We seldom know what kind of concept "sensible" is. When you are ignorant, it is sensible to think that you can do "Kong Rong makes pears"; When I went to primary school, I felt that it was wise to finish my homework on my own initiative and not let my parents feel sorry for themselves. In middle school, we become emotional, thoughtful and introverted, and no longer open our hearts to our parents, but the ego in our hearts also hopes that our parents will notice us. What kind of child is Liu? He is sensible, because only his grandmother accompanied him since childhood; He is also naughty, because he has never experienced where you will go.
This paper mainly tells the life story from the perspective of Liu XIII. About love, about growth, about affection.
Liu Shisan is a child who has no mother since childhood. His childhood was only accompanied by his grandmother, and the person he missed most in his life was also his grandmother. But it took him many years to understand this truth. When he rebelled, he would write on the door: Wang Yingying is a cheapskate. If you are so naive. Will lie to grandma and say this is: Wang Yingying wants to live for 10,000 years. When he was growing up, his friendship with Cheng Shuang began with the robbery of pretending to be old. Their friendship thus began with a bang. Cheng Shuang had a heart attack. "I may die tomorrow." There is an agreement between them: If I (Cheng Shuang) can survive, I will be your (Liu XIII) girlfriend.
Liu XIII later went to college and fell in love with a girl at school. But the girl cheated Liu's feelings and went to another city to hold hands with another man and fall in love. Encouraged by Cheng Shuang, Liu Thirteen went down to the city and asked about their relationship face to face, trying to call back the feelings between himself and Peony.
Later, Liu XIII graduated. He went to work with his dream, but the reality was cruel. He could only keep it in his heart and tell him that it was good. In fact, all his expenses can only depend on the money sent by his grandmother. I finally found an insurance policy, but I was laughed at and didn't sell any.
After being brought back to Yunbian Town by Wang Yingying, he found a new promotion opportunity. Meet Cheng Shuang for the third time! Cheng Shuang, grandma and unfortunate children play ball together, encouraging Liu Thirteen to face life positively.
Liu XIII finally grew up in the fact that his grandmother died. Later separated from Cheng Shuang (because Cheng Shuang had the last operation), the ball was taken in by the welfare society. Leaving him alone in his hometown seemed empty, and he learned to endure loneliness and learn to live.
At the end of the story, Liu Thirteen began to write a book successfully, but did not wait for the peace of Cheng Shuang. Liu XIII's Peony Blossom is his first growth; Losing Wang Yingying is his second growth; Losing Cheng Shuang is his third growth. At the end of the story: Cheng Shuang endured the pain and drew a happy picture, which read:
"Life is bright.
Before I go out, all I can do is make you happy.
I love you, you should remember me. "
A tear burst.
"Grandma said, what is hometown? Buried here for generations, so it is called hometown. " For Liu XIII, the most painful days of his first half life were: Peony abandoned him and rejected him; I make a living outside, but everything has hit a wall. I am old outside, but I didn't expect to go back to my hometown. Do young people think that the prosperity of big cities is their own vision, and the shabby mountain village in their impression is useless? Think your bluff is showing your perseverance? Think you are brave and excellent?
"Don't be naughty, study hard. When I grow up, I want to take an examination of Tsinghua Peking University, go to work in a big city, find a girl who loves you, get married and live happily. " This is a message from Liu's mother. It supports Liu to go out and look for a job.
"This is not grandma's tractor. He can turn over in two steps. This is not the wind of childhood. He can catch up with the whistling leaves on the women's bicycle. But this is the speed at which he tries his best. In Yunbian town, he can catch the last pot of hot water in the bathhouse and the first steamed dumpling in town. He can catch up with the first cloud in the mountain as long as he studies all night. " This is Liu XIII's farewell to the man he loved most when he was young, but he loved it wrong.
"In fact, no one has sinned against you, and no one wants to bully you. I just didn't notice you. " This is the feeling of Liu Shisan and Peony before they broke up inexplicably and had a drink with their friends.
"I spent my whole life throwing away my friends and going to the city to meet strangers? If you don't want what you have, why do you always think about what you don't have? " This is a dialogue between Liu Sanhe, suggesting that she come to live in this city.
"If everything counts, it may be too late for you to figure it out." This is a wonderful way for Cheng Shuang, a cancer woman, to tell Liu Thirteen about her life.
"I began to realize that all mankind is in the sacred field, depending on whether you believe it or not. If you want to believe, it is faith. " This is Liu and his colleagues talking about the nobility of their profession on the wine table.
"Liu felt that life was being eroded, but Cheng Shuang said it was beautiful." This was the life of Liu XIII. He settled in a small mountain village and lived a dull and full life every day.
""Wang Yingying, why are you here? " Wang Yingying shed tears and couldn't stop. She stumbled over, hugged her grandson and kept touching his head. "This is thirteen grandma all the way to meet liu, their conversation. Q&A as usual, just in an unfamiliar place.
Grandma cried when she died. "The arrogant Wang Yingying shouted." Because his grandson was left unattended.
He muttered, "Wang Yingying, I can't light up the whole road. Just hang one, and one is on the top of the mountain. I can definitely see it. "
"These are the wishes of an old man for this land, which he left to this mountain city that has lived for more than 20 years." Uncle Liu's watch room next door was sold, and Liu XIII's insurance was bought for all the students.
She shouted out of breath, "But what will you do if I leave?" Who will bring you food? Who will help you find the information? You are so useless, you swear, you swear to me, you will have a good meal ... "Cheng Shuang has never cried so hard, the ball was taken away, grandma died, and she climbed to the top of the mountain on a snowy night. She didn't cry so much because she was sad again. She was thinking about it. She wants to comfort Liu Shisan, and everything will be fine. She cried and said, "You are lazy, you are stupid, you have a strange temper, you speak badly, you are soft-hearted, your legs are short, and you have no courage, so your composition is better." Damn, how can I like you, but I just like you ... "This is the last conversation between Cheng Shuang and Liu Shisan. Next time it's just where you're going.
I think, maybe everyone grew up in a flash. For Liu XIII, his death is the heaviest. Maybe he has no special love for Cheng Shuang, but more peace of mind for her company. This has become natural. And forget that he didn't return his love in general.
"Live for others and live for yourself. Hope and sadness are all one light. One day, we will meet again. " Liu later wrote a book.
"To humble myself, to the sadness and hope we have encountered, to a ray of light that has never been blocked on the road. To the mountains and seas in everyone's hearts. For those who leave us. To those who accompany us. Give it to our grandmother who lives in her hometown. " Perhaps Zhang Jiajia is a child who had such a happy time. He told us not to feel inferior, let us love everyone around us, and let us not forget the person who loves you the most.
The mountains and seas are so big. But how many people miss it, no goodbye. Brave and passionate about life.
"And I understand that you are the greatest happiness of my youth, and my favorite teenager is only you."
"And I understand that you are the biggest sigh of my youth, and my most sighing teenager is only you."
-"You are the Joy of Youth"
20 18. 10.08