I will explain them in the sequence of stories, but I want to make it clear that the sequence of stories is not the real sequence of events.
I try to be concise, but my level is limited and I can only do my best.
First of all, the story contains three parts, 1. What happened in the past, and 2. Lao Qian's subjective memory of the past. 3. What happened now.
Starting with the story,
First of all, the hero of the story' I' does not exist, but is imagined by Lao Qian. This' I' is mostly living in the imaginary memory of old money. It may be a bit cumbersome for me to say this, but I will analyze it one by one according to the main line of the story.
At the beginning of the story, it is said that' I' caught a thief and tortured him during interrogation.
This thing is true, and it is also experienced by Lao Qian personally in the past.
The thief didn't kill anyone at that time. After being released, she held a grudge and retaliated against the old Qian family, which is the' sister-in-law' in the article.
Lao Qian had a nervous breakdown because his wife was killed, so he created an "I" in his memory. I hope this "I" can change all this after being driven away by Lao Qian at that time, that is, save his sister-in-law's life.
Since the beginning of this article, it has been an imaginary memory of the past by Lao Qian, so Lao Qian said to' I' at that time: "Do you know who the thief said he killed?" Actually, it means that the thief killed his wife.
Then, what happened in the past was that Lao Qian wanted revenge after his wife was killed.
So by looking for clues, he found the suburban hotel where he hid after the old money let the thief go.
In fact, this is not the first time he has repeated the process of being a thief. The' I' mentioned in the article, that is, Lao Qian was in a small hotel, was actually after Lao Qian succeeded in revenge like a thief-he killed a thief in a bomb shelter.
At this time, he already had the thief's mobile phone, which was found in the bomb shelter.
So when he was at the front desk, he dialed his mobile phone, but what he was holding was actually the thief's mobile phone.
So the phone was connected, but his cell phone didn't ring. That night,' I' slipped back to the office. I heard the phone call from the old money.
This is the imagination of Lao Qian in his memory, and the real event that happened at that time was that' sister-in-law' called Lao Qian. Be caring and attentive to the old money, but the old money didn't pay attention and just ended the phone call in a hurry. This is the last phone call to Lao Qian before' Sister-in-law' was killed. Therefore, old money is bitter and you can never forgive yourself. The next day,' I' returned to the office. This is still an illusion in the memory of Lao Qian, because he is very guilty, so in order to get rid of it, he shaped his own death in his memory.
Then' I' came home, turned on my mobile phone, and received many text messages reminding me of missed calls. This actually happened later. Old Qian wants to call himself' I' because he always has a knot in his heart and wants him to stop when all this happens. In fact, he always calls himself that. I will continue. What follows may sound more complicated. I'll try my best to make it clear.
Speaking of me here, I dare not stay at home. I opened the door and went out. A piece of paper fell out of the door.
This really happened, and it was after Lao Qian found the thief to get revenge.
How can I put it here? The real thing is that after the old money took revenge on the thief, it began to look for it from the beginning.
Therefore, the place where' I' returned in the article is actually the residence of the thief before, not the home of Qian Ge.
The note on the door is actually a seal.
Why are there seals here?
Because Lao Qian killed his colleague Xiaoxu in this house.
When seeking revenge for the thief for the first time, Lao Qian rented a room upstairs in the thief's house in order to wait for him.
After the success of revenge, he lived downstairs again and had no impression of the success of revenge.
But he had the impression that one night, Xiaoxu came to his house and sent him a note. He found Brother Qian's mobile phone in front of the door.
These things in his impression are all his subjective imagination of his own memory.
The fact is, Xiaoxu knew that Lao Qian was still "repeating" the process of taking revenge on the thief.
So one night I came to look for Laoqian and was killed by Laoqian as a thief. Old Qian killed Xiaoxu and put the body upstairs in his rented house.
After the incident, Lao Qian was acquitted because of mental problems. After escaping from the hospital, he returned to the house where Xiaoxu was killed before. That's why he's subjective. Xiaoxu said they also had a suicide note at home.
Because this house and the house upstairs have been sealed off as the first and second scenes of Xiaoxu's murder.
This also explains that I knocked on the door upstairs, and I was extremely alert to the people at the door. I had never seen' me'.
Moreover, I heard the problem of BYD car on the street before, but it was actually the old money shouting grievances. He picked up the thief's cell phone again.
The mobile phone left at the door was also left by the old money. The mobile phone is not old money, it was used by thieves at that time.
The thief photographed the old money hitting him. After getting the mobile phone, Lao Qian deleted the photo of his face. In the article,' I' went to Qian Ge's house to visit my sister-in-law. Actually, Brother Qian went back to his home.
Sister-in-law at home is his own imagination, because he has successfully convinced himself that the deceased was old money and' sister-in-law' was not killed for it.
When brother Qian went downstairs, he saw the director of his colleague come back with his' sister-in-law'.
In fact, this is just the memory of my colleagues coming back from her funeral the day my sister-in-law died.
So when' I' called Brother Qian at my sister-in-law's house, everyone knew it was not true, because' I' was old money.
The money on the table is also old money, because he has completely considered himself as' me' rather than old money.
Of course, no one will believe him, because everyone of them knows that Lao Qian has gone crazy. I missed some, and my head is a little messy.
There is also the thing that the glasses man scared the urine in my house before.
In fact, this is Lao Qian's subjective imagination of that memory. Even Xiaoxu with glasses was killed that night.
I dried the urine on the ground, which was actually Xiaoxu's blood. When I woke up, "I" was still immersed in the imaginary memory of the night when I killed Xiaoxu.
So I woke up to find that Xiaoxu had disappeared, because it was a long time ago.
I just returned to this house in the process of repeatedly retaliating against the thief.
Go on, it may look messy now. Mainly because I have some poor words, I can't express what I want in a particularly simple and clear way. So I really don't understand. Let's read it in combination with the original text.
I went to Xiaoxu's house. 1, the photo of Xiaoxu was sent to Xiaoxu by me before.
Xiaoxu's mother was killed by me.
Xiaoxu's father was killed by me and buried in that pit.
All this happened during my second revenge against the thief.
The article said that' I' asked Xiaoxu's father to take me to the pit, but it was actually his own subjective imagination.
Because at this time,' I' has retaliated against the thief for the third time, so the pit is empty, because the body has long been found by the police.
And when I found the body in the pit, it was the memory of my second revenge on the thief.
So I saw a man chasing Xiaoxu's father, and that man was myself retaliating against the thief for the second time.
I stayed at the place where Xiaoxu's father died, waiting for people from the institute to come over and ask them what they didn't know.
In fact, this is the memory of the nth time I have done this kind of thing.
They already know I'm crazy.
So there was no body in the pit.
Then I went to have dinner with the director, who wanted me to remember that I was actually an old money.
But I didn't realize. I just think he's hiding something from me.
And the director didn't dare to remind me of all this when he saw that my spirit had not recovered.
At this time, I have received psychotherapy for a period of time, and I have no serious tendency to violence. After saying goodbye to the director, I saw Xiaoxu sitting in a taxi on the side of the road.
I followed, in fact, this is only the nth time that' I' repeated the process of finding the thief and chasing it into the bomb shelter.
Thieves also found me and threw me into the bomb shelter.
I repeat, I lost the thief for the nth time, and my heart is full of sadness. I hope someone can stand up and help me at this time.
So, in the memory of "thinking" about old money, old money came back to life.
In fact, what the old money is most eager to see is the' sister-in-law', so this surviving old money appears in the memory as a sister-in-law.
I'll ask the director, who is still trying to awaken my memory. So keep asking me about Brother Qian's life and death.
I failed and gave up, so I just made up an excuse.
Then call back to the office, trying to trace the relevant records of catching thieves at the beginning.
Because everyone in the prison knew I was crazy, I killed the thief when I took revenge for the first time.
So there is no relevant record.
Then I met my sister-in-law at home.
There are two points, 1. Old Qian created' I' in his memory, hoping that I would save' Sister-in-law', and' I' followed her back to Brother Qian's house.
2. This is also the process that Qian Ge imagined that the thief tricked' sister-in-law' into opening the door and killed' sister-in-law' in his own home.
And that button is brother Qian's own.
And the imaginary sister-in-law asked: Who are you? It is because the' I' imagined by Qian Ge actually has a thief's face. The thief has Xiaoxu's face. Finally, my follower, Brother Qian (as a sister-in-law), went back to the bomb shelter and continued the process of revenge on the thief for the nth time.
The battle described in this article is the first time that Brother Qian successfully retaliated against the memory illusion of the thief.
At that time, Brother Qian killed the thief in the bomb shelter and found the thief's mobile phone in the pursuit. These are real.
In his memory, the mobile phone became his own (because he always had it).
The drug-making tools in memory are also delusional, because this article begins to show that Lao Qian has never solved the case. So he subconsciously joined his own imagination. This is a big case. I saw myself in a trance during the fight. This self is actually the old money himself.
It is also the memory of the old money in the previous revenge. In other words, Lao Qian put the perspective on the position of' I' and saw his own memory. Finally, after the N th revenge of Lao Qian, he called the people in the office again.
This scene appeared at the end of the article.
Besides, paper men only appear when they kill people in the memory of old money. This is my imagination in the memory of old money.
To put it further, you can also say that I can't figure it out. But what I mean is that people will have a certain sense of self-protection when they are schizophrenic or fall into memory disorder, which is produced unconsciously. Therefore, every time the disorder of old money's memory will affect the physiological structure of the brain, the brain will remind itself with something special in its memory, or this part is imaginary. I know my explanation is confusing, but I have tried my best to express what I want to express.
My mind is in a mess now, but I have basically explained everything I want to explain now.
To put it bluntly, Brother Qian is endlessly repeating the process of revenge on the thief. Even if the thief has been dead for a long time, he will keep repeating it. If you don't repeat it once, it will be linked or divided with the previous memory. So he will keep repeating, and at the same time, he will keep mistaking his previous memories for what is happening now.
In other words, Lao Qian thought he had only avenged the thief once, but in fact he had repeated this process many times.
Yeah, that's about it.
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