro looked at Feifei, who had faded away when she was young and bared her teeth, and said with emotion that today's meeting made him untie the knot for many years. He used to blame his family because their disrespect made him miserable these years. Now he is relieved to see the intellectual beauty in Feifei's expression. Letting go is not love, nor is it another beautiful scenery. Looking at this woman who has been thinking about herself since she was a teenager and is now a good wife and mother, she said, I hope you will always keep that innocence and be happy forever.
Feifei looked at Macro sincerely and said that today's meeting was a late ending for my youth. I really liked it when I was young, and I really left. Thank you for loving me so hard and taking care of me so much. I am very happy with you. There is no future company for me now. I still hope you are as beautiful as ever. I hope you can let go of the burdens you shouldn't bear, cherish the people around you and live a wonderful life.
Macro got up and hugged Feifei tightly. After letting go, he smiled and said, "Take care." Turning into a tearful person, Hong firmly walked out of the coffee shop and said to himself, "Goodbye, my dear girl, never again."
Feifei watched Macro leave, and the person who once gave her the best love at the best age really left. She smiled behind her back, sobbed silently, "Goodbye, the boy I loved, I will never see him again."