Autumn insects are singing by the golden well, and the frost is shining on my mat like a small mirror.
High light flashing; My desire is getting deeper and deeper. I lift the curtain, sigh and stare at the moon.
Like a single flower, with the cloud as the center, there is a high sky in the world. Below, I see the green and the agitation of water.
Heaven and earth are far away, can I dream over the portal and over the mountains? .
Sauvignon Blanc destroys the heart and soul.
(1) is far away.
On the day of departure, the sun was scorching, and the sun shone in my eyes through the shadows of trees. My eyes suddenly felt a little sour, and my tears were misty like fog. On the green river bank, weeping willows are weeping willows, and on the official road, a long carriage is parked, covered with pearl jade and red tassels, which is exquisite and luxurious.
This is the Cui Yu limousine for the imperial city of Chang 'an, which was taken by the newly elected female xiu in the palace.
Prosperity is like a dream, and the imperial city is as deep as the sea. This is a long mountain and river, with wild flowers and flowing bridges in Shan Ye, just to meet in a dream. There are whispers of crying, tears, scattered and merged into a trickle. Run by one by one.
I don't cry. I sit quietly in the middle of the willow's thick long hair and play my lyre. By my side, A Si is dancing. Nobody saw me off except Arthur. We looked at each other without saying a word. Ah Si twisted her slender neck and turned around. Suddenly, crystal tears fell from his eyes. A Si is a red-crowned crane. Pei Yulin picked it up at Baiyun Mountain when he went to Chang 'an and gave it to me. I thought it was just an ordinary wild goose, but I didn't expect it to be a red-crowned crane after I raised it. After Yu Pei left, she was the only one who accompanied me and grew up with me.
My nose has turned sour. I said, think about it, don't be sad. I'll come back to pick you up when I find the Yupei brothers.
The strings suddenly broke at this moment, like a broken jade, like a tear, and a sharp voice echoed in the willows.
"You, you are too careless. You're leaving. Don't you know that this string is an unknown omen? " The minister of the inner government, dressed in red, came forward, scolded while drinking and squeezed my arm hard. A new mark appeared on the white arm, which smiled like a child's mouth.
I put my arm around Arth's neck, walked to the Qinghe River, lowered my head, and let the tears drop by drop into the flowing Qinghe River. Nobody saw it.
When I got into the carriage and lifted the satin curtain with tassels, the people who saw me off gradually blurred into shadows. Only Arth's slender and strong figure is still chasing the carriage and climbing over one hill after another.
Seeing dusk arrival, night arrival. The mountain was thick and dense, so I lifted the curtain and called the driver to stop. Then, hold Arth's neck, rub it and kiss it gently. I said, Ah Si, I forgot the brocade handkerchief embroidered with orchids. Please go back and get it for me! "
Ah Si stretched out his head and gently arched my neck, purred coquettishly, and then flapped his wings and flew back on the way.
I put down the curtain and waved to the coachman: "Let's go!" "
The wheels roll forward. I seem to see Axi coming back with a brocade handkerchief, and I am full of loneliness and sadness when I can't find him.
Just like myself in those days.
(2) Prosperous times
That year, I was thirteen years old and Yu Pei was drafted into the army. I followed the distant team on the rugged path and cried all the way. When I entered the mountain, Yu Pei told me that he had left his wallet at home, so I went home to get it. When I came back, Yu Pei had already left. Only the big bluestone where he is sitting has two big characters written on it: Take care!
From then on, we were far apart, and there was no news. Everyone said that he died in battle. Only I look up at the sky with innocent eyes and smile slightly. I dream of him every day, wearing gold and bronze armor and holding a spear, standing on the hill and smiling at me.
I know, he's not dead. He said that since he was seven years old, he picked me up crying in the Woods, and he made up his mind to love me and protect me for life.
How long is life? At that time, I was thirteen years old and he was twenty years old. I didn't understand at all. We just sat hand in hand on the straw pile in front of the door and watched the moon the night before we left. The bright moon is like frost, the breeze is like water, but my heart is full of sadness. Those bright moonlight fell into my eyes and turned into tears, rolling down his hands one by one.
He said, Adele, don't cry. I will come back in three or five years. At that time, ride a big horse to pick you up and go to Chang' an!
Changan? I looked up at him with clear eyes.
Yes, he nodded and his fingers wiped the tip of my nose. He said Chang 'an is the most beautiful city in the world. There are carved columns and jade pillars, and the colored glass shines. There, silver bottle dew, colored pen clouds. There is a jade raft and a golden whip.
I closed my eyes and tried to imagine the city, but the prosperity there had nothing to do with me. I just want to have a home exactly like Qinghe town.
I only care about an ordinary soldier named Yu Pei. One * * * four years.
In March, when the spring was strong, I received a letter from Yu Pei. He said that he had returned to Chang 'an from Liangzhou. He said that he had become an ordinary bodyguard in the imperial city.
Imperial capital Such a clear and specific stone carving of the two-character knife and axe is generally chrome in my heart. I didn't want to wait for a moment, so I applied for a female study in Qinghe town and was lucky to be selected.
The boat is tired and the starry night is full. Looking at the approaching Chang 'an, my heart is getting more and more uneasy. There are many pomegranate trees planted outside Chang 'an, in large clumps, as red as clouds. I held my lyre quietly, silently watching the arch eyebrows curl, and my charming and tactful female companion twittered all the way, pointing curiously.
When the minister of the inner government came to town to report, we rested in the pomegranate forest. I picked a lot of pomegranate flowers when I was free, wrapped them in handkerchiefs, and then carefully crushed them with stones to dye my nails.
Summer dyed hair shines in the sun as carefully as usual, and I seem to see the laughter. His white fingers combed my hair as long as a black waterfall, and his smile was like a clear spring flowing by the Qinghe River in summer. He said, Adele, I haven't seen you for years, and I'm more beautiful! At this time, should I hold a handkerchief and stare at him with a smile? Or should he jump into his arms and search for things in his pockets every day when he comes back from working in the fields, as he did when he was a child? I couldn't figure out the answer after thinking about it, so I looked at the sun and giggled alone.
Adele, what are you doing? Ah! This nail is beautifully dyed. I want to dye it, too
Zhu Jin, a lady who came with her, said as she came to get pomegranate juice. I handed it over with a smile, and the sisters who were playing heard it and crowded over to grab it. I was shocked and my hand shrank. Those figures wearing pink skirts and flower skirts rushed over with charming smiles, and the flower juice spilled on my white skirt, drop by drop, like blood and tears.
I saw the chamberlain stumbling into the forest, kneeling on the ground with tears in his eyes, crying: no, the emperor died!
There was a moment's silence in the crowd, and then an earth-shattering cry broke out. My heart was frightened, but I just couldn't shed a tear. Zhu Jin jumped on me and grabbed my sleeve. She sobbed and said, "According to the palace regulations, the emperor died, and all our newly elected female monks were buried!"
I felt a terrible pain in my heart. I only felt that the trees around me were spinning and the sky was falling.
The pomegranate forest in front of me suddenly turned into a blue river outside Qinghe town, with long hair hanging down and Axi dancing with the melody. However, Yu Pei disappeared.
Yu Pei Yu Pei, where are you?
Yupei.
Yupei. I miss you very much.
……
(3) Magnificent scenery
Pomegranate forest made an imperial edict, and we were named virtuous princesses.
Ride in a golden chariot and dress up for the palace. It is also a robe with a crest, but all the colorful brocade has been replaced by ordinary coarse cloth. White flowers were also tied to the jade chariot, and they marched to the imperial city.
All hope vanished in an instant. Everyone sat in the carriage with a white and bloodless face, wondering how to go home, so that they could feel at ease and suffer a little in the end. Father-in-law said, there are crane top red, spearmint soup and three-foot white silk. My father-in-law also said, girl, you can't blame anyone but hate your life.
As soon as my father-in-law's voice fell, the crying around me became louder. Looking up, the jade chariot as white as snow is like a huge coffin, carrying us slowly to death.
When I entered the Xuanwu Gate, I quietly opened the curtain and saw that the whole palace was also white, flying high, and there were monks with hurried steps and heavy faces everywhere. I never thought that I could be so close to this brilliant city glittering in my dream, and I died with such a heart.
Passing by Jingyang Palace, a group of men in white and filial piety hurried by in the open space. Your highness! Brocade grabbed my sleeve, let out a cry, gritted her teeth and jumped down from the high jade chariot and threw herself at the feet of a white man headed by her. Other sisters followed suit, lifted their skirts and jumped off the jade chariot, holding his royal highness the prince in mourning and crying.
At the age of blooming, let it belong to me, like a beautiful picture scroll, which has just begun. Who wants to die loyal to the emperor in this way? His Royal Highness's unexpected appearance became the only chance to escape.
I'm still on the jade car, looking for Yu Pei everywhere. The sisters who came with me have been kneeling on the ground one by one, holding the prince's white clothes and crying until the pear blossoms bring rain, and they are heartbroken. In the past, the ambition of phoenix nirvana has become a meager wish to survive. They only hope that the tall man in front of them can bend down, take a look at himself and wave his hand, so that he can escape the bad luck of being buried with him.
It's just that his royal highness, the prince who is about to ascend to the throne and become the statue of the Ninth Five-Year Plan, has been living on the cusp of power struggle for many years, and his hands are covered with blood debts. These little women, in his eyes, are just a few frightened little insect ants at the fingertips. How can he move and hide?
It is a great honor and pride for you and your family to accompany my late king to rest in the ground. Go and freshen up, don't waste your time here!
When the prince spoke, everyone was so surprised that they even forgot to cry. They all stopped and stared at his royal highness. The howling wind and hunting in white make everyone's heart freeze like frost and snow! He stood with a negative hand and looked up at a ginkgo tree overhead. His expression was cold and his brow was disdainful and impatient.
Heaven and earth are still, as still as death.
The chest is suddenly blocked badly, so let all the emperors and princes go to hell! Since no one can escape this kind of bad luck, at least stand up straight and don't let others look down on you, or you will get evil in your heart! So he got dressed, got off the jade cart gracefully, stepped forward and shook hands with Brocade. A clear voice said, what are you doing? Although we were only awarded titles, we were the imperial concubines of my late king. We can't lose our identity like this!
A few words, like jade, hit people's hearts. All the sisters stood up with tears in their eyes and looked at me in panic. I gently hugged Brocade's shoulder, and she was shaking. His Royal Highness the Prince also looked up, his cold eyes flashing.
A ginkgo leaf fell and slipped before my eyes. I looked up and suddenly saw the eyes of the princes burning, and their faces were cold.
Girls, let's go! I took Zhu Jin by the hand and took everyone away. ShiRan turned and walked to the jade chariot.
Girls, please stay! XieCiLi rushed out of another man in white, stopped in front of us, knife-shaped eyebrows, eyes like water, gently permeated my whole body.
Seven emperors! Zhu Jin bowed his head and saluted.
I swept the bangs in front of my forehead and said coldly, since your highness is here, you should know the rules. Since we are the imperial concubines of the late king, where did the word girl come from?
Yes, Sister Adele, according to the rules, they should call us "Mother Princess"! Jin Zhu also cold face to have them.
Although it is not a national beauty, it is also one in a thousand. Plain shirt, tearful eyes, clear eyes, slightly angry, turned around, Jinpa brushed away, clothes fluttering, and captured everyone's hearts.
While they were still collecting money, we rode on the jade chariot and drove off. Someone covered her mouth and laughed. Looking back, I saw a few white figures still staying where they were, staring at the fading jade chariot, their eyes blurred.
We were arranged to live in a quiet little yard. There is a well in the yard, which looks unfathomable, and there is a lush tree next to it. Everyone gathered around the tree and guessed what it was. Some people say it's peach, others say it's apricot. My father-in-law said it was a pear.
Everyone bit their lips, bowed their heads, twisted their hands and held their hands in silence. Pear, leave. It's really ominous.
I stayed up all night, and all I could think about was Yu Pei.
Yu Pei, do you know? I am so close to you. It is so close to death.
(4) Jidi
The night is like ink, and the resplendent imperial city also falls into silence, looking like a sleeping monster. Open your mouth, be born, and swallow.
Suddenly, I heard my fingers tapping on the window of Xiao Xuan. Turning my head away, I saw the moonlight cast a thin figure on the white enough paper. A man quickly said, Miss Adele, please open the window and speak.
When I opened the window, I saw a cold and elegant face. The black hair was fixed on my head by a gorgeous and simple Baoyu, dressed in white, and melted in the spotless moonlight outside the window.
Seven emperors, what can I do for you? When I think of what happened during the day, my tone is as light as the breeze, and my face is naturally as cold as iron.
Miss Adele misunderstood me. My brother and I are not on the same side. He smiled, his eyes sparkling, looked around and said, Girl, can I have a word with you?
What can we say between you and me? My tone was blunt, but I still stepped out of the door. Yue Hui is full of practice, graceful and graceful. Moonlight shone on him through the branches of pear trees, as if he were covered with starlight.
Miss Adele, look, how beautiful the moon is tonight!
I looked up at the moon. Suddenly, I only felt that I was pushed hard from behind, and the whole person was unstable and cut forward. I don't have time to make any noise. Suddenly, I found the deep well under the pear tree cracked in the dark and waited there, engulfing me.
It has been falling, falling, the wind blowing in my ear ... too late to think, too late to be afraid, soft, but not like deep water.
No death, no unexpected cold water flooded me. It was dark all around, only the heartbeat was left. In my chest, I paused, paused, reminding myself that I was still alive. The whole body is stuck in soft mud. Looking up, the wellhead was hanging high, three feet away. The moonlight falls and condenses into a small aperture. The ring is missing one side. Looking closer, I saw a narrow path extending from the bottom of the well, leading to the unknown front. I touched the smooth wall and walked into the room. I don't know how many hours I walked or how far I walked. I just walked to my leg and saw some stars in front of me in a trance. Walking over, I was suddenly enlightened.
The night has passed and the morning is pale. At first glance, it is a small bamboo forest, a few lush flowers and trees, pavilions by the water, and exquisite pavilions. Whose back garden did I rush into?
I was at a loss, and suddenly I felt that my clothes were gently pulled from behind. I turned my head and saw a slender red-crowned crane, sharp, clutching my skirt tightly. A pair of big eyes, looking at me motionless, slowly, there are tears flashing.
Four! You flew to Chang 'an to find me? I shouted and turned to hug Arth. Ah Si fluttered his wings happily and shouted happily.
Girl, I think it's the old warehouse head. Come on, have a crane? Middle-aged man's voice came from the other side of the waterside pavilion. I turned around and saw a well-dressed and housekeeper-like man coming in a hurry. Before I could answer, Art was flapping his wings happily and surrounded me tightly.
The housekeeper was very happy after seeing it and took me to a small house next to the bamboo forest. There was a gurgling stream behind the house.
Will you live here in the future? This crane is my wife's child, so you must be careful!
(5) Sauvignon Blanc destroys the soul.
Time flies, and spring comes to Qiu Lai. I live in the town of General Fu Yuan. Life is simple. Arth and I live alone. In the bustling Chang 'an, Yu Pei is nowhere to be found. Can't go to the imperial city that survived. Secretly ask everyone in the house about the whereabouts of Yu Pei, but no one can know it, and no one has even heard of its name.
Under my careful care, Axi regained her former bright colors and indulged in playing on pebbles beside the stream every day. Every time Miss Yuan comes to see me, she is always very happy. When she was happy, she rewarded me with many clothes and jewels.
I can't find Yu Pei, only heartbroken lovesickness is inextricably linked, entangled in the internal organs, bound and entangled, unreasonable, headless and tailless, and my heart eats bones. It's been a long night, and only the weaver girl in front of the house sings the song of acacia tirelessly every night.
In my spare time, I heard a large group of maids joking privately: Miss Yuan Da, why do you like this crane so much when you get married next year? As soon as the voice fell, a mother who was in charge of weaving and washing came to interrupt. Stop talking nonsense! Miss likes this crane very much, because it was picked up by the governor during the March and given to her care. It's not that you don't know what miss thinks of the governor!
I never cared about these things, walked away and laughed it off as if I didn't hear anything.
The situation of the imperial capital changed suddenly, the holy family left a suicide note, and the seven emperors succeeded to the throne. I listened, wry smile. What's wrong with this life? On such a ruthless monarch.
However, General Yuan is lucky in every cloud, and he is second to none in official circles. Every day is a constant stream of cars and horses.
March is full of spring and April is full of flowers. The world will always be like this, sober and cool thin.
April is about to pass, and the whole Yuan House is decorating and painting the lintel, planning Miss Yuan's marriage.
I'm holding Arthur to find the young lady. Begging the young lady to let Arth and I go before we get married.
Miss Yuan took my hand affectionately, went to the boudoir, dug out a good apricot dress and put it on me, then took off Jin Mudan's head and put it on me. He squinted and praised: It seems that my cousin has a good eye. Adai is such a beauty! Sister, don't worry. It's not too late to have a wedding reception before you leave. If my sister has a better place in the future, don't forget me!
Before I knew it, Mr. Yuan dragged me all the way to the hall. Behind the magnolia screen, a man suddenly turned out, wearing a blue shirt and black shoes.
Seven emperors? I cried foolishly.
Teacher Yuan took my sleeve and said, What seven princes? Long live grandpa! Then he took me and bowed to me.
Are you disappointed to see that I am not dead? Suddenly reminded of that day, the gentle expression in the moonlight and the sinister hand behind me, I couldn't help but ignite my anger, so I stood up indifferently and looked at the new emperor angrily and sharply.
Fool, if I hadn't pushed you into the well that day, you wouldn't be in the grave like everyone else. Can you still stand here alive? The only purpose of my doing this is to save you from the palace. He looked at me with a pair of clear eyes, with surprise, pain and lingering acacia accumulated in the past. His face reappeared with the gentle fingers of that day trying to brush my face.
I bit my lower lip without saying a word and looked at him coldly, tilting my head slightly, just avoiding his outstretched finger.
His eyes suddenly froze in the air, and some disappointment gradually emerged, but he still smiled and sighed.
In order to save you that day, I risked my life to expose the underground tunnel that I spent three years building. For this matter, I fell out with my uncle, that is, General Yuan. Fortunately, at the critical moment, we cleared up the misunderstanding. He assembled heavy troops, entered the palace through secret passages, and breached his royal highness, the prince who wanted to plot to seize the throne. If you don't want to, I won't force you. Sauvignon Blanc destroys the heart and soul. Has that girl tasted it?
Then he left in a hurry and staggered.
Court fights, power positions, I have never been enthusiastic. I didn't even care too much about his back for a second, so I lifted my skirt and turned around.
He can hardly be your monarch. And you, too rude. Teacher Yuan's voice came from a distance. My lips opened a sneer and I didn't look back.
Sauvignon Blanc destroys the heart and soul. It's not that I don't understand
It's just that I came to Chang 'an just for one person, and that person's name is Yu Pei.
(6) Tianya
The gongs and drums are loud, red candles are shining high, and fireworks and firecrackers have dyed more than half of the sky in Chang' an red.
I held Arth and squeezed into the crowd, watching the excitement. In the distance, the groom in a red wedding dress rode a big horse with red flowers and slowly marched on Suzaku Street. Getting closer, getting closer.
The crowd was noisy, chaotic and crowded. Ah Si suddenly became agitated, struggled for a while, and then earned my hand and flew into the street.
Four! I'm chasing you. Suddenly looked up, I saw Ah Si flapping his wings and pecking at the new clothes in red with his mouth.
Four, come back! I rapped out and rushed to catch Arth, but I saw Arth's wings fly away with a brush, and tears came out of his eyes. Suddenly looked up and saw Xin Xi staring at me in amazement.
Such a familiar face, eyes, nose and mouth, laughing and cursing. Which one is not in my dream?
Yupei. I lost my voice and opened my mouth, but I couldn't say a word. The man who married Miss Yuan turned out to be!
I just felt my heart suddenly stopped in my chest and disappeared. I never thought it would be such a meeting and such a lively scene. He married someone else. The soul also broke away from the body in an instant and flew to Qinghe Town, far away from Qianshan. I followed the crowd in a daze, watching the children scramble for wedding cakes and candy, and listening to the old people give their thumbs up to praise their love for the city.
In the resplendent hall, in front of the red candle, the newlyweds pay homage to heaven and earth.
Worship heaven and earth, forever, love for a long time.
……
Everyone is smiling and happy, only me, a broken heart has gone with the wind.
Turn around and look back, can't bear to look again. I found Ashe huddled in the corner in frustration, and its sharp edge was excessively pecked. I grabbed his neck and gently brushed his bright light. Yes, I'll take you.
Bowed his head, tears drop by drop.
After four sleepless nights, I wove a colorful peony picture and wrote: "Rich and glorious, the future is bright, the most gorgeous red peony in the middle, but I can't find a suitable red to dye." I pricked my finger with my teeth, and the blood at the tip of my finger fell drop by drop. The peony lived, bright and vivid, and the group was rich.
I gave this to Yupei as a wedding present. It is a painstaking effort and a decision.
Then I took Arth into the palace.
What chilled me was not that I married Miss Yuan, but that he deliberately avoided and denied me. I have lived in Fu Yuan for two years, but I have never met him. It's not just a coincidence.
Since he regards me as a scourge, I don't have to ask for it.
He not only avoided this embarrassment, but also realized his wish. It's all over, and we'll never meet again.
I wish you a bright future and a happy life.
May your husband and wife be together for a long time.
(7) Deep Palace
I know that the capital is not as prosperous as the clear spring of Qinghe River.
Silent Palace, I never compete with other concubines. Unexpectedly, the result was more popular with the emperor. He regards me as a confidant, holds me in his palm and cherishes me.
He praised me for being ice smart. Watching the art of war, writing essays and poems at night, it is necessary for me to display paper, study pen and ink and read it carefully. For A Si and me, he spent a lot of money to build palaces and temples, block Leishan Lake and build Qinghe Town.
He praised me for my light temperament and beautiful appearance, and said that my smile and gestures were charming. Every morning, when the sun rises, he will hold a fine brush and gently and meticulously put a touch of bright and delicate plum makeup on my brow. Around us, there are veils and beautiful winds. I leaned lazily against the rhombic mirror and secretly looked at his handsome knife-shaped eyebrows, suspecting that I was still dreaming.
It's just your own heart. You can't be deceived. I like singing that song in the deepest night.
Sauvignon Blanc, in Chang 'an.
Sauvignon Blanc destroys the heart and soul.
……
As time goes on, it will take several years.
My little cosmetic box contains a letter from Yu Pei after I entered the palace.
He said, I went back to Qinghe town to find you, but I heard that you died in the palace, so I had to bring it back to Axi sadly.
He said that after I came back, I was sent to the frontier by General Yuan for two years. ...
He said, I didn't know you were alive until I saw you on my wedding day. At that moment, my heart broke.
……
In the world, there are always some regrets and some imperfections, which are left to the white-haired people to regret.
There are always so many coincidences and misfortunes in the world.
Yu Pei and I, two people, just missed each other.
Sauvignon Blanc, in Chang 'an.