Second, you have been to the company of the Engineering Bureau and think it is not suitable. In that case, let's go to the railway station. You don't know whether you like it or not until you try.
Third, youth is a process of trial and error. Just try it.
Fourth, you are a very happy child, at least there are some for you to choose from.
Finally, respect your feelings. No one can tell you the answer except yourself.