Before every quarrel, I blacked him out, and he sent a verification text message or a text message to apologize, and then I forgave him. I don't know how many times this was repeated, but he finally got tired of it.
When I was chasing Xiaofeng, I was shameless enough. It is shameless for a woman to chase a man. At that time, he was a school grass, and I really didn't deserve him except my grades.
"Don't you think the school uniform must be a school uniform to be worthy? If you like him, go after him! " My best friend Zi Mu encouraged me in this way. After I had the confidence, I began to send snacks, stationery and love letters to Xiaofeng. Zi Mu often accompanies me on the edge of the basketball court. Every time Xiaofeng plays ball, Zimu pushes me to pick her up and bring water to Xiaofeng.
Finally, I got Xiaofeng's WeChat from someone else and sent it to him, saying that I was the female classmate who chased you. Whether you like me or not, I will always like you. But if you feel bored, you can pull me black!
Xiaofeng gave me two simple smiles and said, no.
No, because I just like you. This is what he told me after I chased Xiaofeng. He said, you read so well that you used it to write love letters, right? But the writing is really good ~
I smiled smugly.
He clearly said that he likes me, and he clearly said that he would not drag me into the water. He knows very well ... it seems that after breaking up, everything he said together will turn into irony, and everything will be in your mind, screaming and laughing at you.
Why is Xiaofeng with me? This is something I've always wondered about. I've always been very insecure. Not confident enough, he never went to the welcome party held by him as the host and the school flower; I don't go to the debate he took part in with the girls in his class. Why not go and have a look? Why should I watch him go out with other girls? Why do you want to hear people say how suitable you are? Why should I endure the injustice of not telling others loudly when I am his girlfriend? I thought I didn't have to put up with it, but Xiaofeng said that he had a friend in the same town, and it would be very troublesome to be afraid that too many people would spread to his parents.
Well, I can only give in. I am really a failed girlfriend.
I thought chasing Xiaofeng was the hardest thing, but later I learned that it was even harder after being with him. Because it is the school grass, of course, there are many girls chasing Xiaofeng. From classmates to girls from other colleges, my biggest doubt at that time was that although I like Xiaofeng, I don't think he has that great charm to attract bees and butterflies! Probably because Xiaofeng is not that kind of cold boy, just like when I pursue him, he will talk to me gently, and there is no clear refusal in his message. In fact, he does this to every girl. For example, I saw him accept a girl's chocolate. After the girl handed him the chocolate, she turned and ran away shyly. He just smiled and accepted not to talk. I asked him angrily, why didn't you refuse? Why don't you tell her you have a girlfriend?
Whenever this time, he always says to me, please, it's just a box of chocolates! Here you are!
And every time I see him so cheeky and say good things, I always get depressed and can't get angry anymore!
Xiaofeng has received all kinds of gifts, and I think what I gave him when I pursued him was simply childish. For example, on Christmas Eve last year, a girl gave Xiaofeng an apple and an exquisite greeting card, which read: Your girlfriend is too ugly to deserve you at all.
I was so angry that I tore the card to pieces and called the girls so shameless now! Xiaofeng laughed and told me that this girl is really domineering! I was so angry that Xiaofeng said that you found a beautiful one worthy of you!
At that time, while blaming me for making a mountain out of a molehill, she sent me a message and called me in frustration, telling me that of course there are many people more beautiful than you, but only you are my girlfriend.
Xiaofeng really speaks sweet words, and I never get tired of hearing them. But he is so sweet-talking that he can naturally tell others.
I remember finally, Zimu told me that she saw Xiaofeng and a girl coming out of the hotel. One day, I found a condom in his pocket. How ironic! I confronted him, had a big fight with him, and he didn't bother to answer me, and then broke up. He finally knocked me out.
This story is old-fashioned and bloody. I dare not even scold those girls who pursue phoeny for being shameless, because I didn't chase him at the beginning, did I? He never told anyone that I was his girlfriend.
Zi Mu says he is fine, but he doesn't love you.
Maybe, maybe if he meets a more beautiful girl, he will be kind to her, because he is the school grass, he is the captain of the basketball team, he is the president of the student union, and he is a very warm and good person. Just a good man, not necessarily a good lover! It's just that he really doesn't love me